The Bottom Line
You're better than ever at looking at complex situations and making them simple.
In Detail
You are better than ever at looking at complicated situations and making them simple. That's why today is a great day for performing complicated negotiations, signing long legal documents, or digging into a challenging novel. Any other tasks that require a great deal of your focused brain power are good, too. DDon't worry if a sudden barrage of information leaves you temporarily overwhelmed. Sort through things and you'll uncover a real gem.eh rubbish leh! econs dont make much sense! ok actually it does but it still seems complicating to me! I'M STARTING TO PANIC because it's already 8+ AT NIGHT and i havent even finished the lecture notes! wth! forget about re-doing tutorials already lor! but if i dont re-do i feel very insecure leh! T.T nevermind i dont have a choice! rarr that is for procrastinating so much, caho!
eh i went to sleep at 12am last night.. i wanted to wake up earlier this morning to study.. i told myself, before 12 must wake up! i meant like, 10+ or something la. in the end, i kept my promise.. i woke up at 1150 =X hehehe not any better la! but damn shuang to sleep for so long!
for once i nv on my com la! i just used my speakers for music.. and no, it doesnt make a difference because without my com i still can find other things to distract me! arghhh!
OKAY i should get back to my revision.. meanwhile shall print out p147 of my lecture notes! i cant believe i lost the last page! T.T thanks ongton for helping me type out! :D
ok maybe i should go pee first.. argh econs keep making me want to pee the whole day!
ONE MORE PAPER GOGOGO CAHO AND EVERYONE ELSE IT'LL BE OVER BEFORE YOU CAN SAY "I LOVE ECONOMICS!"
[EDIT]had a rough moment just now.
it's not like you're the only one sacrificing la. wth. i hate it when people are so ungentlemanly.
i am totally not in the mood to study anymore. it's 1139pm now. i didnt do tutorials, i didnt do past year paper, all i did was stone. i can be damn affected by current situations. nothing is going in no matter how hard i try to read and read whatever is in front of me.
i dont have a good feeling about tomorrow's paper. i really want to do well. but if i can get a B for tomorrow's paper i should be glad that i'm lucky. i hope it'll be doable =X
i hate having lousy stress management. i hate it when i get worried over stupid little things, and stress myself out even more. i used to think i can take things easy. i guess i am knowing myself better as the days go by. i used to think i can manage stress easily. maybe because i havent experienced what is really stress yet. or maybe i did. maybe because the environment was alot better. maybe it's because i'm around better people. maybe.
all i want to do is sleep it away. but aiya.. i will feel guilty =X but i cant study! i dont know what to do. i'm getting worried over a stupid 10% or 15% test. but.. i need to do well. i need to go to a local uni. i cannot disappoint anyone. my parents. my grandparents. myself. i know i can do it if i want to. but where is the motivation?
it's nights like these that i feel like an ass.
i'll be fine.
one thing good about me, is that i get over things easily. i think.
sometimes, i wished i never chose SP at all. but i might be worse off somewhere =X nvm.
wonder: is that all i can do? 1146PM.
[/EDIT]Labels: rantings(random)
