YOU WHEETARD!

MOVED!!!

2007-11-19T22:30:00.001+08:00

I'M TRYING OUT WORDPRESS :D

YOU CAN FIND ME AT:

WHEETARD.WORDPRESS.COM

you can relink me, you can dont relink me, up to you hahaha. but comment okay! :D

我不配

2007-11-19T20:46:00.001+08:00

我不配 - 周杰伦

song of the day: 我不配!

MY HOROSCOPE SAYS:

The Bottom Line
Be with the people who make you happiest today. Even if that requires traveling.

In Detail
More than anything else, you need to be with the people who make you happiest today. Even if that means some out-of-the-way traveling or expensive long-distance phone calls, you should make it happen. Connect with the folks who always have your back. Share your latest conclusions with them and you will get some invaluable, insightful feedback. Refresh your memory about how cool people can be, and speak freely about how much you appreciate their honesty.

that means you people, airens! MISS YOU GUYS MANY MANY! i hope we can meet up soon! :D

oh speaking of which.. there are people who thought airens = 爱人! but no, it's 矮人! hehe! it's short for 矮人帮! ok random! =X

i thought v v v v long, and in the end i joined OC for dinner and dance haha. i know it's going to be damn busy but is really quite an experience to do this kinda things. i believe i got the time one lor, if i dont slack (like what i'm doing now!) i dont know how my time management will turn out but i will try my best anyway (:

i am trying to do a wordpress blog now. if i manage to figure it out i'll move over, they have password-protected posts! :D fun seh! haha!

and.

2007-11-18T20:41:00.000+08:00

i wanna go taiwan and eat 芒果牛奶雪花冰 again!!

met up with math tuition peeps today! went for karaoke at some ulu place in katong! but damn cheap so it's worth it haha! had loads of fun! :D seriously 3 hours was too short! let's go again okay but this time hope we will be able to book the room for a longer time haha!

came back home to see the weather change drastically! it was soooo hot at first, then suddenly all the dark clouds came and the rain was.. WOAH! thanks mel for your umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh) if not i'll be drenched! :D came home, dad was just leaving to fetch mama from the airport. so i went. first time to the budget terminal! omg damn budget la everything also dont have T.T yay mum is back! :D thank goodness only for 2 days!

ok actually i am quite looking forward to malaysia this weekend now hahaha. i wanna go shopping!! but i dont look forward to coming back and facing all the deadlines again.. sigh!

anw ytd saw this v v v v v nice GREEN jumper at FOX going damn cheap but it's super thick and it's gonna be damn hot if i wear it in singapore! BUT I LIKE IT SO MUCH...! only it's so impractical =( if only we're enclosed in an air-conditioned globe or something.. or if we have winter! then i can get that niceeee green jumper! hehe!

sian tomorrow is monday again. zzz. with crs AND fom. double ZZZ!

i keep forgetting tml is photo taking. walao ask the class if they wanna wear class tee they dont want. erm ok lor. i dunno what to wear. i think i wont really bother la. and it's damn weird why the hell poly has photo taking for? not like the class will get any more bonded.. OKAY NEVERMIND!

green jumper green jumper GREEN JUMPER!!!!

piang piang!

2007-11-17T20:45:00.000+08:00

i just made a planner for myself for the next 4 weeks or so.

next 2 weeks seriously going to be damn hiong. i got so many clashes here and there! T.T esp next wed! AHHHHHH!

okay i lazy to blog damn long so shall give minor updates ok.

got back stats paper for the whole week. i'm not v disappointed since i kinda expected it. but neither am i happy with it but since i cannot do anything else, i shall study harder for EOYs. :) am afraid of getting back the rest of the papers!! ahhhhh!

anw yes i ended up skipping friday's 8-10 lesson (CD) cuz i overslept =X

but i could wake up in time for today's trial run hehe! so means i wake up selectively =X but it was damn difficult to get out of bed la i had like 4 hrs of slp?! and i am CAHO! the one who used to sleep at 10pm everyday! T.T anw, loads of hiccups, loads of replanning to do again! sigh! nvm let's do our best k!

then after trial and meeting went to city hall to meet fom grpmates. today nt productive, all cannot think. i also cannot think when my eyelids are soo heavy and i feel like sleeping and am feeling woozy. have plans to change company. but still thinking haha. went arcade with myrin and jiaying! PLAYED BBALL MACHINE! :D my score still sucks! jiaying got 72 in the first round, and that's the total of my 2 rounds =X hehe but fun ok! but damn tiring! then played bishi bashi! i like that one but i am damn lag! i cannot coordinate my mind and eyes and hands all together =X ok jiaying u damn pro ok?! HAHA!'

then we popped over to fountain of wealth where TANGYUZHE was having his autograph session! SAW HIM IN REAL PERSON! :D omggg he's damn cute!! and he takes the time to write their name (the fans) before signing! and he'll look up, say sth to you and shake your hand woah! but of cuz i nt crazy enough to queue la! my crs topic is "celebrity idolisation is wrong" leh! how can i go and contradict it! LOL! but the point is.. HE'S DAMN CUTE!! :D

okay next 2 weeks no need to do tutorials alr =X i know, excuses la but eh... dont feel like doing anyway HAHAHA!

maybe i shd stop procrastinating and get started on my work =X

okay i post some pics first k or my blog looks so wordy!

some funny photo we took in NYNY haha!

she's not only tall, she's damn violent. (ok why the hell is the pic so blur lol)

XIAOZHEZHE!! HAHAHAH!! :D he's 10000x cuter in real life! :D

dont worry you're still the cutest ok HAHAHA!

hectic days ahead!

2007-11-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

food comp. fom. crs. itab individual proj. daily lessons. and whatever else due very soon. going to be damn busy, especially the next 2 weeks! esp with food comp coming up VERY SOON! events team kanchiong alr hahaha. nevermind jiayou people! go OC! :D praying v hard it doesn't screw up =X and i just have to go MIA on the weekend before food comp! (malaysia) argh! and my parents are like saying i'm damn boliao to join this kinda things.. wth la then expect me to do nth but study all day meh? aiya nevermind, it has always been like that, my brother getting involved in school stuff means enthusiastic, for me it's kpo. T.T nevermind nevermind!

seriously planning such an event is not easy at all. now i know hahaha. loads of stuff to do! esp when this event is a first. but i guess if everything pulls off then you will get that sense of satisfaction which makes everything worth it hahaha.

mama going off to phuket tomorrow. till sunday. omg it's gonna be so weird without my mum at home =( then brothers going off to korea on sat. good life la! argh.

i think i'm gg abit mad. i keep losing track of things! like today morning i suddenly woke up at 725, thinking that i'm going to be late cuz i have to leave house by 745 (to make it in time for 9am lessons!) then i was thinking, aiya since i am already going to be late i might as well just go back to sleep, so i did and it suddenly hit me that school starts at 10 today so i only need to wake up at 745 T.T ok fine! so my alarm rang at 745, i shut it off and went back to slp till 8+ =X not pig ok, i just want to sleep hahaha!

i can sleep ANYWHERE now. serious!

okay i shall go and print out sth then go to slp alr. tml then see if i wanna go for CD. that is, if i can wake up. 8am lesson leh. wake up at 545. wahpiang. T.T

RAMLY BURGERS ROCK!!! :D

picture personality test

2007-11-14T21:29:00.001+08:00

i did this picture personality test on facebook. results as shown below (:

Temperament
Flexible
Nothing seems to bother you - you sail through life crisis free. It's not that your life doesn't have its ups and downs, it's just that you handle everything without unnecessary drama and antics. You approach each day fresh, not worrying about yesterday or tomorrow. You are confident that you can handle anything that comes your way and experience has shown that you are absolutely right about this.

(umm not really sure about this.. actually i worry alot but my stm just prevents me from over-worrying too long HAHA! so in a way.. kind of true? it depends on what my current situation is now.)

Interests
Simple
You are continually pursuing a simpler and less complicated life - you don't allow yourself to fall victim to all of the "should do's" that society continually bombards you with. You are thoughtful about your life choices and think in terms of yourself, others and the world in which we live. (hahaha SAVE MOTHER EARTH! SAVE PAPER! DONT DABAO WASTE STYROFOAM! HAHA!) You have a great sense that we are part of something much bigger and we must be good to others, if we want others and the world to be good to us.

(quite true, all i want is a simple life and do what i want to do: travel and visit the world's best theme parks!)

Amusement
Thoughtful
You are easily stressed out and overwhelmed - you need to take care of yourself first and foremost. Because you tend to be self reflective, you know your limits quite well and must remember to not exceed those limits. When you overwhelm your life with obligations and responsibilities, you tend to shut down and go into yourself even further. Take some time to find your serenity and kick back your feet.

(SPOT ON! i really need to learn to chill at times lol.)

Passion
Emotional
For you passion is less about romance and sex - it's more about friendship and family. Strong emotional bonds and connections are your passion and your pleasure. You always let your loved ones know how much you love, respect and admire them. You do this through kind words, loving actions and simple gestures. You count your blessings each day and express your love openly. You expect the same from others.

(eh actually i dont express my love openly lol =X but true, i'm all about my friends and family! without them, how would there be caho? =D)

i'm posting this because i think it's cool hahaha!

oops i just spent all my time doing that =X

All i wanna do.

2007-11-14T19:48:00.000+08:00

我不配 - 周杰伦

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I only felt like doing 3 things the whole day: sleep, eat, shit.

it was raining in the morning. PERFECT FOR SLEEPING. but damn.. no choice have to wake up. and dont know why the train was damn cramped even at simei. argh omg i cant believe i have to do this every day for the next 2+ years! =( haiz anyway.. omg i could even sleep whilst standing on the train.. i just dozed off and the train suddenly jerk.. WTH! thank goodness i didnt fall or anything, that'll be so maluating! =X

lecture hall was freaking cold. i felt like an ice cube. PACC was a total waste of time. he spent 20 minutes telling us why he's not teaching accounting theory, and the rest of the time, he only went through 2 pages. wth. ok he's nice i know, but his way of teaching.. omg la. since it was so cold i didnt feel like listening, not like i will understand what he's saying anyway. so i just.... slept.

then after PACC 2 hours break. eat and do CRS. walao see that person sian diao alr.

then FOM lecture. then events food comm meeting. omg so much to do, so little time!

next 2 weeks gonna be damn hectic. next weekend off to malaysia. i dont wanna go, there's so much to do and if i'm away how to catch up? besides, the week after will be food comp alr! i told my parents i didnt want to go in the first place.. now they're saying i never tell them.. wth! okay nevermind since it's already confirmed. going with my dad's company. walao eh with a bunch of old ppl. win liao lor i'm gonna be bored to death. only good thing is that i can go shopping HAHAHA! well on the bright side, it will be a good getaway. but when i get back have to face reality again. HAIZ! sian.

and it's not fun that i have a stupid stomachache the whole day but didnt feel like shitting until just now. =X

the minute i got home, i plomp-ed on the bed and went to sleep. niceee :D

i freaked out at the mere list of what we have to do for FOM CA2. diediedie.

aiya but i always talktalktalk and no action. and dunno what's wrong with blogger/photobucket cant even upload any pictures.

not really in a v good mood right now. i just want to sleep even though i am not v tired.

must be those moodswings again. even though my rubreum tsunami is over. what is my problem man. T.T

CARRIE THE CAREGIVER :D

2007-11-13T21:34:00.000+08:00

yay i managed to get the full version of "carrie the caregiver"! it's something like diner dash haha! ey damn fun la i play too much and lost track of the time =X

I finished FOM elearning whew! did on donut factory! and it's not good to do it when you're hungry! i did and those donuts were damn tempting! T.T

ok i still have CRS to do and i'm playing games hehehe opps!

today FOM lecture was damn fun! as compared to econs, when i was sleeping! hehe. we had this mini competition between all 7 classes, and 02 came out tops for all 3 rounds okay! we would have won if we bet lesser points in the last round LOL but nvm, in the end 01, 02 and 06 draw lol! we got FOOD! :D haha FOM lecture is always the most interesting! tml 07 going to do forfeit cuz they got 0 points lol!

i forgot what i want to blog about because of my game hahaha.

oh yes there's a study trip to PERTH next feb! I WANT GO!!! but.. i doubt my parents will allow la! even though the price is reasonable but it's still quite a sum leh =X got SANDBOARDING! PENGUIN ISLAND/DOLPHIN SPOTTING! CULTURAL EXCHANGE! FARMSTAY! MANY MORE! i like australia! ahhh but nevermind, i will go there when i travel the world hahaha. HAIYO! why cannot pay by edusave =X hahaha but siao la how much can edusave subsidise anyway!

i had my dinner 1 hour ago. i am still hungry. =X

okay time for CRS. i am still trying to remember what i wanted to blog about.

I REMEMBER.

okay so i was having my dinner in front of the tv.. then all of a sudden i saw this thing fly by and PIAK on the floor. i thought my brother throw something or what.

dammit.

guess what it is?

getting nearer..

almost there....

yes you guess it.

A DAMN COCKROACH.

and not just any cockroach. one that FLIES.

win liao lor. so now i'm staying away from the living room the whole day. pray hard it doesnt fly into my room or something when i'm sleeping =X

i've got a craving for donuts now. DOUBLE CHOC!!!

..and i did! :D

time for plan B.

2007-11-13T08:28:00.000+08:00

Put The Big Red Button on your site

STH DAMN RETARDED HAHA! u can play if you're damn free!

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okay. i officially declare budget week plan A failed. actually there isnt a plan A, but it's only the first day of budget week and i spent a bomb! rarr!

because we succumbed to temptation! peer pressure! TSKTSK! we, referring to jiaying and i who were on budget week hahaha. cuz after school the whole clique went to newyork2 to eat! :D nicenice! but really burnt a hole in my wallet lar!

PLAN B: DO NOT SUCCUMB TO TEMPTATION NO MATTER WHAT.

FOM sucked. totally screw up QnA. dammit i hate doing QnA! have to think on the spot and kena shoot by some ass who think he's damn pro. hello you, i dont care if you're reading this, seriously since you're so damn pro you can just go and hold a debate session with the tutor, i'm sure it'll be MUCH more satisfying for you. since we're all so mundane and insignificant and no match for you (:

okay fine i know QnA is supposed to be like that but it's NO FUN standing there and being shot questions that totally stumped you and you have no idea how to ans. dammit i hate the stupid terrorism and natural forces point! it made so much sense when we did it but after that it made no sense at all! cant believe there's still QnA for the last project. arghh!

aiya whatever man it's over, even though it's damn screwed up! have to start on final project soon. damn we didnt get food! argh my one and only interest! =X after thinking for damn long we finally decided! erm well the one we did on has food too =X but it's not under F&B hehe! ask me if you want to know! but it's gonna be damn tough cuz it's quite a big organization =X nono it's a corporative!

Def:
1. Of, relating to, or associated with a corporation.
2. Of or relating to a government or political system in which the principal economic functions, such as banking, industry, labor, and government, are organized as corporate entities.

doing powerpoint for ITAB now.. waste time!

not a good start to the day.. could hardly wake up in the morning and had to rush around and i HATE rushing in the morning! diff when my mind is still groggy lor! i would skip ITAB if i didnt tell my mum my lesson is at 8..! then no time to eat breakfast so bought some bread from some shop.. the bread like squashed and disgusting by the time i ate it lor haha. and when there was FINALLY a seat in the MRT i got myself entangled in my MP3 earpiece wire and my bag! T.T! malu like zzz!

2 more hours.. OMG 2 MORE HOURS?! zzz!

but all will be fine if i see you! :D

OMG LOR TML FOM DIE LIAO!

2007-11-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

went to the arcade at bugis after our FOM proj meeting! play the bball machine! I conclude that my head is really a ball magnet.. the ball FLEW OUT and hit me PIAK on the head! walao eh! my score sucked like hell! 64.. =X and that's 2 rounds! sheena got 77 after just 1 round. eh but hor, the machine is damn high and then it's super dark! so cannot blame me hahaha! but it's so fun, let's do it again! they need to have shorter machines la! T.T and my hand damn sour after that haha!

SHIT FOM TOMORROW.

QNA.

WISH US LUCK!

I'M STARTING TO GET WORRIED ALR =/

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

rule the world

2007-11-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

Rule the World - Take That

from the soundtrack of Stardust! :D

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die liao i starting to panic about me being group-less in GEMS! and i dont even know when we're supposed to present! JIALAT!!

Jay's new album is damn nice! i kept listening to it over and over again today hahaha!

meeting my FOM mates for the 3rd day in a row. omg la! thank goodness i like them (HAHAH BE HONOURED LEH YUNNIES! LOL!) so it isn't so bad! :D

had food comp meeting in the morning. then 1+ went to meet sheena, yunli and jiaying for FOM. ahpek late. went to bras basah macs for lunch first! actually wanted to do our work there but no plugs. i see macs till i scared alr, dont know why haha! but i want HOTCAKES! =/ so we went to national library! i finally know how to walk from city hall to bugis! =X

national library is a v nice place.. but it's super @$#*-ed up! we went all the way to lvl 10 via the escalator. found a quiet and nice place to sit. with plugs. soon after some guy came and chased us away. tell us go to level 5, study lounge. ok so we went down lor. study lounge is damn quiet, how we supposed to discuss when you cant even BREATHE in there without being stared at?! so we sit outside the study lounge, on the floor where there is a plug on the pillar. then some woman came to chase us away. T.T tell us go to B1. freaking noisy, but well, at least we found a place there. WHAT THE HELL LA. what are all the empty spaces and plugs for, if we cant even sit there? not like we're obstructing traffic when the place is ABSOLUTELY EMPTY! T.T lame!

oh anyway.. i dont think i am gg to take dip plus. i dont want to stress myself out too much. afterall it will not be worth it if i cannot even score well in my main diploma. aiya i dont wanna think about this la. i cant even decide on what i want to take next year, let alone this. or maybe i'm afraid i might regret my choice. like i did before. and still am. okay SHALL NOT THINK ABT THIS ANYMORE it's gonna make me regret even further!

i declare next week BUDGET WEEK. and the week after! and the week after if circumstances permit! pray hard budget week works out, and my tummy listens to me by not wanting food ALL THE TIME.

蒲公英的约定 - 周杰伦

DAMN NICE SONG! (:

a fallen star!

2007-11-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

LOOK UP YOUR BIRTHDAY AND SEE WHAT KIND OF A PEST U ARE!!!

January 01 - 09 ~ Ass
January 10 - 24 ~ Slug
January 25 - 31 ~ Cockroach

February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite
February 06 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
February 15 - 21 ~ Skunk
February 22 - 28 ~ Snake

March 01 - 12 ~ Ape
March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach
March 16 - 23 ~ Slug
March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite

April 01 - 03 ~ Ass
April 04 - 14 ~ Snake
April 15 - 26 ~ Slug
April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk

May 01 - 13 ~ Slug
May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog
May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach

June 01 - 03 ~ Slug
June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk
June 15 - 20 ~ Ass
June 21 - 24 ~ Ape
June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite

July 01 - 09 ~ Slug
July 10 - 15 ~ Ass
July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog
July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite

August 01 - 15 ~ Ape
August 16 - 25 ~ Slug
August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk

September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite
September 28 - 30 ~ Ass

October 01 - 15 ~ Ape
October 16 - 27 ~ Skunk
October 28 - 31 ~ Snake

November 01 - 16 ~ Cockroach
November 17 - 30 ~ Parasite

December 01 - 16 ~ Ass
December 17 - 25 ~ Ape
December 26 - 31 ~ Bullfrog

If you are an Ass: A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.

If you are a Slug: Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath.
God bless the person then!

If you are a Cockroach: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

If you are a Parasite: An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Skunk: You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what the best trait of you guys remains.

If you are a Bullfrog: You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware; it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Snake: You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are an Ape: Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quickly as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique... You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

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hehe something random before i start my post! got it in the mail.. quite interesting! thank goodness i'm not a cockroach! i dont wanna be a disgusting brown flying thingy with feelers TYVM!

okay so today was econs paper! i finished it pretty fast.. but aiya after the paper i found out that i screwed it up.. well well! nevermind, it's over, i cant do much about it! just pray hard that some miracle happens! i dont feel good about this term's MST but aiya.. what the heck, IT'S OVER!

after the test did FOM, went for gems, and went back to FC4 for FOM! tml doing FOM again.. aiyo! well even though i like my gems, it's kinda weird. like i'm a totally different person there. you will never see me this quiet before lor. oh not to forget that i'm still group-less. sad seh. aiya whatever la!

i'm trying v v hard to upload a pic.. WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT! ZZZ! even photobucket is responding so slowly!

anyway after school, went to meet my stress balls! (stress relievers ma, haha!) me, jac and pearl went to watch stardust! VERY NICE MOVIE, WATCH IT OK GUYS! NO MATTER WHAT! loads of twists and turns.. and the actors/actresses are VERYVERY GOOD! and the plot! woah! nice i like magical stories! :D

okay cant upload pictures. just wanted to upload the poster for stardust la. but nevermind haha!

thanks guys! had loads of fun today, even though we only met for a few hours! :D

oh and i happily embarrassed myself today. we agreed to meet at 530, and i was the first to arrive, and so i called pearl:

caho: eh where are you?
pearl: errrrr... tanah merah!
caho: WHAT THE HELL!!!

then nevermind.. I "WHAT THE HELL"-ED damn loud la! like totally just shouted.. it just came out of me, i couldnt control! AND I WAS ALONE! T.T omg embarrassing! wah i should learn to control myself and not shout like what sia! =X

busy busy weekend! food comp meeting tml morning, then FOM meeting at bugis, then dinner with family! sunday meeting 20/07 people! :D damn broke la =( i really dont know where all my money go! i think i ate it away lor! i keep eating.. and eating.. and EATING.. nonstop..! maybe jac is right.. maybe there's really a worm in my tummy! maybe not one.. maybe ALOT! omg?!

cant believe have to go back to doing tutorials again, after a 2-week "break"!

OMG FOM PRESENTATION ON MONDAY OMGOMGOMGOGMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!

WOW. o.0

horoscope for today!

2007-11-08T20:17:00.000+08:00

The Bottom Line
You're better than ever at looking at complex situations and making them simple.

In Detail
You are better than ever at looking at complicated situations and making them simple. That's why today is a great day for performing complicated negotiations, signing long legal documents, or digging into a challenging novel. Any other tasks that require a great deal of your focused brain power are good, too. DDon't worry if a sudden barrage of information leaves you temporarily overwhelmed. Sort through things and you'll uncover a real gem.

eh rubbish leh! econs dont make much sense! ok actually it does but it still seems complicating to me! I'M STARTING TO PANIC because it's already 8+ AT NIGHT and i havent even finished the lecture notes! wth! forget about re-doing tutorials already lor! but if i dont re-do i feel very insecure leh! T.T nevermind i dont have a choice! rarr that is for procrastinating so much, caho!

eh i went to sleep at 12am last night.. i wanted to wake up earlier this morning to study.. i told myself, before 12 must wake up! i meant like, 10+ or something la. in the end, i kept my promise.. i woke up at 1150 =X hehehe not any better la! but damn shuang to sleep for so long!

for once i nv on my com la! i just used my speakers for music.. and no, it doesnt make a difference because without my com i still can find other things to distract me! arghhh!

OKAY i should get back to my revision.. meanwhile shall print out p147 of my lecture notes! i cant believe i lost the last page! T.T thanks ongton for helping me type out! :D

ok maybe i should go pee first.. argh econs keep making me want to pee the whole day!

ONE MORE PAPER GOGOGO CAHO AND EVERYONE ELSE IT'LL BE OVER BEFORE YOU CAN SAY "I LOVE ECONOMICS!"

[EDIT]

had a rough moment just now.

it's not like you're the only one sacrificing la. wth. i hate it when people are so ungentlemanly.

i am totally not in the mood to study anymore. it's 1139pm now. i didnt do tutorials, i didnt do past year paper, all i did was stone. i can be damn affected by current situations. nothing is going in no matter how hard i try to read and read whatever is in front of me.

i dont have a good feeling about tomorrow's paper. i really want to do well. but if i can get a B for tomorrow's paper i should be glad that i'm lucky. i hope it'll be doable =X

i hate having lousy stress management. i hate it when i get worried over stupid little things, and stress myself out even more. i used to think i can take things easy. i guess i am knowing myself better as the days go by. i used to think i can manage stress easily. maybe because i havent experienced what is really stress yet. or maybe i did. maybe because the environment was alot better. maybe it's because i'm around better people. maybe.

all i want to do is sleep it away. but aiya.. i will feel guilty =X but i cant study! i dont know what to do. i'm getting worried over a stupid 10% or 15% test. but.. i need to do well. i need to go to a local uni. i cannot disappoint anyone. my parents. my grandparents. myself. i know i can do it if i want to. but where is the motivation?

it's nights like these that i feel like an ass.

i'll be fine.

one thing good about me, is that i get over things easily. i think.

sometimes, i wished i never chose SP at all. but i might be worse off somewhere =X nvm.

wonder: is that all i can do?

1146PM.
[/EDIT]

it's little things like these

2007-11-07T19:00:00.000+08:00

sometimes, life dont have to be too complicating to be happy.

simple things like walking home in the evening, with my MP3, and a reasonably light bag, AND AN ICE CREAM IN HAND, can be such a great joy. :D

i think ice cream is like.. one of the greatest inventions on earth! together with chocolates and donuts and fruit tarts and KWAY CHAP :D

and yes jax i like the song in your blog! and yes, it does remind me of airens LOL :D

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place

And it starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

And it starts in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And they start in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go

wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

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3 DOWN, 1 TO GO! econs left. and i barely started. i have officially 1 day and 1 night to study! GOGO CAHO! GOGO SB PEOPLE! :D but i think tonight i will end up slacking. then tomorrow panic. =X no good for the heart you know hahaha.

anyway, random, but last time i used to be not able to sleep in the trains you know! because it's sooo weird to sleep and have people staring at you. or at least, i think so. but ever since i came to SP ah.. sleeping in the train seems like nothing to me anymore LOL! but i still cannot sleep for very long because my head will nod.. nod.. nod.. then will like suddenly got this jerky feeling LOL! and i know it must look damn stupid because whenever i see ppl sleep sleep sleep den suddenly jerk, i will have the urge to LAUGH haha!

MY AHMA MADE POPIAH :D

my grandma is like, the best cook over! i'm soo glad to have her around, always got loads of my fav food, and not to forget that she took care of us since we were little tiny babies ok! i appreciate her alot (:

okay la anyway. PACC was erm.. do-able i guess! i mean, i could answer but i dont know if correct or not la. well, i can say i did my best! they happily set the damn difficult qn in the tutorial la! similar. wah thanks. nevermind i think i managed to figure it out. :D

anw after the paper had food comp events meeting. then 3 went for principal's farewell. omg waste of time can. they made us wait till 430 before the principal came. win already lor. think only the performances were interesting lol. then after dance, we went off. loads of people also hahah skip all the boring speeches! then they refused to let us leave o.0 then we dilemma a while, but after that they let us leave thank goodness we never go back in to sit hahaha! waste of time, should have just ponned lor. T.T

you know, i keep listening to "First Kiss" in the Secret OST today! because the song 彩虹 actually originates from there haha! actually first time i hear 彩虹 i thought it was just ok-ok only lor.. but after you listen many many times you will start to like it lol!

haiz after MST, it's FOM PBL2 presentation! OMG. this time round, we dont have so many evidences to back up our explanations, we practically just came up with EVERYTHING ourselves! maybe some help from the annual reports, some statistics here and there.. but that's only for SWOT! but actually i find that our current report makes more sense than PBL1's! lol i think la. dont know, i just hope that he dont come and shoot us with crazy questions and i dont stand there and stunned tio! =X

you know i have this urge to play games LOL. any games! and i never tried DOTA! i want to leh. though i think i will be damn slow and i'll end up dying hahaha! anyone got nice games to introduce?! :D aiya but now no time to play leh. cant wait till i'm damn free then i can play already hehehe!

saranghaeyo

[EDIT]

i am damn bored, so i am blogging again.

i am talking to xinlin on MSN now haha. omg i miss talking to her even though she has damn alot of rubbish and likes to hoot people! after all, i knew her since pri 3 leh. technically, pri 1 since we were in the same chinese class haha.

Xinlin: yr1means u're young enough to die from all the workload they givin

lol what the hell! and she is telling me about her beetle squishy.. which died cuz it hit a fan.. ERRR..! LOL! stupid sia the beetle. =X

Xinlin: LOL!!i can preserve it
caho: with what
caho: salt ah
Xinlin: i used sugar n spice n everything nice
Xinlin: maybe it will become a powerpuff beetle!

HAHA told you she's full of rubbish!

haiz i really dont feel like doing any work today. i dont feel like doing anything. i just want to sleep or something. but something is making me stay online.

(well, i know why.)

random: i ate a green apple just now.

ARGH DAMN BORED! [/EDIT]

journey of a lifetime (HAHA)

2007-11-06T22:06:00.000+08:00

okay i know i am gg to sound damn suaku, but i travelled to the NORTH for the first time in my whole life, via the MRT! wow north really look damn different from the east! to put it in simpler terms, it's quite ulu pandan =X loads of forests and stuff! and the tunnels are damn funny.. LOL i seem easily amused huh but i am quite fascinated! afterall first train ride there okay! AND IT'S FREAKING LONG ZZZZ. Dover to jurong east, change train, go all the way to sembawang! cuz we go yunli's house to study PACC. quite productive, i managed to finish my revision! WHEE! dont feel like starting on econs, so i shan't LOL. slack a little today!

study session was fun! damn random stuff lol! in the end left sembawang at around 750. REACH HOME AT 9. omg damn long can. sembawang to city hall, and back to simei. win liao lor lol. the 3 easties super jialat la. (me sheena and jiaying!) eh remember ah next time we make them come to the east okay! AIRPORT! hahaha! our turn! XD

stats paper was... aiya it's over le, i think i should be able to scrap a B, at least? i hope so! =X

PACC tomorrow! then rotting session from 11 to 3. rah waste my time leh. T.T

OMGGGG meeting PAE 20/07 people on sunday o.0 WHAT A SUDDEN GATHERING HAHAHAHA but it sure will be nice to meet them again! :D

and i wanna meet OG5 people too! esp xuan! :D

still broke leh. how!

周杰倫 - 彩虹

listening to this song over and over again lol damn nice! waiting for myrin/sheena to collect their CD loll thanks guys haha! :D

1 DOWN, 3 TO GO!

2007-11-05T18:02:00.000+08:00

MARY JANE - CLICK FIVE

YEAH ITAB IS O-V-E-R! actually the paper was doable la haha. so it wasnt as bad as i expected (:

came home at 4+, slack till now. 6+. AND I HAVE 2 MORE CHAPTERS OF STATS TO GO?! wth i am not supposed to be slacking!

tomorrow school damn early in the morning, even though paper starts at 12! we're going to macs for HOTCAKES (WOOOOHOOO I LOVE HOTCAKES!) and then last minute mugging for stats! but haven't settle time yet lol.

I havent watch a movie in 171836982 years! the last movie i watch was hairspray i think! but i am damn broke! now the nicer movies are coming out! I cant wait for transformers 2, but it'll be so damn long later! 2009 i think? rarr! meanwhile, STARDUST PLEASE! hahaha!

jac, you good. YOU GOT ME HOOKED ON CLICK FIVE LOL.

huge thunderstorm last night. I like to sleep when it rains lol. But thunderstorms.. thunder so loud and the lightning so bright.. can't sleep properly! and with the stupid rubrum tsunami, cannot anyhow move about like i always do. but i manage to sleep quite well hahaha!

I HAVE NO SELF-DISCIPLINE. i wanted to wake up at 9 to do some revision or something. 9 came. i switched off my alarm, tried VERY HARD to get out of bed, failed, decided to forget it and set my alarm to 1 hour later. 10 came and went. i only got out of bed at 1030. =/

at this time, i see very little SB people online. EVERYONE IS MUGGING AND I AM SLACKING! OMG! SHIT.

okay i shall go and face horrible numbers now!

omg 3rd post on the day i am supposed to be mugging my butt off!

2007-11-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

I. JUST. CANT. STUDY!!!!

why am i born with such short attention span?! WHY DO I GET DISTRACTED SO EASILY? why do i not have a thing for math? why are all my textbooks so thick? why are my exams starting tomorrow? WHYYYY!!!!

ok on a happier note.. I'VE FINISHED ITAB! erm i think! but that was like.. in the afternoon! and i finished sampling for stats! that's 1 chapter down, 2 more to go! i have been at estimation since afternoon, went for dinner, came back, and barely touched it! i was randomly surfing the net, reading blogs.. blahblahblah slacking but just NOT doing stats! i should change my name to procrastinate. So i shall be Procrastinate Ho. In short, Proho. woooohoo! T.T okay nevermind.

IT'S RAININGGGGGG~~~

can it, for once, not drop water, but drop money? I AM FREAKING BROKE =( i need to eat less! but i cant help it.. mugging really makes me hungry! or i think it's the stress.. then adrenaline rush you know.. then you will tend to feel hungry =/ not excuse hor it's scientifically proven.. i think!

oh and i made small changes to my layout lol! decided that the background and font should have a greater contrast, and the font should be BIGGER, because the smaller it is, the smaller my eyes will get! and the wordier it will look! and i am already very loso, so i must make it look less wordy by making it bigger! =/

actually i can upload pictures.. but i'm just too lazy la. blogger takes 218479 years to upload 1 pic lor.

218479 years later.....

YAY uploaded one! :D cuz we were doing this expressions thing. Jax (photographer!) will say a word then we will do some expression then she will take a picture!
1st was.. erm.. STRESS? is it?! lol pearl looks constipated la!
2nd was HYSTERICAL! woah! haha! that one no need to think!
3rd was totally random.. pearl's fav pose! haha!
4th was SPASTIC. lol also no need to think!
5th was sour!
6th was.. I DONT KNOW!! haha i really dont know!

DIE it's ITAB tomorrow. i damn scared later i face the huge PC, i will forget how to use access. because i always face my laptop at home.

i am supposed to take vision breaks every half-hour but somehow, i just dont have the self-discipline =/ maybe that's why my eyes are becoming smaller.. and smaller.. and smaller.. and soon they'll just disappear..

you know, sometimes i really hate being a girl. stupid rubrum tsunami. (lol i havent said this word for so long, i forgot how to spell "rubrum" and i had to google it =/) not to forget the tummyquakes that come with it.. and PMS.. moodswings.. OMG NO WONDER I AM NOT IN THE MOOD TO STUDY! because my mood just swung from mugging mood to procrastinate mood. but actually i think it has been on the procrastinate mood since donkey years ago.

omg this whole post is full of bullshit =X

i shall TRY my very very best to get back to stats.

SHOUTOUT TO 4C PEOPLE: VISIT 4CASANOVAS.BLOGSPOT.COM FOR DJ AND YEOKSENG'S PROPOSAL ON ZOO OUTING!

"we're going to the zoo, zoo, zoo, how about you, you you..?"

CAHO, you're such a procrastinator T.T

2007-11-04T19:52:00.000+08:00

RED
1. Closest red thing to you?
a pair of scissors
2. Has anyone ever cheated on you in a relationship?
nope
3. Last thing to make you mad?
studying!
4. Are you a fan of romance?
fan? not really.
5. Have you ever been in love?
hmm i'm still figuring out LOL
6. Do you have a temper?
uhhuh!

ORANGE
1. Closest orange thing to you?
the orange vase/candleholder thingy shey gave us on v.day in sec3 i think haha!
2. Do you like to burn things?
um i scared of fire. that's why i dont even dare to on the stove can =/ i scared later i burn down the house!
3. Do you dress up for Halloween?
I WISH haha!
4. Are you usually a warm-hearted person?
i think?!
5. Do you prefer the single life or the security of a relationship?
hmm most of the time, i prefer my single life. the freedom and all! but life does get abit dull at times!
6. What would your superpower be?
to have 1824981876234 superpowers!

YELLOW
1. Closest yellow thing to you?
my "what is this? this is a lion." handy dandy pouch!
2. The happiest time[s] of your life?
when i dont have to mug :(
3. Favorite holiday?
Anywhere with fab theme parks!
4. Are you a coward?
depends on what! lol!
5. Do you burn or tan?
tan! i can never ever get burnt =P
6. Do you want children?
yes as long as they wont turn bratty =/ hehe!
7. What makes you feel warm and safe?
my bed!

GREEN
1. Closest green thing to you?
my specs!
2. Do you care about the environment?
FIGHT GLOBAL WARMING! STOP MELTING ICE CAPS! WE'RE ALL GOING TO DROWN HOR!
3. Are you jealous of anyone right now?
jealous ah.. what for?
4. Are you a lucky person?
sometimes!
5. Do you always want what you can’t have?
I WANT A PSP/DS LITE
6. Think of six green things that make you happy:
-money
-trees
-green pen?
-green tees
-urm my green specs
-money!! =/ hehe! (i'm not money minded.. i just ran out of things!)
7. Are you Irish? Singaporean!

BLUE
1. Closest blue thing to you?
pen
2. Are you good at calming people down?
nope hehe
3. Do you like the sea?
yes!
4. What was the last thing that made you cry?
i think it was just a few days ago. you know i cant handle stress properly. but it was just like.. washing of eyes la hahaha nvm one.
5. Are you a logical thinker?
idealistic, more like hehe.
6. Can you sleep easily?
if i am v tired! but at times my mind just wont stop thinking!
7. Do you prefer the beach or the woods?
beach! woods got all the weird creepy crawlies.

PURPLE
1. Closest purple thing to you?
my pencil lol!
2. Like being treated to expensive things?
actually i feel very weird if i'm treated lol.
3. Do you like mysterious things?
surprises not shocks please!
4. Ever met anyone in royalty?
eh nope haha
5. Are you creative?
not even close! haha!
6. Are you a lonely person?
nopeee! i have my friends and my family!

PINK
1. Closest pink thing to you?
er my pig? that's the ONLY pink thing =/
2. Do you like sweet things?
yeppp!
3. Like play-fighting?
??
4. Are you sensitive?
sometimes!
5. Do you like punk music?
not really lol
6. What is your favorite flower?
flowers make my nose feel itchy.. but um sunflowers? lol!
7. Does anyone have a crush on you?
how would i know! T.T

BLACK
1. Closest black thing to you?
my calculator T.T
2. Do you like morbid things?
scary leh haha! omg this reminds me of ytd's expression: morbid! LOL!
3. Do you like being underground?
dark lor.
4. Are you afraid of death?
kind of
5. Do you prefer neutral or vibrant colors?
depends
7. What’s your favorite text ever?
haha

List 10 things you want to say to people but you never will
(Don't say who they are)

1) stop bothering me thank you. seriously i am not a know-it-all!!
2) you're damn cute! =P
3) i hate it when you'll fight.
4) OMG WHY THE HELL ARE YOU SO IRRITATING.
5) no.
6) shut the hell up.
7) thanks for being you (:
8) I MISS YOU (GUYS)!
9) i seriously dont wanna listen to you blabber anymore, but i cant because i have to appear that i am listening =/
10) hello, the world dont revolve around you only okay.

LOL mostly cursing people hahaha! =P but it's only to certain irritating people in my life okay lol. most ppl i know are still nice!

1. WHAT'S YOUR SISTER'S NAME?
erm i got 2 brothers, no sisters lol.
2. WHAT WERE YOU DOING 10 MINUTES AGO?
typing this lor
3. IF YOU WERE A COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
GREEEEN!
4. MTV, V Channel, OR MYX
MTV
5. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW, WHERE?
any theme park where i can scream and have fun lol
6. NAME A PERSON WHO'S NAME STARTS WITH THE LETTER "s"?
shey!
7. WHERE'S THE BEST PLACE TO EAT ICE CREAM?
anywhere with great ice cream and great company!
8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL?
KYTB lol!
9. HOW DO YOU MAKE MONEY?
wait for it to drop from the sky HAHAHA
10. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR PHONE?
white
11. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW?
ITAB MST AHHHHHHH!
12. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU GOT DRUNK?
i dont drink haha! bitter!
13. YOU EASY TO GET ALONG WITH?
most of the time..!
14. WHAT MOVIE DO YOU WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW?
stardust, anyone?!
15. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE "SCARY MOVIE"?
um the only scary movies i watch is hide and seek (which is not even scary) and the victim, halfway lol.
16. WHO'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP?
my brother!
17.DO YOU THINK ANNA NICOLE SMITH KILLED HERSELF?
dont know, dont care
18. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU GOT MAD AT?
angry inside, can anot? but.. aiya nvm la haha.
19. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
havent thought about it haha.
20. HAVE YOU EVER LIED TO A FRIEND?
yep =/
21. ARE YOU JUDGMENTAL?
as in?
22. WHAT DO YOU HEAR AT THIS VERY MOMENT?
the fan whirring, me typing, "get high" by FIR
23. WERE YOU A NERD IN 5TH GRADE?
5th grade is.. er.. pri 6? kind of la hahaha. very obedient and hardworking! :D
24. DO YOU KNOW ANYONE FROM ALASKA?
nope!
25. ARE YOU A FAN OF BASKETBALL?:
i scared of balls. MY FACE IS A BALL MAGNET LA PLS. i dunno kena hit by balls straight PIAK on my face how many million times. arghhh!

OHMYGOSH TML IS ITAB T.T

2007-11-04T13:47:00.000+08:00

okay i cant afford to spend too much time blogging but i just have to blog about my day with airens ytd so i'll make it as short as possible okay!

THE BOARD IS DAMN COOL RIGHT HAHAHA that was what shey and i was doing the whole thursday!
and from then on, i conclude that i cannot work with scissors! cant seem to be able to cut ANYTHING!

birthday girl! (erm got one weird girl behind keep looking over lol)

see the girl appears again LOL.

our party hats LOL! cheesecake cafe!

blogger's being an idiot.. cant upload too many pics! T.T stupid! nevermind!

in the late afternoon met jac, went bugis street to get my haversack! argh never wanna go there on a WEEKEND again! it's equal to suicide! and i totally hate crowds! they scare the hell out of me!

anyway for a change we went to aston's to eat! nice place! definitel worth the queuing, food is cheap and good! freaking noisy as usual haha! the only quiet moment was when the food came and we all started eating.. the silence was like.. 30seconds?! LOL! THEY HAVE DAMN ADDICTIVE ICE LEMON TEAS! LET'S GO THERE AGAIN OK HAHA!

then after that we went to cheesecake cafe! this time we took a bus haha! ooo the cakes were damn nice! (: we got the staff to put candles on the cake! birthday song! and our party hats haha!

time flies when i am with them! seriously we embarrassed ourselves EVERYWHERE we go la lol! love you guys loads!! :D

I HAD KWAY CHAP TODAY WOOOOHOOO!

oh and i realised, all my sentences end with an exclamation mark! hahaha!

RARR ITAB! and shit i still havent started on stats!! shitshitshit!

horoscope for today!

2007-11-03T13:04:00.001+08:00

The Bottom Line

Tiny facts and figures create an odd buzz in your brain. Get advice from friends.

In Detail

Details, details, details! There are tiny facts and figures swarming all over you today, and they could create quite a buzz in your brain. Save yourself some stress by getting some advice from the voice of experience. Admit defeat when it's appropriate, and don't suffer a bad outcome just because you are too embarrassed to ask for help. You can turn a day of frustration and embarrassment into a day of enlightenment and learning if you just swallow your pride.

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SEESEESEE WHAT MY HOROSCOPE SAYS! This shows that bloody ITAB is going to kill me today! AND IT IS!! ARGHHH! BLOODY ACCESS! It's so gonna kill my GPA la! 40 bloody percent! OMG! if i can just PASS this i will be super elated already lor! i cant expect much when i dont even understand what the hell i'm doing, and it's very very VERY difficult to learn from the stupid wordy textbook with so many BLANKS! okay i admit the blanks are my fault, because i didnt listen in class.. BUT ACCESS IS SO BORING! i immediately shutdown or go into standby mode when i just step into T2263 on tuesdays, 8am! ARGH!

And i am going out later in the afternoon to meet the airens! i'm super happy about that, BUT IT MEANS I HAVE LESSER TIME TO STUDY. SHITSHITSHITSHIT.

AND I'VE ONLY STARTED ON PACC AND ITAB!

I'M DAMN SCREWED FOR STATS!!

ECONS I'M NOT EVEN THINKING ABOUT IT YET LA! I THINK ONLY WEDS DEN I CAN START STUDYING LA!

E-LEARNING ALMOST THERE.. BUT I DIDNT TOUCH FOM AND ITAB.. AND I HAVENT DO MY KYTB FIELDWORK I THINK I WILL JUST ANYHOW WRITE ON AN IMAGINARY PERSON ALREADY LOR.

SORRY FOR THE CAPS BUT I REALISED I'M DAMN SHORT OF TIME..!

SHIT!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

why everyone so sad nowadays.

2007-11-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

where have all the happy souls gone.

i see my friends sad, i also sad.

i guess everything seems worse from the stress we're all facing now, with e-learning and MST and all the projects.

but hey guys.. life may seem like it's against you now, it's very tough and gruelling, but hold on okay. life's like a rollercoaster, you might just be at the very bottom of your life now, but very soon, things will look up. i know, easier said than done, esp when me myself gets stressed damn easily, but well.. just gotta take DEEEEP breaths.. relax.. things will be fine! okay even if it doesnt.. well what can you do? move on, i guess? but just to let you'll know.. i'll be here for you okay.. even though i cannot give good advice and stuff.. but i can listen!

Cheer up, everyone! (:

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just spent my day at school. FC4. doing ITAB and FOM. haiz screwed la. but we're getting along fine for FOM i guess. you just need to have the sudden.. er.. jolt or sth, then you will start working! but we're still quite stuck for SWOT.. nevermind we can do it, yunnies! haha! I dont unds access at all. damn screwed for this test. 40% hellogoodbye. argh nvm shall try my best anyway.

mugging makes me hungry. spent damn alot on food today. zz!

damned cramps. sometimes i really really REALLY hate being a girl. rarr!

then today nv go buy my haversack =( nevermind hope i can get it tomorrow!

AND IT JUST HIT ME. i am damn pressed for time! TONS TO DO, SO LITTLE TIME! argh shit.

what the hell am i still doing here.

now, back to bloody ITAB! T.T!

in need of a haversack!

2007-11-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

Some funny stuff i found on facebook hahaha. they make good display pictures! :D

mass stats hw copying session. the day ambrose was pissed. =X hehe!

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okay let me slack abit first okay. actually i shouldn't be slacking but aiya.. studying with the com on is just so.. distracting! LOL. but i cant study without it on! i will feel v weird.. absence makes the heart grows fonder you know?! LOL okay dont really make sense huh.

well i woke up at 11, wanting to study before i meet shey later. but aiya, the com again lor. ended up watching 终极一家. I finished episode 26. i know, freaking slow but i will catch up soon ok, when all this rubbish ends! (but when!! argh!) okay so was out with shey the whole day lol. i only started "studying" at erm.. 9+? was messing around with my lappy again lol. argh! hopeless procrastinator. well i am damn slow la. i started revision for PACC and i am only at tutorial 3. 1 day 1 tutorial. win already lor. =/ and the only module i started on is PACC! argh! but nevermind.. though my productivity level is slow but AT LEAST i am attempting to mug! hehe.

tml going sch damn early. 10am to revise for ITAB, once and for all! with the pro ITAB-ers with me i am sure it will be a breeze... YAH RIGHT. stupid access! ITAB be careful caho is gg to kill u tomorrow! muahah! T.T okay nevermind. then after that doing FOM proj.. rubbish thing argh! another killer. year 1 already so jialat.. year 2 will be 10000 times worse i guess! i not superwoman leh.. I AM ONLY HUMAN!! hahah! okay nevermind! rarr tml pearl not free den airens nt gg out le =( sad! nevermind, next week i hope everyone can make it okay! if not miracle happens den we shall go out on sat! nevermind, this means more time for me to mug for MST and complete e-learning! =/ i said many "neverminds" today lol. nevermind! erm so..! yeah sat my bro is having his pri sch BBQ at our house.. going to be damn noisy and distracting lor argh..

tml after FOM am gg to bugis in search for a nice haversack! i hope my shoulders will be more balanced! =/

ANYONE WANT GO STUDY DURING THE WEEKENDS?!

CALLING ONCE.. CALLING TWICE..! STILL CALLING!

okay shall go back to mugger mode. sigh!

but it's empty.

2007-10-31T18:54:00.000+08:00

EMPTY - THE CLICK FIVE

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Oh oh
Oh oh
Oooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

We're empty
We're empty

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finally CIP over for the year! not going to blog much about it.. it's very boring to read anyway! Just did cleaning lor. the place is ALOT cleaner than the one on monday but still.. WOW first time i clean fans sia, and it's those HUGE ones and the dust is crazily alot! cannot brush off or anything so we had to pluck them out with our hands.. thank goodness for gloves but it's so tedious and tiring! the front cover we took them to the toilet to wash.. backache! tiring day! but after we finished we slacked a little.. I LEARNT HOW TO DO THE RUBIK'S CUBE HAHA! omg i think i am damn pro =X haha no la my shifu pro okay! thankyou yunli! but she only know how to do 2 rows.. so nevermind i will learn to complete it soon! when i came home i asked my brother since he knows how to do it.. but he started blabbering about formulas and stuff den i got so blur i told him nevermind LOL.

well guys.. life is never fair you know. if it is, i wont be dark =/ (It's a joke, dont you get it?! fair? dark?! LAUGH LEH.) but really. so i guess we just have to live with it and look at the brighter side. yeah we got a freaking B, but so what? we learnt how to clean a fan today LOL. and clean windows! (which is FULL OF SHIT OMG URGH) we just have to appreciate what we did. CIP is not done for the sake of grades. not entirely so, anyway. at least we made the fans sooo clean, they are not blowing dust anymore! sense of achievement right? (:

ANYWAY! anyone wanna study together during the weekends? :D i still need to observe people for KYTB you know, so might as well study at the same time right hehe!

i am going to do FOM and later on PACC after this! or maybe do e-learning =/

GOGOGO!

[EDIT] sorry ah abit bored now =X a short quiz before i continue with pacc!

Personally:
1. what is your full name (English)?
Ho Jia Yu Carrie

2. what is your full name in Chinese?
何佳玉 (i know it's damn easy to write T.T)

3. what would you rather call yourself?
i like "carrie"! but 佳玉.. hmm! well i am used to it already la! anyway i wont know what other names i would like right? direct translation 咖哩 meh?! T.T!

4. who gave you this name?
my dad chose my name from a song (carrie by europe), granddad gave me my chinese name!

5. when are you born?
5TH JULY 1990 it was supposed to be 23rd June (same as twinny jolyn!) but i refused to come out =/

6. what is your height?
AHEM! okay la 1.53 walao eh dont laugh can i tried v hard lor. and since i can accept my height, you should too!

7. what is your favorite animal?
hmm! the first thing i thought of was a koala! Like me, sleep all day haha! i carried one before leh, very heavy! but so cute (:

8. what is your favorite season?
autumn! seasoning, pepper =/ okay not funny!

9. your favorite month?
JULY!

10. what is your favorite food, and drink?
food: i always think of kway chap first haha!
drink: i like iced water! i like peach tea!

People around you:
11. who is/are your best friend?
AIRENS: shey, jax, jac, pearl!

12. what is their fave color?
SHEY: currently RED!
JAX: WHITE AND PURPLE
JAC: used to be PINK but now GREEN?
PEARL: PINK AND GREEN (she's really weird!)

13. what is/are his/her age?
ALL HAPPY 17!

14. what would you do for them?
ANYTHING TO MAKE THEM HAPPY (: anything NOT immoral hor!

15. what do you think is the best thing you have done for them?
be caho lor! =/ haha eh i dont know leh =(

16. in 10 years to come, would you still be the way you are?
hmm! i think we will be best friends for life okay! :D 10 years down the road, we might be old, and we might even have our own families, but i believe we are those kind whose kids will know each other since young and we will go for holidays together! :D

17. what is their best traits?
SHEY: damn creative! she has loads of ideas up her sleeves even though most of them quite rubbish haha! like hello, where my name "caho" come from?! huh shey?! HAHA!
JAX: makes damn alot of sense when she starts to make sense LOLL haha! sacrificial! artsy fartsy!
JAC: damn bimbo lor! always make us laugh with her stupid bimbo antics! =P haha no la, encouraging okay! best of all, she's the SHORTEST! (currently!)
PEARL: very good for rubbishing with, and when it comes to serious talk she also got alot of good advice! best of all, she's shorter than me! =P

18. pass this on to?
HEHHEH!
# JAX cuz i know she like to do quizzes
# anyone lor haha! [/EDIT]

mozzie bites on the SOLE of your feet is NOT FUNNY.

2007-10-30T18:56:00.000+08:00

AHHH i gots so many mozzie bites all of a sudden! ITCHY ITCHY SCRATCHY SCRATCHY UP AND DOWN MY BACKY-WACKY! only it's not on my back.. it's my legs! i think there's a mozzie in my room.. EVIL THING! rarr!

anyway.. i am seriously lacking sleep this e-learning! i still remember e-learning week last sem was quite slack as compared to this week. just stay home and complete e-learning and study for MST. but this time round still got deadlines to meet.. so many many! argh!

well was abit stressed out from reading the damned annual report till v late yesterday night.. thanks to those who cared, really appreciate it (: [jax, ronneh, darren, and leonel today haha!] yeahh.. i am really thinking whether DBA is the right choice or not.. but well.. i'm not really contemplating change YET. but nevermind, since i'm already here, i might as well just do my best right. afterall, my future career dont have to related to business if i dont want to.. ultimately it's still my choice, i can make a difference in my life if i strive.

of course easier said than done. i'm not saying i'm very WOOOHOOO motivated to work damn hard now. umm far from it actually. like hello i am here blogging when there's a whole PILE of work left for me to clear? it's about deciding where my priorities lie now i guess. but well.. as unmotivated as i am, as relucant as i am, i am going to try anyway. like after dinner i am going to OPEN my pacc book and start studying. or maybe clear e-learning stuff first? lol. see first la.

wish me luck (:

eye-opener!

2007-10-29T17:47:00.000+08:00

Perfect - Simple Plan

whenever i hear this song, i will always think of 2J04 (: our class song lol! then again we have alot! like, "to be with you"! the most notorious yet fun class ever lol.

seriously the red line is damn ulu pandan to me la! so many weird weird places! maybe because i've been living in the east all my life, my schools also east side.. so the rest of singapore is very ulu to me hahah! anw i stupidly took train to raffles to transfer to red line, and then realised that the train goes back to city hall before moving on to yio chu kang! T.T! thank goodness i didnt get lost or anything.. or it will be damn stupid can! thank goodness wasnt too late lol! YCK by 830.. so early lor. anw we met earlier because we had a bday surprise for yunli! :D hope you liked it!

anyway i am going to make this post damn detailed so i can refer back for my CD report okay lol.

okay so 9.10am when 20 of us (except jerry, late so he met us there directly) have alr reached YCK mrt, we went off to take bus 70 (okay i know damn detailed lol!) 9 stops to MINDS. so everyone took their own group photo outside minds, then we had this briefing by the guy in charge. then he took us to the workshop area to look around. the workshop area are where the adults (18 and above) are based, while the school are for the kids. basically there are 5 units, but 4 workshops. some of them do things like cooking, then some with better finger skills do things like tying little paper bags for weddings, and some clean and repackage earphones for Qantas airlines.

OK actually when we first stepped into the school area right, we were quite surprised because it was totally different from what we thought. what i thought anyway. i thought MINDS was quite a rich organisation, with good facilities and all. but it looked more like those old primary school convert or something. reminds me of some thai school. but it was quite nice la actually.

Then when we stepped into the workshop area, loads of ppl were waving to us enthusiastically. then some of them will come to you and shake your hand. some of us were quite scared la. for me i was still okay but i more scared of the guys lol. still i thought they were quite friendly. and what one of the trainers said was true. dont pity them, because with sympathy in your heart you wont be able to treat them as equals.

Okay so after the short tour we went ahead with cleaning first! actually my grp supposed to clean the cupboards. but because there's very little cupboards and the grp supposed to clean industrial fans ended up not having to clean their fans, so they cleaned the cupboards and standing fans while we went to clean the windows with maggie's grp first. okay seriously. it is NOT those glass windows. the windows are damn freaking dirty. like 1000 years never clean already. omg! the dust is like, 1mm thick! and there are loads of weird stuff on it.. spiders.. nests (which i think are spider nests.. only do spiders have nests?!) urghh damn gross! later on the 2 other groups came to up us. so the whole class ended up cleaning the gross windows.. felt so itchy all over after that! it's like, after you wash a few cloths in the CLEAN water, the whole thing turn MURKY and you totally cant see anything through it! gross gross GROSS! even though we didnt manage to make all of the windows SPARKLING clean, at least we made it LOADS cleaner than before!

well then there was a short dispute in between. 4 girls wanted to go buy lunch for us. then sasi and ramanan said that they dont need 4 people to go buy 20 packets of food, we need help with the cleaning instead. then retorts here and there. i kept quiet cuz i dont want to chup in. but ahh well.. in the end both sides gave in lor so settled. kind of =X nevermind it's over!

after what seemed like 1000 years, it was finally LUNCH! damn freaking hungry! i dont really like chicken rice but heck, when you're hungry everything is nice la haha!

so after lunch we kind of discussed what we wanted to do for interaction. we came up with things like chicken dance, banana dance, father abraham, put your right hand in that song.

(at this point of time i dont feel like blogging anymore! but because i have STM so i must record down everything zz!)

okay so we headed to one of the units for interaction! only a few people (or whom they refer to as clients) to work with. yepp so i got to know this girl, geok kuay! according to her she's 20 this year and she has 1 brother lol. she's very cute! actually all of them are very cute lol! yep so we had loads of fun doing the chicken dance so many thousand times, and banana dance, and the frog song, london bridge, put your right hand in song, barney song, friendship dance, my bonnie lies over the ocean.. blahblahblah LOL it was quite something to interact with them! they are quite a cheerful bunch! they are actually like normal beings. some of them will take the initiative to come to you and say hi, some will be more reserved so you have to go to them. through this interaction session i managed to know more about mentally disabled people! they are not as 'scary' as i thought they will be! i mean sure, some might be a little hyperactive, some might speak incoherently, they take some time to think and act, but other then these incapabilities they are really quite nice people! i am speaking for the majority la haha! after the interaction session, we weren't quite so scared of them anymore, but realise that once you are nice and friendly to them, they will do the same to you! but of course got some abit erm.. overfriendly la. i scared of them esp when they are the guys lol. it's very easy to interact with them, they like encouragements like any other normal being, and they love high fives lol! you just have to simplify your language and try your best to decipher what they're trying to say. smile alot and be more initiative! and you'll soon realise that they're basically very simple people at heart (:

I FINISHED HAHAHA OMG :D

i prefer interaction 1000 times more than cleaning actually! but weds doing cleaning.. boo!

shall go erm.. do some work now!

can fortune cookies be eaten?

2007-10-28T16:48:00.000+08:00

Ten Things I Can’t Stand:
1. parsley! or the smelly veggies!
2. ginger/garlic, and the likes!
3. COCKROACHES! esp flying ones!
4. dolls/mannequins/dummies
5. watching sci-fic movies
6. inconsiderate people who pretend they nv see old/pregnant people board the train or bus!
7. a hugeeeee pile of ants! yucks!
8. being squashed in a huge crowd.. i think i'm afraid of big crowds =X
9. crows
10. bossy ppl!

Ten Movies I Adore:
1. School of Rock!
2. Hairspray
3. Spiderman
4. Harry Potter
5. Shrek
6. Secret
7. She's the man
8. (i am running out of ideas! brain block!) Pirates of the Carribean! though i only watched the first one but it's damn nice i'm going to watch the rest as soon as i'm free!
9. Charlie and the chocolate factory
10. Eight below (very touching movie! on these artic dogs!)

Ten Programs/Games on my Computer:
1. iTunes
2. Windows Live Messenger
3. Mozilla Firefox
4. IE
5. Gunbound
6. 02Jam
7. Adobe Photoshop CS2
8. Graphmatica (err wth is it doing in my com?!)
9. Carrie the Caregiver trial (lol!)
10. Stickies

Ten Things I Want to Do in my Lifetime:
1. Have my own family
2. bring my parents to the places they want to visit the most
3. OWN my very own mini cooper, customised the way i want it!
4. extreme sports like parasailing, bungee jumping, etc!
5. try surfing, wakeboarding, and other water sports!
6. typical, TRAVEL!
7. find a job that i am satisfied and happy with
8. SEE AND FEEL REAL SNOW
9. go on overseas trips with my beloved friends! :D (first up: bangkok huh, airens!)
10. SEE GARY CHAW LIVE IN CONCERT!

Ten CDs I Love:
1. 曹格首张专辑
2. Superman
3. (erm i think i am gg to skip this because i am not really close to my CDs LOL)

Ten Things on my Desk:
1. my lappy
2. the orange candle holder/vase that shey gave us for v day!
3. my kindergarden graduation photo LOL
4. 7 bears
5. speakers that i hardly use =X
6. my hp
7. 5566 figurines!
8. the OG12 stone
9. random files and notes
10. A BIG MESS. hehe!

Ten TV shows i like to watch:
1. Fairly Oddparents!
2. Kim Possible
3. Totally Spies
4. Hannah Montana
5. All That
6. Suite Life of Zack and Cody
7. Survivor (i still love cook islands the most! YUL!)
8. MTV
9. 完全娱乐
10. Project Runway and ANTM actually haha!

Ten Moments I Remember:
1. Prom night (:
2. the green bday i had lol!
3. GYL camp
4. the ball-roll-out-of-mrt embarrassing incident!
5. the first time i rode a horse in Korea! (smelly!)
6. in sec2 when we had to form groups and me, shey, kenneth and alwyn are called "fookunamaschitabian"! :D funny name i will nv forget this!
7. night expedition (recently only ma, so fresh in my mind haha!)
8. the 4 ppl 6/1 outing LOL! me, fann, keith and shihan! picnic at botanic gardens and it was raining but it was great fun!
9. AHGUITAR: GOLD!
10: AHGUITAR: GOLD WITH HONOURS!

Ten Things I’m Never Without:
1. my phone
2. my ipod
3. my ipod earpiece LOL
4. my " what is this? this is a lion" pouch which contains the next 2 things
5. money (most of the time anyway!)
6. ezlink and admin card
7. lakerol: passionfruit with green tea
8. my hair?
9. my house keys + ducky keychain lol
10. toenails =X

Ten Things I Love (other than people):
1. donuts!
2. fruit tarts
3. lakerol: passionfruit with green tea
4. kway chap
5. singing
6. laughing and going crazy
7. sitting in front of the com all day lol
8. being a couch potato
9. gary chaw and renfu!
10. my bed, my room, my house!

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i am super unproductive this weekend =( actually i am unproductive every weekend! arghh have to get started on my work soon.

you know, my brothers might irritate the hell out of me 100 out of 101 times, but without them my life will be super duper boring! i dont really want to go for my dad's company malaysia trip cuz my brothers will be in korea (ARGHH THE UNFAIRNESS OF IT ALL!) and it's on a weekend, on a SCHOOL TERM (23rd nov!) and i think it'll be boring with me self-entertaining myself.. hmmm EDNA ARE YOU GOING? :D i'd rather be alone at home.. then again.. if no parents AND siblings at home for one whole weekend.. OMG havoc HAHAHA! ey no la i not so bad pls. if that happens airens you guys can come over to my house for sleepover okay lol. i scared if i alone at home ju-on come find me =X

HARD TO SAY I'M SORRY - CHICAGO

i like oldies.

i'm missing alot of people. esp from AHS. i think i'm just one who finds it hard to move on. okay i dont think i am living in the past or something. but at times i will look back and reminiscence on the times i had.

i cant wait for 4C chalet (PLEASE HAVE ONE OKAY GUYS!), airens sleepover before xmas, and probably sec4 guitar outing to Minds cafe okay guys! and blackpearl outing soon okay after MST and FOM pbl! let's go umm.. KBOX! =D

i think this is a pointless post. T.T

lifted off facebook!

2007-10-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

100 THINGS ABOUT CAHO:

My eye color: dark brown
My hair color: black
Favorite car: MINI COOPER
Height: AHEM.
Right-handed or left-handed: lefty!
My heritage: Singaporean, Chinese!
Shoes you wore today: my new green slippers!
My weakness: cant handle stress
My fears: dolls and blahdee cockroaches!
My perfect pizza: loads of cheeeeese and is shaped like a donut
Goal you would like to achieve this year: get a good GPA, make more friends, and.. (:
My most overused phrase on IM: haha!
Thoughts first waking up: so fast?
My best physical feature: not my height
My bedtime: depends
Do you get motion sickness: air sickness
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonalds or Burger King: burger king
Single or Group Dates: group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: none!
Do you smoke: YUCKS NO
Do you swear: um yes lol.
Do you sing: OF COURSE!
Do you shower daily: DUH!
Have you been in love: hmmm
Do you want to go to college: am considered in one..?
Do you want to get married: of course I do!
Do you think you're attractive: erm..!
Do you get along with your parents: pretty fine actually
Do you like thunderstorms: they’re cool! :D I love lightning flashes!
Do you play a musical instrument: guitar?? lol!
In the past month have you drunk alcohol: i dont drink! dont like, so bitter! ew!
In the past month have you smoked: nope and never
In the past month have you been on drugs: nope
Favorite candy bar: wouldn’t it be nice if the world was cadbury!
Favorite cartoon as a child: barney!
In the past month have you gone on a date: nope
Favorite sport: rollerblading
When you were little, you used to... suck my thumb
In the past month have I been on stage: nope
Ever been called a tease: uhh?
Ever been beaten up: me and my brothers fighting counted? lol!
Ever shoplifted: nope
How you want to die: in peace
What you want to be when you grow up: a mum, a wife, a daughter, a sister, a granddaughter, a friend.. blahblah
Number of piercings: 2
Number of tattoos: zero, unless you count my dolphin henna! ;D
Favorite color: GREEEN!
Favorite celebrity: MR RENFU! But of course I love gary chaw too!
Favorite food dish: i like kway chap
All-time favorite sports team: not into it
My parents are... not very old
Ideal girlfriend/boyfriend: filial, funny, nice, able to cook (haha!), looks wise I happy can alr, don’t have to care about what others think.. um haven’t really thought about it yet haha!
Do you have children: nope
My best friend(s): airens!
My weight: AHEM!
Do you believe in love at first sight: maybe!
Do you have pets: fishes! Boring leh I want a dog! But I don’t think I will be responsible enough =(
Favorite clothing brand: dont have one
Favorite scent: the sea
Dream vacation: have to think about this..
One time I got drunk and... it never happened
Pet peeve: people who are damn inconsiderate and dont give up their seats!
My favorite music genre: rock, alternative, R&B, chinese.. hate techno!
My favorite singer: gary chaw!
What can't you live without: my family and friends
My favorite movie: School of Rock! All-time fav I never ever get tired of it!
My favorite season: autumn
Have you ever fired a gun: water gun
Silver or Gold: GOLD WITH HONOURS HAHAHA
Do you like answering these questions: yes
Who was the last person that called you: jax
Do you like yourself: nah.. I LOVE MYSELF!
Are you a good driver: dont think i will be. no sense of direction!
I am addicted to... fruit tarts
Would you rather be rich or famous: rich
Favorite drink: anything oreo blended :D hehe actually I like iced water the most!
When I'm sad or down, I... cry and eat lor.
Do you have a crush on anyone: think so haha! =P
What is your phone's current ringtone: how to save a life - the fray
Are you ticklish: yes
The longest you've gone without sleeping: umm if you count night ex!
Favorite ice cream flavor: STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE!
What would you do with a million dollars: donate them to the needy.. not all of course! then travel around the world with my family and loved ones! (:
Define yourself in 3 words... haha, lol, caho!
What makes you laugh: funny things
Your favorite book: harry potter!
Favorite day of the week: fridays
Most embarrassing moment: I rmb that time when we went sentosa for 4C outing, then I was playing with the beach ball on the train.. then suddenly the door opened and the ball rolled out.. I stared at the ball, everyone else stared at the ball.. THEN THE DOOR CLOSED! OMG was in total shock ok haha then started laughing like mad! We got off at the next stop, took the train back, and retrieved the ball :D embarrassing! Now I know, don’t anyhow gei kiang haha!
Heads or tails: heads
Favorite item that you currently own: my teddz (:
Favorite author: enid blyton? lol! JK Rowling! Roald Dahl!
Have you ever moved: twice
What magazines do you read: teenage, 8 days
Kisses or hugs: hugs
Sweet or sour: depends
Are you a very emotional person: i think i am. *hides in one corner and starts cutting myself.. LOL WTH* emotional but not in the emo way!
Favorite chewing gum brand: i prefer bubble gum! i can blow big bubbles okay!

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i am doing this.. because i am bored.

and because i just wasted one whole day doing absolutely nothing productive.

conscience: all because of you, i'm feeling guilty now.. omg! caho all your fault la!
caho: sorry la. i didnt mean it okay. i just didnt feel like starting. blame my lazybone.
lazybone: eh dont pull me into this okay. blame the brain for not wanting to function!
brain: walao eh dont anyhow leh. i send out messages only lor. blame caho for not wanting to work in the first place!
caho: okay la sorry conscience, lazybone, and brain! i will try harder next time okay! =/

i'm going cranky. I AM TALKING TO MYSELF.

yesyes ronneh i wanna go to minds cafe! WOOOHOO! i miss you guitar ppl!

speaking of which, i think i forgot how to play the guitar alr lor. damn long nv touch the guitar. both guitars are rotting in my room. sad that i'm just not musically inclined, cant read notes, cant figure out chords fast enough.. haiyo!

my heart skipped 1000 beats when you appeared :D

I LOVE NUTELLA !

2007-10-27T15:04:00.000+08:00

NUTELLA is probably one of the best inventions ever! :D

GARY - FOREVER LOVE

GARY AND JUSTIN - HARD TO SAY I'M SORRY

OH MAN.. this man here seriously sings damn well! Listening to his songs never fails to prick me emotionally.. esp when i hear my fav songs like superwoman! and and and "hard to say i'm sorry" is such a nice song! i like oldies like these :D i really cant wait for gary to hold his own concert in singapore! I WILL DEFINITELY GO! it will be sooo worth it! ok i know i said this many many times.. but i cant help it! HAHA! I CANT WAIT FOR HIS NEXT ALBUM!!! i just know he's going to be one of those artistes that i will support for a very very VERY long time.. till i am very old or something, if he continues singing, that is!

rarr now i wanna go KBOX alr! nvm i'm having my very own KBOX sessions everyday LOL! sing in front of the com! :P

e-learning sucks! no school means cannot see a certain someone.. and of course other people too la! urgh! but e-learning is 1 week only. imagine the looong hols next year.. OMG. T.T okay nvm dont mind me!

yay i did some of my e-learning hw yesterday! but i did all the simple stuff like copy lecture notes blahblah LOL so abit erm.. unproductive la! it feels good to finish one task and you can finally check it off your list! for me, to colour it green on my virtual stickies! my stickies are like.. overflooding my com alr la! so much stuff to do T.T rarr! i dont feel like starting on those stuff that are ermm.. not easy! yucks! i'd rather mug for pacc and econs! i dont feel like starting on ITAB and stats either! numbers kill me! =X

i think today will be a slacky day lol. not in the mugging mood unlike ytd! maybe at night! shall be off to watch videos from yoooohoootube! :D

P.S: i think daughtry has really nice songs!

absence makes the heart grow fonder!

2007-10-26T20:39:00.000+08:00

WHEEEE! FRIDAY!! FINALLY!! :D

NO SCHOOL FOR NEXT 2 WEEKS!! OMGG WOOHOO!

sounds nice right..?!

NOT!

it's e-learning next week! but still got loads of assignments and projects and CIP and other random stuff to do.. AND mug for MST..! FREE from work..?! yeah right! okay i shall list out all my modules!

CD (i was the FIRST to post comments! LOL! :D)
CRS
ITAB II
PACC
ECONS
STATS
FOM
KYTB

yay i finished 1 out of 8! YAY ME! HAHA! T.T okay nvm! =X

okay so after gems today me and layting went to the bazaar (we were supposed to be at stats but decided to go late =/) then we went to make hennas! :D

had a hard time choosing okay! because standard hennas are either hearts, roses, plants blahblah etc EEEEWWWW! haha anyone who knows me well enough will know i dont like all those! :P

SO MINE IS A DOLPHIN ON MY LEG! I LIKE!!!

so we went in late for stats.. with many other ppl hahaha. nvm. anw today he abit pms! actually he pms everyday la. but today more than usual! then he suddenly just tell us, he want all of us to hand in our papers will all the solutions and diagrams by TODAY if not he's gonna minus 10 participation marks (that's 10/10, by the way!) and he just walked out of class T.T okay why are all stats tutors so damn weird?! okay lor nvm. the thing is not more than 5 ppl (i think) in class did the tutorials la! =X maybe that's why he was pissed BUT we never do it every week what! maybe he's pissed that we didnt ans his qns but i dont know how to ans! i dont even know how to do pls! if i know i will ans la, but the thing is i dont! T.T okay lor nvm. so we had this mass copying session which is damn funny! shall post the photos when i get from jiaying! most "interesting" stats lesson EVER lol!

okay some random stuff here! i think ever since i moved to simei (last september hols! wow more than 1 year!) only 4 of my friends came to my house before i think! that is of course the airens la! ok not like in my previous home many people came lol. hello my house is open to my friends one ok! hehe! anw if you didnt know, i moved from simei, to bedok and back to simei again! this time round just opposite my old old house LOL. stupid la.

so i shall post photos of my room! that i took today!

okay so erm.. you should know i am not little miss tidy or anything la haha. in fact my mum keeps nagging at me to pack my room and make my bed every morning but laziness just got the better of me! she gave up on my wardrobe alr lol. but i think it isnt THAT bad leh! at least i can still find my stuff haha! and i find it quite stupid to make my bed every morning since i am going to sleep on it at night, so why bother! okay some ppl might be rolling their eyes at this very moment, or going "tut tut carrie ah!" but sorry la that's me =X anw i seldom get visitors and my family members are already used to my untidy bed.. so nehmind lor haha! but if got ppl i will make my bed one okay. unless it is unexpected. LOL.

and seriously.. my room is damn small as compared to my room at my bedok house! T.T but i kinda like my current room muchhh more since it overlooks the pool (though it can be damn noisy and irritating with those screaming kids!) and not a drain like my previous room! and smaller means cosier :D and my room is NO LONGER PURPLE! correction, my house is no longer purple! my dad has a weird colour sense man. thank goodness we managed to protest before he turned my current house into some weird colour scheme again!

i really like my current house now. even though the furnishings are very simple but it's very cosy and i feel safe coming home T.T LOL! and because my current house is (almost) free from cockroaches!! WOOHOO! my previous house was like, a nest for cockroaches or sth la! cuz the rubbish chute is inside.. but now it's outside! :D whee!

i feel like i'm promoting my house or something T.T but i really like my house lor haha!

i think this post quite rubbish but isnt it interesting?! YOU LEARN STH ABOUT MY HOUSE HAHA!

the last picture is a very random picture. you dont have to know what it is. i know can already hahaha! :P

EEEEE-LEARNING T.T

head over heels and you roll all the way down!

2007-10-25T20:51:00.000+08:00

seriously.. yeah i go (ahem) mad when i see cute guys.. but it seems like no matter what i'm only thinking of one person. i think i'm going crazy!! sorry ah but this is one of those kinda things that i prefer to keep to myself. when the time comes i will tell the appropriate people!

i did a good deed today! bought chocs from millie's and gary's class for their CD CIP. since it's going to charity and i know them both, i dont really mind haha! and it's chocs okay! :D

okay so! thursdays are the long but slack days. the pacc tutor wanted to extend tutorial time, (bloody nerds!!), but we complained like crazy, and it's also because i am really damn hungry already lor! 12PM! peak hour! he released us at like.. 1215.. then of course no more seats! need to wait for like half an hour before people started to leave.. walao hungry leh =( WE SAW M2 HAHAHA! OMG! cute XD

then got double lecture with break in between lor. normal la. then went for my first food comp meeting! first one was actually last week but i didnt know about it so i didnt appear. food comp sounds damn fun! of course la, events we plan de haha! ended around 7.. wow when we have ideas ah, it's really ALOT! lol!

i realise that people usually get swayed of their impression of others through their friend's opinions or sth. like if their friends dont like this person, then they will tend to have a bad impression of the person. but sometimes if you get to know these people, they are not as bad as you think they are actually. they can even be nice people! but then again, there are also people who are as irritating as others make them out to me. hehehe. nehmind i shall try my best to accept everyone as who they are, but that doesnt mean i have to like them! =X

oh yes, this person came in during econs lecture and talked about diploma plus in applied psychology. GPA 3.0 and above to get in. but of course have to go through interview and be shortlisted all that la. i still dont know if i want to consider taking it. i'm afraid i cant cope, esp since i think year 2 will be much more hectic as compared to now. and this diploma plus is for 3 semesters. i know i am one who cannot work under stress. or depends on the kind of stress la. i know it will be good for my future to have 2 diplomas instead of 1. but why is everyone talking about diploma plus like it's not a big deal? it's just one extra 3 hours a week? it's confirm more than that please. there will be loads of projects and stuff to do lor. i really scared i cannot cope. then again, i think so much, maybe if i decide to try i might not even get in loll den no need to worry hehe. 23rd nov. i have to decide soon!

yeahh there's gems tml! i like my gems hehe XD

151 posts and my horoscope says:

2007-10-24T19:25:00.000+08:00

CANCER:
The Bottom Line
Think long and hard before you share any opinions today -- and watch what you say.

In Detail

You should think long and hard before you share any opinions today -- there is a possibility that some tensions could result from what you say. You might not realize who you are talking to, and they may not share the same attitudes that you do. You do not want to end up with your foot in your mouth -- it's a very unappetizing snack. Even if you are tactful, your thoughts might be misread by someone who is eager to react emotionally.

errm..oops? i wasnt exactly the most tactful person today. but i did it for the sake of my grpmates! okay excuses i know. but sorry ah i am someone who doesnt think before i talk. i just talk. it just comes out of me. but maybe she's dense enough not to get what i mean. erm oops. =X my main point was to reject her la. we know we will not be able to handle her and in the end we will have to do her workload one lor. so i just came up with some stupid sounding excuses to reject her. crs will be bad enough. but no doubt i still feel that guilt monster in me tut-ting. =X nvm what's said is alr said. even though i dont like her (I ADMIT OKAY!!) and i am damn tactless in the way i talk, but i still feel bad. nehmind it's over! at least it worked..! hehe.

we were having FOM discussion after school! omg it's the fun-nest discussion ever i tell you! we worked pretty well for 1 hour then for the rest of the time we kept digressing and doing stupid things haha! but at least we roughly had some ideas to ans the questions for PBL! yay yunnies! LOL!

then we had some talk about NS in the afternoon. they couldnt find ppl so found us to go. abit no link can. we went there and play psp haha! fun leh! wah jiaying you good. win me! rarr! haha kidding la! i always get 2nd and the first car is just millimetres away from me! ARGH! irritating! nvm it was a good time killer. compulsory my foot can. so many people ponned in the end. waste my time!

and 7th nov got some principal's farewell. THANK YOU LOR. start at what time? 330? and that day is MST WEEK leh! thanks again. pacc paper end at 11am. WOW. rotting session. boring. what to do confirm cannot find anyone who is willing to replace me. nehmind lor. what to do!

FINALLY i have something to look forward to on friday! and saturday! yay! :D

oh yes! during the 2 hour break me sheena yunli and jiaying wanted to go to moberly but not opened zz. so we went fc5 to eat. i really 以毒攻毒 sia! had kfc for lunch and then was munching on mint chocs that i bought from a vending machine all day long. well if i get well really soon i will know this method works LOL. after lunch we went to the bazaar outside convention centre! i realised i am a very impulsive buyer. i dont usually think too much, i just buy. lol. end up with 2 shirts and a pair of slippers. broker by $30. shittt! i just blew my whole week's allowance! what is left of it anyway. then sometimes right i will have this crazy urge to buy something. i think i'm going crazy. or maybe i alr am! OMG!!

who else can make me grin like an idiot all day long? ;D

rarr!

2007-10-23T20:05:00.000+08:00

it's not that i want to rant. if you read my 2006 (or even earlier!) entries i didnt rant as much as this year. seriously. ever since i came to poly, life has been so.. urgh.

happily skipped ITAB today. seriously i wont be able to wake up, or keep awake ITAB if i went anyway. and my nose happily decided to run off. then sometimes meet some road blocks. thanks ah. so went to school for only 2 lectures. lecture hall damn cold can! makes my nose want to drop off, or explode or something! zz! not to mention whole day having some stupid headache.. urghh! but my appetite still good hahaha. was damn pissed off. some stupid FOM group also cant decide. rarr. take so long, in the end almost the same anyway. whatever la i dont wanna get started on it, you know when i start ranting on this topic i will NEVER stop. damn the class politics. rubbish. cant wait for end of this year, seriously.

i'm starting to panic about EVERYTHING, but still not doing ANYTHING! i am really really not motivated! mst in 2 weeks can. and i hardly understood anything we've learnt this sem. shit! ahhhh! not to mention the piling projects.. shitttt! okay so what am i still doing here! i should be doing my tutorial which has been on my table beside me since 284761 hours ago. actually half an hour ago only la. but i was trying to download some sticky notes thing because all my deadlines and reminders and stuff are everywhere. should be more organized.

when i got home today i immediately went to have a nap. damn tired. zz.

i desperately want a holiday! when i can just slack and do nothing, or do whatever i want, and not having to be guilty about the amount of work that lies untouched.. =X

OKAY OKAY I GET IT I'M OFF!!

TO: ONE OF THE SHORTEST PEOPLE IN THE UNIVERSE

2007-10-22T20:12:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEARL!

eh i tried my best not to upload the picture where you're digging your nose alr okay. cannot find nice nice photos. neither do i want to put them up anw. haha! anw, more than 4 years of retardacy from you! thanks for being so damn spastic (and also shorter than me, i cannot stop emphasising on this fact!) please try harder to grow up okay! mentally and physically! but aiya, if cannot then dont try so hard la, let it be! hehe! love you loads okay! :D

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i downed so much water today. kept peeing the whole day too. zzz! but not like i'm feeling any better. rarr!

got back our feedback for FOM pbl trial. our grades are even more demoralising please. highest grade for reports in our class is C+. my grp got a C-. zzz. sian la. but now i'm even more determined to work harder! go for our B+, groupmates! actually i v sian about this whole informatics thing lor. why cant we do it on a more interesting company. so ulu pandan zzz. next few weeks gonna be hell man. damn busy. but i cant stop myself from being distracted. from something. i need to stop obsessing (?!) over it and just get on with my work, focus on studies! PLEASE CAHO. but yah right, easier said than done. esp when it's the only thing on my mind night and day. well you dont have to know what it is. it can be someone, something, anything you think it is (: go figure.

anw was watching hey gorgeous just now! SP's M2 is super cute! :D his actions and all lol.. so hyper! and he's from SB, might just see him around some day! hehe!

shit it's only tuesday tomorrow. okay think more positively. YEAHH IT'S FRIDAY IN 4 MORE DAYS!! WOOHOO!

but not like there's anything to look forward to on friday. zzz! life, what life?! my current life revolves around stupid projects. and school.

okay why is it that when my throat itches, my ear also itches?! damn itchy the whole day! and i cant reach in to scratch my ear! ARGH!! so uncomfortable!

and i'm either burping or sneezing the whole day. i think i should just fake an MC or something to pon school tomorrow. then again i wouldn't need to bother since there's 75% attendance lol. this attendance thing is not good please. encourages me to pon sch. T.T

i feel quite useless sometimes. i am STILL not motivated to work hard, to study hard. i know that there's a pile of work in front of me. i know that there's so much for me to catch up on. i am aware of all these. but i choose to be oblivious to them. such a procrastinator. i know i am going to regret it if my GPA for this sem sucks. but i am not doing anything to salvage my current situation so far. sorry but ever since i came to poly i realised how competitive it is out here. and i am ultimately aiming to go to a local uni. but at this rate how is it possible. i am supposed to be v hardworking! second sem of the first year and i am already slacking more then ever. my expectations of myself have risen like, so much as compared to sec school. now it's at least a B+. but like that's ever possible. not anymore anyway. sry but i just need to rant.

nvm thinking about that just makes me sick! i dont know what to blog about anymore.. hehe.

M2 M2! :D i cant believe he lost by 1 point! urgh wasted! but our sch's xiao hua is not bad la haha! best of the lot! actually M1 also not that bad but i prefer M2 okay! M3.. let's just say pictures can be deceiving lol.

time to befriend pi pa gao and strepsils and honey water these few days.

不用麻煩了不用麻煩了 !

2007-10-21T16:07:00.000+08:00

Jay's new song LOL! wow first time heard this kinda song in the chinese music industry. sounds abit weird but actually i find it quite cute haha!

been slacking my whole weekend today. just cant seem to get started on CRS! shit week 5 next week. after that is elearning, then mst. double shit! AHH! must. start. mugging! but for me it's super difficult to start. because of my procrastinating habit.

anw i did the PSLE math qns which was supposed to be difficult. erm it wasnt difficult at all actually, pretty straightforward. but then again, i am not 12 years old lol. but i think that it's just over hyped la. it's always like that. most ppl will not bother till someone starts to complain about a certain matter, then the whole thing becomes so blown up. herd mentality.

random, but i kinda miss vanilla coke!

and i'm craving for some fudgey chocolatey sticky chewy chocolate ice cream of some kind! *drooooools*

okay i shall TRY to get started (and finished!) with CRS! go caho!

..and i look at your back

NIGHT EX!

2007-10-20T16:31:00.000+08:00

Well thank goodness it wasnt as scary as i thought it will be! i didnt see anything i shouldn't see, i didnt feel any weird thing, and i dont think anything followed me home :D

well ended school at 4+ with stats, damn useless lesson, then met vivian they'll to go to FC2 aka macs to have dinner. anw i'm starting to like my GEMS class alot! the module la. dont really know my classmates very well. but it isn't so bad i think haha. anw! after macs went to SB to slack and wait till 8+. vivian, justina, huijuan, kaming and me stuck tgt throughout the whole trip.

okay so started off with registration at MLT8. damn dark can. we were the first to go in then we had no idea what to expect.. so actually abit scared haha. but after a while okay alr. just the SB club ppl wearing masks lor lol. then they started sending ppl off 2 by 2 for some nightwalk thingy. paired with some guy i dont know, he walk freaking fast can zzz. nvm. went through the staff office. damn freaking dark. first one some person scream and grab feet and use the broom to brush our feet la. walao i freaked la. no idea who's that. then all the way at the end we could see someone. ivan lol. then after we passed ivan we heard a "tok tok tok" sound. then my partner tell me got someone behind. i turned and see edsmond flying towards us LOLL. damn funny. then went 2146. fav classroom haha. in the end vivian and jeremy was there also. they were before us and had no idea where to go so they went all the way to mlt8 to ask haha. so they went first. can hear vivian and whoever was inside screaming la lol. had to crawl on the tables, under tables, and have ppl grabbing your legs and hands lor lol. but i kinda know the people inside so not so scary la. then keep asking them "who are you" lol but of course no reply. then went to 2158 for movie and snacks. aircon spoil so move to another room. lol we were recounting whatever happened to us like 10000 times la! damn funny.

The show was some thai horror. The victim. didnt manage to finish. but i think i am damn brave alr lor haha! i managed to watch the show properly! but as long as dont have dolls and dummies and like suddenly BOOM! one face appear that kind then i not so scared la. but got alot of ppl and very anti-climax moments also lol. but dont know why keep wanting to pee. T.T

then after the show went off to the tour! went to hillview mansion first. it's more like a big piece of land that's supposed to be cursed. but it's super duper nice! the view i mean. because it's quite high up and there's loads of stars.. wow!

then went to a super duper scary place. choa chu kang CEMETERY. shit. i am damn scared of cemeteries la. and it's super quiet when there's supposed to be 4D punters and whatnot. but erm heng nth much happen lol.

then we went to this monkey tree thing at woodlands. justina super excited cuz her house damn near hahaha. then went to some johor tunnel or something. most gross part of the whole trip. trek through some jungle la. and most ppl wearing slippers and shorts. zz. i wore shorts and shoes so not that bad. we trekked there and back for 1 hour. along the way got this cockroach land or sth, damn alot of cockroaches around. walao eh! not funny. then finally reached the tunnel. it's rumoured to reach johor or something la. but we only see DAMN BIG AND FAT LIZARDS (jac will freak lor haha) and lizard eggs and loads of broken glass bottles and stuff.. OHMYGOSH. i was praying damn hard that nothing drops on me.. and i wouldnt want to think WHAT dropped on me. thank goodness nth dropped on me hehe. trekked all the way back. wow. all came out muddy with scratches from the twigs and thorny plants. and sweaty. and stinky. trekking in the middle of the night. what an experience.

then on the bus they showed a channl u show, where some ppl also go to the same place as us. but in BROAD DAYLIGHT. oh cmon that's nth compared to us lor hahaha.

had a break at shell station. then continued. erm memory failing me ah. oh i think we went to some place at punggol. dont know see what la. trekking again! in the end is the old punggol zoo or something. was kinda half-sleeping and half-walking lor lol. oh there's supposed to be a sadako well or sth deeper in but our road got blocked by a fallen tree so cannot go see.

then we went to the last place. this time i had no idea where it is. but thank goodness for CONCRETE!! we had a pathway to walk through in the jungle so.. whew! there was this house that they call the white house or something. dont know what is with it. but got animals living there or sth haha. got this very friendly dog! cute! and there's those super old tombstones also. the year 18something one. super old. and not to forget loads of ants. ouch.

throughout all the travelling was sleeping in the bus la. so night ex wasnt as scary as i thought it was. i thought we'll go to those really rumoured to be haunted places like OCH and red house or whatnot.. but didnt la haha. still.. TREKKING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT! IN SINGAPORE!! omg can! i think we are a bunch of power people haha! i think it's not so scary also because we were all walking zombies ourselves lol.

came home and slept till 3+. i still feel like sleeping now zzz! and i'm coughing already, dont know why. nvm there's always pipagao! :D

dont know why but when i woke up in the MRT and was walking home, i kinda felt like i just woke up from a dream or something. it felt so weird. LOL. ok nvm i think i was just woozy!

SO MUCH WORK TO DO. URGHHHHHHHHH!!!

shall attempt a short post this time round!

2007-10-18T20:41:00.000+08:00

doodling sheeps in my notebook in pacc tutorial. not a good example so dont follow okay :D

finally tomorrow is friday! end of the week, whew! not that i'm looking forward to next week. nor elearning. and definitely not week7, MST. nahnah! it's abit late but i'm trying to pick up the pace of lessons. not that it's working, i cant help but shut down automatically or go to screensaver mode, esp during lectures. and esp ITAB. damn boring! zzz. nvm at the most i attempt to study it myself.

thursdays are quite slack. 4 period day, 3 hours of break. boring. but we were doing CD during our breaks. not that hiong though. we went through like a few times and considered it done lol. hope we do fine tomorrow..! :D

i boarded the weirdest train ever today. there was this super hyperactive kid. ran around the already crowded carriage. stepped on my foot (ouch!). jumped around, sat on the floor, screamed.. omg scary. the mum was having a super hard time la. but she is very noble. if i had such a kid i wont even bring him out. lol. but then again i am not a mum so i wont know. his sister is very obedient though. very quiet. but it's always like that in these kinda situations. mum only has time for hyperactive brother. i pity the girl..

and the train was stinking la. always got stinky ppl boarding. omg. faint.

okay i dont know what to blog about alr. 1 hour to 10pm. 2 tutorials to do. i think i will just do econs. hehe :D

$#%&^@!!! those animal abusers!

2007-10-17T18:48:00.000+08:00

what is wrong with the world?!!

i am super grossed out and frustrated by animal abusers. ytd i saw this video about dolphin massacre in japan, the fishermen caught those dolphins to pass their meat off as whale meat (WTH!?) and you know how they actually kill them? slit their throats and let them bleed to death! WTF!!! when i was watching it (3 min video), i was screaming inside me and i felt like crying la.. damn disgusting and evil!! CRUEL! i stopped at 2min plus.. couldnt take it.. damn cruel! and just now i was checking my email and i saw a mail about this woman abusing this kitten.. WTH the photos are damn gross! i dont know if it's real or not but it's damn disgusting.. i dont even want to go into details.. seriously perverted! they actually find joy in abusing animals is it? and if you cant feel anything for these poor animals, or actually think that animal abusers are not much of a big deal, try replacing these animals with humans.. imagine.. come one animals have feelings too right?! i am soooooo angry at these people! SO DAMN CRUEL!! i'm so disturbed by the images right now.. bloody hell URGHHH damn those people!!!

sorry but i'm abit agitated right now.. urgh why cant everyone just be kinder and leave those animals alone.. wth is their problem!

nvm. the world is never fair anyway.

i just lost my blogging mood. am fuming mad! at those damned people! humans are sooo evil! URGHH!

in school (:

2007-10-16T14:13:00.000+08:00

第十行星 - FIR

i like this song from their newest album! :D i like this kinda rock kind of songs, though i dont really understand the song lol! their album is quite okay, but i prefer the previous one! but the songs are really very different.. this one gives me the classic and sometimes futuristic feeling.. LOL! depends on the song la haha. but takes some time to register the different songs into my head and identify which is which hehe!

i've lost the motivation to study.. to even LISTEN in class, in lectures. TOTALLY. 3 hours of ITAB wasted. was doing everything but listening to the teacher. maybe it's the teacher, maybe it's access, or maybe it's just me. or all 3. but i think it's more of me. lacking the self-discipline. because of this i'm lagging so much in ITAB la. dont know how many million chapters behind. dont make sense to me at all. zzz. ITAB still nvm. PACC and Econs also. i just CANT listen! i could still happily fall asleep in econs lecture when we're in front la. but the sleeping bug just got into me, i cant help it! the only lecture i listen to is FOM.. but yes, listening and understanding are 2 different matters. shit i cant afford to screw up my 2nd semester.. since GPA is cumulative! either i find some sort of motivation to study hard.. or i can say byebye to everything else. urgh.

well school has ended and i'm at the benches outside MLT12 with sheeeena. the rest doing their CD project in private T.T neh mind. just dont feel like going home. when i go home it's going to be rotting lor. i know i'm also rotting here but at home it's like.. so empty. not to say i dont love my home, but i will end up doing nothing productive at home. okay i'm not doing anything productive here but i intend to get started and possibly finish CRS essay. hehe. wanted to watch ZJYJ but youtube loads so slowly here!

AND I CANT SIGN IN TO MSN T.T

yay eating my fav fruit tart now XD

shall go find sth to do hahaha..!

ZEBRA :D

hello do you read my blog?

2007-10-15T21:01:00.000+08:00

back to square one.

FOM presentation was today. this always has to happen. we were pretty confident. we thought we did sufficient research, we had enough information on hand.

we were the 3rd group. to see the first 2 groups "die" in the lecturer's hand wasnt a good feeling. okay not to say he's a bad lecturer. he's good in a way. but he's just too scary! and he actually asked why we were all so down. he shot so many questions at us, and they are those that totally stumped us.

all was fine for QNA. managed to answer most of the questions posed to us. then he posed THE QUESTION to us. why social for macro? OMG CAN. we tried all ways to ans the qns. failed many times. very very demoralising. turn out social is the wrong macro factor. all the hard work, byebye. i know, this is just a trial. but we treated it very seriously. like, even the way our presentation slides are decorated is put down. so next presentation everyone will sure have the informatics logo on it already lor. boring can. zz.

oh well. this is just a trial, so nvm. i cant imagine what the real PBL, and the major project, will be like. zomg. actually i dont have to imagine because it starts next week! not really looking forward to the next few weeks. gonna be damn busy. esp from e-learning onwards. PBL2 due to present right after MST week. and we still have to mug for MST, do elearning rubbish.. CD CIP.. blahblah OMG!

well we shall learn from our mistakes this time round, and strive to improve and work harder for the next round! JIAYOU YUNNIES! haha! our group name! which is not confirmed and totally random :D

anw layting told us a joke about some ahlian. so word of the day: "NEH MIND!" haha! everything also neh mind neh mind. omg. funny!

yeahh i have a few slabs of cadbury chocs at home! chocs makes me happy :D

4 days to friday WHEEEE! :D

let's be optimistic!

2007-10-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

we shall not say, "WALAO SIAN TML MONDAY!", but we shall instead say, "5 MORE DAYS TO FRIDAY! WOOHOO!"

sounds more optimistic right! :D

anyway my brother (darren, younger one!) is damn funny. i told him i'm going to see ghosts this friday and he was damn paranoid. he kept saying later at night i dont dare to sleep or someone come and find me then i should bring amulet and cross and garlic and everything to protect myself blahblah LOL can! but he is like super naggy la. inherit from my mum =X ryan (older one) didnt believe i was going for night ex and he asked me to take photos to prove it. yah right. later see something else i shouldnt see in the photo.. =X

anyway my mum was saying that her colleague's husband passed away today due to cancer.. critical stage, even the doctors couldn't help. they alr spent a huge amount on chemo, and their CPF already dried up long ago. they have a child who is taking o's this year. i really pity their family. and i really wonder how the child is going to take o's when his/her dad just passed away. it's such a huge blow on them. but then maybe they already had the time to prepare themselves mentally, that he's going to go anytime soon, so maybe it isnt so bad. i hope they take it easy (:

would you choose to know when you're going to die, or would you rather just die like that? i know this is a rather morbid topic but well, we're all going to die one day, it's a matter of when.

for me i would rather know when i will die, so i can live my life to the fullest till the day i pass away.

but life is not always like that. you never know how and when you might just leave this world. it can be 1 year later, it can be tomorrow, it can even be the next minute.

i thought, if i would only start living my life to the fullest, doing things that i always wanted to do only when i know when i will die, what's the point? let's say i die of some illness, i will be too sick to try stuff like bungee jumping or something right. so why not do it when i have the chance to, when i am still healthy.

i decided i do not want to devote my entire life into my career. life's too short for me to work it away. it will be so un-fulfilling.

One, i can either just devote like say, 10 years, into my career and work my butt off, earn as much money as i can to support my family for the rest of my life, and spent the rest of my life doing things that i like. but it's not really good because who knows what may happen in this 10 years. i might just pass away in the 9th year or something. and i would have wasted 9 years working my life away, when i could have been doing what i wanted to do.

Another option is that i could do what i always wanted to do first, like say, travel the world, extreme sports, helping 3rd world countries, etc. but that's not feasible because let's say i do all these after i graduate from school, i dont even have the financial capability to support myself, let alone do all these. unless my dad like, strike toto and we become millionaires overnight.

well another way is to work and do what i want to do at the same time. like have frequent holidays! this is a pretty good plan but there's bound to be other responsibilities other than just work.

life is sooo simple but at times it can be really complicated. but i thought that from now on, i should grab whatever opportunities that comes knocking on my door, so i wont regret later in life.

meanwhile, shall concentrate on school, family and friends :D

innocence

2007-10-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

on the way to school today (yes, school!) i was sitting beside this mum, who had a little boy with her. the boy is sooo adorable! he kept looking and me and smiling and when he got off i waved to him and he waved back and sent a flying kiss! OMG! how cute (: really made my day man! he had such big eyes! cuteee! for once i felt that there's warmth and friendliness between strangers.

but after he got off, the train felt so empty again. like always.

sometimes i wished that we all had the innocence of a baby. when we will dare to look at strangers in the eyes and smile at them, without feeling embarrassed or afraid of being stared at. but i guess as we grow up, we become more conservative and self-conscious. the innocence we once had gradually fades. but that's life i guess. (:

i miss the little boy!

well we managed to kind of complete about 75% of FOM. not bad la. especially since we wasted so much time trying to get connected to SP wireless but somehow we just cant sign in to MSN or google or anything like that.. weird! we even went from the study tables near engineering school all the way to SB la. and SB is soo empty and quiet, nobody at all! except some painter and us. a change from the daily hustle and bustle on weekdays. but i prefer the noisier SB though. too quiet for me!

after FOM proj went to my second home (city hall!) to meet my family for dinner. saw donut factory at suntec so we decided to queue since the queue was pretty short! got our donuts in less than 10mins! whee! DOUBLE CHOC DOUBLE CHOC! APPLE CINNAMON! WHEEEE! and i bought FIR's newest album :D yay!

P.S: this post very short alr hor. hehe!

burning the 2am oil.

2007-10-13T01:21:00.000+08:00

I AM BLARDEE TIRED!! so tired that my eyes are like.. slits now. zzz!

today (or technically, yesterday!) was a great day! the day i've been looking forward to all week (: of course i dont mean lessons la duh. i meant after school! okay so talk a little about school first. SPSS test was last period. it was okay la i think. do-able, but confirm wont 100% one. but as long as i get an A i am happy enough hehe. i finished it in half an hour and there's another half hour left la, so i just double check my answers then i happily surf the net T.T stupid sia.

okay den went to popular to get uhu glue (I TYPED ULU GLUE T.T I AM DAMN SLEEPY!) den trained to tanah merah to meet the rest! pearl was late AS USUAL. haha! luckily jax late today! we chionged whatever was left to do! we had to stop doing on thursday cuz we ran out of glue. oh anyway thursday i skipped school to meet jac to go buy material's for jax's present, then we went around bugis to walk abit and bought some stuff for ourselves lol. speed shopping! didnt buy much la, one shirt only. okay den the other 2 came over to my house to do jax's present! we ended up watching high school musical 2 and shaogong which the rest were so amused by LOL. anw i think my house is like workshop for present making la hahaha. everytime also come my house to do pres, except my own pres of course hehe. but i dont mind la DUH, having friends over, why not! :D

when we were doing the finishing touches we were like so noisy and in the public place JUST BESIDE THE ESCALATOR where there's loads of people and they were like staring at us like some crazy idiots la zzz! damn embarrassing but no time to think about that haha! okayy so we were sitting at the stairs and camwhoring as usual loll. okay den finally jax came hehe! she totally no warning one la! den we had to make her pretend she nv see anything haha! i hope you like your pres jax :D

OUR END PRODUCT :D cool right!! you havent seen the back yet hehe. it's for us to know and for you to find out!

okayy so we took 12 to siglap! the bus ride was damn LOL! esp the part when we were damn noisy den shey (who is equally noisy!) said, "EH YOU THINK THIS YOUR HOUSE AH?" then pearl was like, "YAH MY HOUSE WHAT!" and it's because at that time 12 went past pearl's house! LOL! okay it doesnt sound funny here but it is! we kept laughing and camwhoring and taking stupid videos la walao. i usually dont like rowdy people on the bus but i think everyone on the bus wanted to shout for us to shut up or something =X hehe!

intended to go to Big Fish. we even went in and sat down alr la. den after that we decided we dont wanna eat there T.T so damn embarrassing la we just left! but we informed the waiter first of course. omg. never going back there again. i think we will get blacklisted lor. later got one WANTED poster outside the shop =X so we walkwalkwalk then decided to go back to cafe cartel LOL. we sat same place again haha! but ordered diff things this time round. the waiter was damn funny. he repeated the orders but he said the codes like 903 625 then we were like.. HUH..?!! but he like dont know what we order also so he just anyhow say the numbers T.T lol stupid can!

we made damn alot of noise as usual. think next time cartel also will blacklist us =X

pictures from the bus! WE WERE DAMN HIGH. literally (we were sitting on the top deck!) and err.. the other way also. hehe.

dont ask what we were doing. i'm not sure also HEHE.

okay so after that because SOMEONE (aka shey) didnt want to eat cheesecake and she wanted to find a toilet and she went crazy and thought it was fun to play hide and seek, we walked like 83264812 MILES la. from cafe cartel all the way to Roxy Square can. ZOMG! i counted like 8 bus stops. sounds very little but the distance from each bus stop is damn far. they wanted to burn off calories T.T BUT NOT FUNNY OKAY I CARRY LAPTOP LEH! in the end found the toilet only at katong mall. but we saw many many places with good food! DAMN TIRING! we walked for 1 hour can! ZZZ! but it was quite an experience actually haha! let's do it again.. ONLY WHEN I AM NOT CARRYING A DAMN HEAVY BAG + LAPTOP OK THANK YOU HAHAHA!

THANKS GUYS! really enjoyed myself :D i always have laughing abs after meeting you guys! even though we seldom get to meet up, but i always enjoy every moment together! afterall, it's not the quantity that matters, it's the quality! hope you guys enjoyed yourself too! and a big clap on the back if you finished reading this post! (which is not very long what!)

eh anyway my posts always so long one meh. sorry la i cant help but talk alot of rubbish. i can go on and on and on about the same topic. and only my blog willing to hear me rant. hehe. not like it has a choice actually =X i will try to cut short next time okay. but no promises because i really cant help it! LOL!

anw reached home around 11. is it? not sure. bathed and have been stuck on the com since then. blardee tired. i finished FOM like, finally! after MUCH procrastination =X have been putting it off for so long. but i feel that my points are not strong enough. shit la. zzz. nvm it's just PBL1. not counted. yet.

2PM in school for FOM tomorrow. school. zomg.

OH YAH. was playing jackie's PSP during break and OMG so fun can ahha! some racing game which i dont suck at, for once! i play for the first time i got 2nd out of 12 okay! VERY GOOD FOR A FIRST TIMER HAHA! omg i want a PSP! OR DS LITE!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!

P.S: posted just a few pictures because there's like TONS of photos and i'm too tired to dl all so i dl a few first, wait for shey to send me everything together!

end of the week soon (:

2007-10-11T21:14:00.000+08:00

tomorrow marks the end of my self-declared holiday! well, cant have too many self-declared holidays huh, or i might as well not go to school! well today was a pretty busy day! but not disclosing anything yet! soon i promise! hmm i think today alot of people from my class didnt go to school. reminds me of mass ponning session in sec4. when more than half the cohort skipped school. and my class had a record of only 6 people attending lessons! LOL. but we skipped school for a reason, the next day was the exams! took the day off to study (: oh how i miss the good old times. but today definitely different from those days. sorry ah i get abit nostalgic once in a while. okay most of the time. but i am already trying not to live in memories, but move on with my life. not that i'm going to forget them though. never :D

well i felt a little guilty from cutting class so i did my econs tutorial just now. well i always do it anyway. err almost. however FOM is still untouched. i just dont feel like doing the stupid informatics thing! and i actually saw the company today la. i was cursing at it haha. crazy. nevermind. i shall find my article for CRS first. previous one got rejected zzz!

random, but what is with pouting?! IT'S EVERYWHERE..(like juon)!

anw i'm not going for RIO camp alr. i guess it's still pretty weird. it's been half a year but i barely know anyone from primers la. other than POC people. not to say i regret joining POC though. nope i dont. i was pretty okay about going to GYL camp w/o knowing anyone (well, technically!) but hey, RIO is going to be pretty rough (it's rough it out right..?! DUH!) and i wont feel comfortable without anyone i know well la. it's very difficult to explain but the feeling is just.. wrong. nevermind! anyway my mum will probably nag at me if i have yet another school event. which is not alot what T.T

tomorrow's a long day! SPSS TEST! o.0 after school meeting with airens XD wheeee!

oh well. i am off to find my article and then read annual reports. BLARDEE...!

hope to see you tomorrow! XD

wrong usage of time =X

2007-10-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

okay i just spent all my time doing the CD ppt even though it's the least urgent assignment! but what to do, it's the easiest, and informatics is killing me! but anw i like my ppt alot! spent so much effort on it! but i dont believe in animations so i didnt do any =X

reminders:

econs tutorial (due friday)
FOM - competitors (due saturday)
to bring photo for gems (friday)
spss test (friday)
indemnity form + money for RIO camp (friday)
find article for CRS and email to tutor (friday)

no idea if i'm confirmed going for RIO camp though. abit dont feel like it =X nvm if nat's going den i'll go also lor hehe. if i go then my weekends for the next few weeks byebye alr. this weekend doing FOM project. (NO LIFE!!!) next weekend going to see ghosts hehe. night ex! am quite looking forward to it actually :D next next weekend will be camp. and i really wonder if there's still sailing camp la! walao. i alr cancelled out on mentoring camp. since it clashes with night ex. i think. they never inform us or anything leh. =X then after RIO camp will be elearning week. then after that is MST! zomg. i'm pretty screwed this sem. dont understand pacc at all la! the lecturer is seriously like T.T he tries very hard at joking though. not to say that he's successful at all.

lecturer: "COPY ALL! KOPI-O AH, NOT TEH-O!"
everyone else: =.=!! WALAO....!

and not to mention that i forgot to bring my specs today. WALAO! i could hardly see whatever is on the board or screen la. zzz. almost pointless going to school.

after school met up for FOM proj. we're always like, so lost la. but at least today we've managed to umm decide on the factors that we're going to concentrate on. this PBL is so screwed la. anyone wanna help us, feel free to okay. cuz we're seriously damn lost.

self-declared holiday tomorrow! i am so damn slack. no wonder i am super screwed this sem. i wonder what's wrong with me. or maybe school is just too boring. and i am not at all motivated to work. who want to motivate me? what can motivate me?

i think i've kinda found out the reason why the hell did i choose DBA. because everyone else is doing business. stupid sia omg. and i have no idea what option i'm choosing. marketing was my first choice but after taking FOM (which i thought was fun, well it might be but the damn informatics thingy changed my opinion!) i am starting to have second thoughts. i dont think i am good enough to take marketing. it's challenging and requires fast thinking, and i am just uhh.. not good enough lor. it's between marketing, HRM, and retail. not going into supply chain. nope. omg the options DBA offer is like so.. ZZZ la. i have no idea what to take!! argh.

now when ppl ask me what's my ambition, i realise i have no answer to that. and business is like.. kind of not me. well i didnt realise it before but being a business(woman), you have to be scheming and cunning to succeed. sorry but that's not my nature. so i dont think i'm cut out to be one lor. besides i am such a slow thinker. in business you have to be fast on your feet and mind. oh well. i just hope to have this figured out soon. i dont wanna live my life as a wanderer. i want to enjoy what i do next time. and not work for the sake of working, for the sake of earning a living.

YEAH SELF-DECLARED HOLIDAY! :D

okay i should get started on my work already. AND SO SHOULD YOU!

funny how fate thinks that this is all a game.

!@#$%^&$^#@!!!!!!!!!!

2007-10-09T20:44:00.000+08:00

ignore this post if you cant stand my rantings.

tired of all these bullshit.

or maybe i'm just too tired out from all the work (what work, you ask) that we're currently bombarded with, bloody informatics makes no sense at all! CD is still quite okay.. at least we're given the freedom to do anything we want, so we got it settled pretty quickly.

well i finally realised something about myself. that i'm not one who can work well under stress. and my emotions usually gets the better of me. like if i'm pissed off, i wont be able to work properly till i cool off. and food usually does the trick thank goodness :) sorry to my groupmates man.. for being pissed today! i will learn to control my emotions okay.

did i tell you how much i cant stand bossy people. people who need to have their own way no matter what. damn irritating. who died and made you king/queen of the universe? what about the opinions of other people? crap? rubbish? bullshit? sorry but this is a democratic world we're living in.. and everyone has a say. reality check please.

i think i looked quite suicidal when walking home LOL. but i am obviously not la. i will not be so stupid can. zzz! i think i am just damn tired lor. resulting in my shitty attitude today. and i can even sleep whilst standing on the train! wow win already.

haiz i should really stop this rubbish post and just do FOM. cant wait for thursday and ultimately friday when i meet the people who can cheer me up no matter what (:

it takes time, and i'm feeling better now. thanks to those who cared. (:

STONING..!

2007-10-09T08:51:00.000+08:00

stonestonestonestoneSTONES.. STONING.

anyway when i was searching for stones in deviantart a came across the above picture.. wow i think it's super cool can! message of the picture rings out very clearly! damn cool :D amazing how people creative people can be.. and how art can actually speak so much! but too bad i'm nothing near artistic lol! welll i can draw a pig with just circles..? =X not too amazing huh lol.

in ITAB now.. obviously explains my current state of mind - STONING. ITAB 8am in the morning.. it's just crazy and inhumane!

not to mention that even school ends at 2 today and 1 tomorrow i'll probably leave school at only 5+ on both days.. doing CD and FOM project.. sigh! no life-r! nvmm thursday is coming really soon! the day when i can not go to school! but i think there's some meeting for classreps by SBclub.. uhh whatever la i'm not going to school just for that lor hmph!

night ex next week! shit i think we're kinda mad going to haunted places, esp me who dont even dare to watch horror movies, plus my overactive imagination..! but i think it shd be quite an umm.. eyeopener lol! plus it should be quite fun la haha!

mama. 1hr50mins more to go. ZZZ! hungry alr. itab ALWAYS makes me hungry!! econs and fom lecture later. zzz. i have v short attention span. i cant sit still!! urghh!

THIS POST IS SO POINTLESS LOLL.

5 days to friday!

2007-10-07T20:05:00.000+08:00

tessa, tricia, chewlong and me (not in order, but i think i am the shortest one =X) during guitar bbq this year :D to celebrate our juniors' gold with honours! err dont ask what's with the retarded post LOL. totally random! miss guitar loads!

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well i realise i am not really afraid of walking home alone even though it's dark. because i have a companion, or even more than 1, when i am walking home. sometimes they disappear, but i know that there's always at least one following me. no it's not something that i'm not supposed to see. in fact, everyone has it! yep, it's my shadow! :D it's like a silent companion that walks me home everyday, even though it wont help much if i meet something dangerous (like a cockroach!) but at least i know it'll be by my side no matter what.. not that's it's useful actually =.=! ok the main point is, i am quite fascinated by my shadow(s), i like to look at them when i'm walking home, so i feel a little safer and also taller! hehe!

but i wouldnt like anything else to follow me home esp after night ex though.. =X CHOYCHOY!!

okay anyway! i had a happy stuffing session today! woke up early (10am is early for a SUNDAY!!!) in the morning, went for brunch with my extended family! i love my family alot :D always have alot of laughters and rubbish! and it's a-la-carte buffet style.. omg.. we ordered like sooo much food! like my cousin said, we're the first to arrive but last to leave, but no choice since we're all big eaters loll! lunch ended at around 2+, came back home and i felt very very tired after eating so much, i wanted to rest a bit so i laid on my bed.. but who knows i fell asleep all the way till 5 =X wow i feel like a pig can! sleep, eat, sleep, eat! 6+ went for dinner even though we're all still damn full..! so now i'm like feeling very very bloated and guilty for not doing any work this whole weekend.. and i am here blogging! yay me!

AND I REALISE TUESDAY GOT SOME ITAB CA ON ACCESS LA. SHIT! the last ITAB lesson i was stoning and totally not listening la. couldnt catch up with the teacher so gave up. but i dont feel like doing access today! i think later i go find the article for CRS, and the stupid shares thing for FOM.. i tried on sat but i couldnt find anything! or more like understand anything.

next week's gonna be pretty busy! thank goodness PACC tutorial is moved to only 1 hr on weds :D that means i can not go to school on thurs! anw there's only pacc and econs lecture.. i know i shouldnt be ponning but i have something v v important on! shan't say anything yet, wait till the plan carries out successfully then i will elaborate k! i am sacrificing sth very impt if i pon sch on thurs ok. but no choice hehe! and friday i am meeting the next most impt ppl in my life, after my family, the airens! :D wheeee! happy!

REMINDERS FOR MYSELF:
tomorrow 9-5. sian. at night MS ACCESS.
tues 8-2, technically. but staying back to do FOM/CD proj. sian. do pacc tutorial at night.
weds 9-1. do econs tutorial since you wont be free on thurs.
fri 8-5. spss test. bring a photo that you like for GEMS. meeting airens at night!

pending projects/work:
CD - FAMILY
CD - CIP (get it settled by weds!)
FOM - PBL1
CRS - SOME ARTICLE THINGY.

brainblock. dont know still got what else. wah sian !

okay time to get started on what is supposed to be done nong nong ago. =X

a day to rot.

2007-10-06T14:21:00.000+08:00

I MISS MY FRIENDS!! ALOT!

esp my dearest airens! it's been FOREVER since all of us hung out together can! BLOODY PROMOS! i cant wait for the next time we meet.. which is pretty soon if all goes well ;D

this is one of my fav photos! firstly because my fav people are inside.. and our expressions are like damn funny la! haha! i'm supposed to bring a photo that i like for next gems lesson.. i'll probably go develop this and bring it (:

even though we're all in different schools, have different schedules, and are living very different lives now, i want you guys to know that you're all very much missed by caho! it's getting very very difficult for all of us to meet up frequently but we'll still try yea?? afterall we've come this far (: and if you'll just feel like hanging out ANYTIME, feel free to call me yea, who knows i might just be free! (like how i am rotting at home now! ok actually i have tons to do but i dont feel like doing any!) take care guys! :D

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something random

Hi, my name is:
CARRIE

but you can call me:
CAHO

Never in my life have I:
HAD A PET. FISHES DONT COUNT!

The one person who can drive me nuts is:
JAC OOI. HER AND HER CONSTANT RC-ING!!!

My high school is:
ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL :D

When I’m nervous:
I'LL GO "OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGHOWHOWHOWHOWHOWSHITTTTTT!" NONSTOP

The last song I listened to was:
FOR YOU I WILL - TEDDY GIEGER

If I were to get married right now it would be to:
WONDER WHY THE HELL AM I GETTING MARRIED AT AN AGE OF 17 WHEN I'M STILL SO YOUNG AND THERE'S SO MUCH FOR ME TO DO IN MY YOUTH AND I'M OFF TO BE A HOUSEWIFE?!

My hair is:
SHORT! ALWAYS HAS BEEN!

When I was 4:
I DIDNT HAVE BROTHERS YET. NO BROTHERS TO QUARREL AND FIGHT WITH, TO GIVE WAY TO, TO NAG AT, TO COMPLAIN TO MUM ABOUT THEM, TO TEACH THEM MATH/CHINESE/ENGLISH/SCIENCE/WHATEVERSUBJECTS, TO BE IRRITATED... BUT WITHOUT MY BROTHERS MY LIFE WILL INDEED BE VERY BORING!

Last Christmas:
WASNT WHITE!

I should be:
DOING TUTORIALS AND GETTING STARTED ON MY PROJECTS.

When I look down I see:
THE FLOOR.

The happiest recent event was:
I'M HAVING A BRAINBLOCK! BUT I GUESS IT WAS GYL CAMP! THAT IS CONSIDERED AN EVENT RIGHT LOL. THOUGH NOT VERY RECENT.

If I were a character on ‘Friends’ :
MY BEST FRIENDS WILL STAR WITH ME :D

By this time next year:
I SHOULD BE IN YR2. DUH!

My current gripe is:
PROJECTS!

I have a hard time understanding:
MY CLASS, GUYS, AND SOMETIMES MYSELF.

There’s these girls:
WHO I KNOW, WHO I WILL GO ON MY FIRST OVERSEAS FRIENDS-ONLY TRIP WITH, WHO I'VE KNOWN SINCE SEC 1, WHO WE'VE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH TOGETHER, WHO ARE MOSTLY SHORT EXCEPT ONE CRAZILY TALL ONE, WHO I CAN RELATE TO AND RUBBISH WITH, WHO I HAVE LOADS OF FUN WITH TOGETHER, WHO ARE FROM DIFF SCHOOLS AS ME, WHO I MISS ALOT, WHO ARE MY BEST FRIENDS FOREVER, WHO WILL NV EVER BE REPLACED :D

If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be:
MY PARENTS!

I want to buy:
A DS LITE/PSP! BUT SOMETHING MORE AFFORDABLE WILL BE MORE SHORTS. HEHE.

I plan to visit:
EVERY COUNTRY IN THE WORLD! GO BACKPACKING! OR MAYBE JUST MY GRANDMA'S HOUSE HEHE.

If you spent the night at my house:
WE WILL HAVE A MOVIE MARATHON AND PIG OUT ON JUNK FOOD ALL NIGHT!

The world could do without:
BOSSY PEOPLE!

Most recent thing I’ve bought myself:
YTD I BOUGHT A DONUT :D FC6~!

Most recent thing someone else bought me:
UH MY PARENTS JUST BOUGHT ME LUNCH?? LOL!

My middle name is:
(BLANK). MY FULL NAME GOT 4 WORDS, NO MIDDLE. UNLESS YOU COUNT THE SPACINGS. THEN THE MIDDLE IS A SPACE. =/

In the morning I:
WAS A GOOD GIRL WHO HELPED MY MUM WASH THE TOILETS HEHE! SAT MORNINGS ARE OUR FAMILY HOUSE CLEANING DAY. SOUNDS NICE BUT IT'S ACTUALLY BEING A MAID. (I PREFER WASHING TOILETS TO CLEANING FURNITURES!)

Last night I was:
SLEEPING LOR.

There’s this guy I know who:
SINGS DAMN WELL AND WRITES NICE SONGS! WELL GUESS WHO! HAHA! (WHO ELSE!)
(contemplated writing someone else but decided against it HAHAHA)

If I was an animal I’d be a:
KANGAROO. BOING! OR MAYBE A KOALA. SLEEP ALL DAY!

A better name for me would be:
I LIKE MY NAME XD

Tomorrow I am:
GOING TO DREAD THE NEXT DAY.

Tonight I am:
GOING TO SLEEP.

My birthday is:
050790 PLEASE REMEMBER THANKYOU!

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am obviously very bored. i shall finally go and catch up on 终极一家. errr let me recall which episode i stopped at =/

OH YES. how could i forgot. sometimes i really wonder if poly is really the right choice for me. because i chose to come to SP, i missed another holiday this year! firstly my bros went to bangkok WITHOUT ME. nevermind. then now they're going off to KOREA (i know, again, but korea is v nice!) WITHOUT ME AGAIN!!! arghh! and just because i'm not having hols in nov! what the..! good lor now they have the chance to see and feel real snow and i dont =( but well life's unfair like that. BUTBUTBUT i feel so unjustified! they're flying off on a saturday night, my mum is going off to phuket for some company activity on friday, and will only be back on sunday, so only left my dad and me at home la..! ZZZ. rawrrr irritating!

HAHAHA he is damn cute can! but do you call him r chord or a chord? dont know la whatever! he's damn cute in 终极一家 but even cuter in hanakimi! 大树!! haha! wow to think that i was quite on about hanakimi when it was showing.. but i didnt even finish it till today la! still at ep 13 LOL. 15 episodes all together! and i actually stopped at ep 20 of 终极一家. watched till 23 already =X damn slow! but nvm take my time!

LALALALA~~!

fruit tarts!

2007-10-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

o.0 blackboard is actually counting down to 5th e-learning week.. err WTH?! lol. boliao can. not looking forward to e-learning week. too much hw!

was playing gunbound with leonel just now lol. omg la i actually remembered by past user ID and password! i tried every single possibility and just when i was about to give up.. TADAH!! :D so people, nv give up till the very last moment! anw i really suck at GB. kept missing! and hitting the wrong places! ZZZ! lousy hahaha.

yayyyyy week 2 is overrr! am thinking whether to go night expedition or not.. but i have a feeling it clashes with mentoring camp! if more ppl go for night ex den i will prob choose night ex hehehe. anyone else wanna go? SHEEENA JIAYING LAYTING NAT YOU GUYS?! maybe we can all go and scare ourselves tgt! :D i know i sound damn brave but uhh.. it's actually otherwise =X

i think i'm beginning to like my gems actually! it's quite interesting, learn more about your personality! something i really like :D so gems is not such a bad thing afterall. but i am still damn quiet in class though hehehe. like totally introverted la! i dont dare to talk to people. because like they all know each other alr, then so weird. ahhh. nvm things will get better! :D

i was proactive during econs tutorial hehe! i volunteered to do qn2 because that's the only qn i was confident of, and i only did 3 qns =X opps! time to be more hardworking caho! i was writing on the board, write till my hand cramped so many times la! walao. dont know why my ans so long also zzz. the econs teacher is nice but her lessons ALWAYS have this hypnotising effect lor. damn sleepy! and i was complaining that i was hungry the whole time hehehe.

till now still havent settle the damn CIP thing. i thought CIP is supposed to be fun lor. and i chance for the class to bond. i think too much and too far la. cant even settle on a place and a day. well i did ask in class but i only got like hmmms and anything here and there. one word i really cant stand is "anything" or "whatever". cant you just give a definite ans!? well i tried. got no ans. i'm trying again. this time i emailed all the grp leaders and get them to come up with a grp decision. hope we will get it settled by monday. we already have so many projs on hand, we cant afford to waste more time just to decide on a place to do CIP la!

week 3: SPSS test
week 4: CD presentation - FAMILY
week 4: FOM PBL1 report and presentation
week 5-7: CRS: to find a newspaper article (by week 3/4!), and write essay on your opinions about the article.

this is all i can remember for now. random stuff here and there. zomg. it's starting to get busyyyyy! we barely got started on anything la. and 2 projs due in 2 weeks. die.

well time to get some work done! maybe get started on FOM. or SPSS. i dont know. zzz sian!

do you know

2007-10-04T20:35:00.000+08:00

hehe the 3 of us wore little miss/mr shirts today! both of them paka-ed but for me it was totally coincidental! so cool right! but today like suddenly alot of ppl wearing little miss! and i saw another mr but it was on a guy LOL. yay mr happy! i like his biggg smile :D

only 2nd week and i've alr ponned the first time for this sem! PACC lecture. well i'd predicted that it'll come true anyway. i attend lectures for the teachers. and of course to learn. but if i learn nothing there (i.e go in confused and come out with even more question marks) and time passes sooo slowly and the lecturer has a damn irritating voice.. i'd rather not attend thank you. i know i keep complaining about the pacc lecturer but he is really that jialat. so me and sheena were at the benches whilst everyone else attended lecture. i did econs tutorial ok. at least i'm more productive outside lol. though i didnt manage to complete econs, got stuck like so many times. zzz. then i played cake mania and bomberman again LOL. i'm damn hooked la! but i kept dying...! walao i pon one lecture then i got so many ORH-HOR from people.. =X okay i will try my very very best not to pon because we only need 75% attendance. i will try okay. TRY. hehe.

so basically today was damn slack. pacc tutorial at 10, 12-4 break for me and sheena LOL. but from 3-4 we were doing FOM proj. i'm supposed to find out more about their shares. eh anyone care to explain shares to me?! i catch no ball!! i'm starting to panick about this proj.. and it's only the first PBL for goodness sake!! zomg.

and my class havent decided/called on any organisation for CD. walao eh. tml we're gonna get it from the teacher for being so inefficient.

i have a feeling i have loads of stuff to do and get ready for the next few weeks.. but my memory is failing me and i have no idea WHAT are they!! zomg.

i think i have to be more hardworking. really! like dont even HARBOUR thoughts of ponning lectures.. unless it's pacc then it's a different story :D but i am alr thinking of ponning next thurs la, since sch starts at 2!! no pacc tutorial, moved forward to weds! but i shall think about it first =P

hehe sheena was damn excited the whole day huh! i bet you must be damn full now! pls dont PS so much alr huh! hahaha! :D

2! well technically 3 but..! XD

lex'mas (:

2007-10-03T22:27:00.000+08:00

SB amazing race groupmates! err we dont exactly have a name but we're team 2! nat lost the pic with our runner =( sad!

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i love wednesdays! there's only 2 lectures and the day ends at 1! whee! but there's a timewaster aka two-hour break in between, sian! jiaying brought uno cards so we killed time playing uno whilst the other table was playing poker cards lar =X then we played heart attack and no matter how hard we tried to play it silently, it will never work because someone will either scream heart attack or everyone else scream when someone heart attacked LOL. stupid! then each round ppl will turn around and stare at us cuz we will scream damn loudly. got one time i shouted 'heart attack!' damn loudly la! and i couldnt control it, it just came out of me! MALUATING! hahahah funny!

omggg i really hate pacc lectures! that lecturer took 1 hour to go through 2 pages of theory!! he either treats us like idiots or he take his time to explain every point that is REDUNDANT and common-sensical! no wonder i resorted to playing games on my handphone and shutting down on him! speaking of my handphone, i've got new games to play thanks to a website from jiaying hehe! i have games like BOMBERMAN (!!!!) and cake mania and spiderman3! LOL! it made time pass so fast on the train! i played cake mania all the way from simei to buona vista la! but it also drained my battery damn fast! if i play everyday i will have to charge my phone everyday lol. well i guess this will make do TILL i get a PSP/DS LITE! i've decided to save up for one when the next long hols come and i can go and work! and this time MUCH longer than my previous stint(s) please. 3 and 5 days respectively =X i feel so useless LOL.

but really.. chopra was so much better though she had some kind of attitude problem. but at least her teaching is fine. this one ah.. tsktsk. =X

fom lecture was good :) i like this lecturer, in contrast with the pacc lecturer! at least this guy makes the lesson interesting though sometimes he goes offtrack but he makes time goes ALOT faster!

after sch went to clementi kbox! service was ok but the room wasnt lol. the toilet there was plain GROSS and halfway through the central airconditioning broke down or something and FIRST TIME i go kbox it was hot! everytime i go it'll be freezing cold. but it was FUN! yay i like going to kbox! going to no voice le hahaha!

ramanan told me mrs kee (ptn) said me and him gotta go for some principal farewell on 7 nov at convention centre. class reps. 330 to 600. 330 LEH!! walao! i end school at 1!! every class rep have to go or what? or is it we suay?! anyone else going tell me k :)

tired!

i've lost myself!

2007-10-02T09:55:00.001+08:00

in ITAB now.. stop mocking ongton! grrr!

almost 2 hours in this freezing room already.. one more hour to go zzz! it's so torturous in here! i have no idea what's going on.. i've totally lost myself in the lesson.. the screen is so bloody small see what! going to fail this time lor. i guess i have to learn it myself or get someone to teach me. what's going on?!!!!! arghh!

2 hours into the day and i'm damn hungry alr la. my mum fetched me to pasir ris mrt today, cuz my bro's school is at pasir ris. walao i reached dover at 7.5sth la. so late. as compared to what time i always reached. it's nice to sit all the way though lol. i was falling asleep everywhere and my butt almost cramped! hehe!

1 MORE @#%^$&%# HOUR. and it's not even break after ITAB!! it's econs lecture.. dang i'm really hungry! shall go buy sth to eat before econs hehe.

I CANT SIT STILL!! i think i got attention deficiency problem lor.

sheena is a huge flowereater la hahaha. eh eat so many later you stomachache sia! hehe!

speaking of which i didnt feel like LS-ing all day! :D i'm just damn hungry!!!

i like posting a picture before i post nowadays hehe. i love deviantart!

AND I'M DAMN HUNGRY.

i'm paragraphing alot huh. hehehe. i'm just damn bored! AND HUNGRY!!

i cant stop harping on the fact that i'm VERY. VERY. HUNGRY. it's growling!! grrrrrrooowlllll~~

natalie is sooo evil hahah! but we're currently having great fun laughing at people lol. i know it's damn bad but it's sooo funny! and it's a form of self-entertainment hehehe! what to do. IT'S ITAB!!! grrr!

maybe i should stop my post here alr. i'm talking wayy to much rubbish.

WALAO EH i wanna go swimming today. but i'm still having badd muscle aches!

JIAYING AND SHEENA I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS LOLL.

HUNGRY!

happy LS day!

2007-10-01T20:37:00.000+08:00

walao. dont know i eat wrong thing or what. my stomach was working up the whole day. well it does say that too much lakerol has laxative effects.. =X but i'm pretty sure i didnt stuff like 10 lakerols in my mouth no matter how much i love it okay! urgh i hate this feeling.. i cannot eat my donuts because i scared later it will affect my stomach more! but ever since i had donuts from donut factory and J.Co i dont like FC6 donuts that much anymore, because FC6 donuts are like so oily compared to the soft and non-oily ones from donut fac and J.Co! but i like the choc still! :D currently hooked on fruit tarts! i'm slowly learning the art of eating fruit tarts properly without it crumbling hehe!

hmm maybe it's because whatever goes in, must come out. i did eat quite alot today. eh actually not alot what. noodles, fruit tart and sandwiches. all at different timings some more leh. i just hope it'll clear by today so i wont have a sucky day at school tomorrow! zzz!

i still cant face the fact that my mondays start at 9. zomg. it used to start at a wonderful 1!! whatever happened!! urgh! uh well. i guess we had our fair share during first sem. now it's time to pass it on to others, let them have a chance to start their mondays late.

stats lecture first thing in the morning. bored to death. almost. hehe.

CRS tutorial next. really like GP sia! well we learnt that we shouldn't trust straits times so easily just because it's straits times lol.

2 hour break. rotted like ZZZ. we're thinking of things to do during breaks. too many long breaks and too little things to do. boring!

FOM tutorial. had the library workshop thing. OMG boring! but it was actually quite useful if you know how to use it hehe. 2 hours leh. then 1 hour doing PBL. so much more difficult than MOB's PBL. we were staring at the situation and our minds.. BLANK. jialat alr. =/

i am still aching from waist down today!! omg! was quite torturous to have to climb the steps and the hill.. omg!

but nvm.. 明天会更好 :D esp if it ends at 2! even though it starts at 8 and there's ITAB zzz!

i love wednesdays best! no need to bring laptop, just 2 lectures, and we're going kbox! FINALLY!! WHEEEEEEE!! LALALALA~~~!! HAHA!

i cant help but smile when i think back of the times we had together :D

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY EVERYONE!

urgh the weekends are going to be over JUST LIKE THAT!

2007-09-30T18:49:00.000+08:00

camwhoring when i was doing PACC tutorial hehe. i damn guai one okay lol. actually i forgot all about tutorials till today. but can only do PACC cuz econs havent teach finish and i dont know how to do anyway. hehe!

woke up aching all over. damn badly. and i had to walk over to eastpoint for lunch la walao. damn pain! so when i got home i got my butt stuck on my chair and refused to move if i can help it. if tomorrow still aching this badly then die alr. imagine climbing the hill AND all the stairs with my aching butt and legs.. OMG.

well i was trying to clear some space in my cupboard and i saw the book airens gave me for my birthday.. flipping through it never fails to make me smile, despite all the damn ugly photos of me inside LOL, but they are part of my memories, esp of the times i had with my fav people. eh if you'll very free next week can ask me out ok esp if i end school early :) miss you guys loads!

so technically i kept my promise! even though i only swam once this week, i ran like mad during AR so yah, that's twice a week already! :D yay! keep it up! you're gonna be macho caho soon!

random but i dont like chicken rice =X i dont mind the chicken but i dont like the rice! i dont like whatever spices they put inside.. like ginger and garlic and all that.. the taste is so strong and i get very disgusted by it ewww. but i had chicken rice for dinner and i say that my mum makes good chicken rice :D okay maybe because she used some ready-made paste for the rice so the taste of the spices is not strong, so it's not too bad! but at least my mum can cook, unlike me! hehe!

I. WANNA. GO. KBOX!!!

well till i get to go kbox.. i shall be content with singing in front of my lappy and in the bathroom i guess!

SB Amazing Race 2007!

2007-09-29T19:29:00.000+08:00

Wow amazing race is over just like that lol. very. very. tiring. my feet are aching, i have blisters on my heels, and my toenails feel like they're going to drop off. but hey, guess what, this is actually a form of exercise for us lol! eh not to mention we took transport alot. seeing the money disappear from the ezlink card is quite heartbreaking sia. but it was quite fun la actually! but i dont think i will join again next year?! maybe as helper lol. or i might just go mad again and join! but i seriously have no stamina then all of us cannot run for nuts la hahaha. so we were QUITE slow but hey we came in 10 out of 15 groups leh! CLAPCLAP! not bad le k! haha!

this post is going to be damn long and wordy so you dont have to read if you dont want to lol.

okay so woke up freaking early and reached school around 750am. 8+ the race started. first one have to search around the uhh starting point. that's in front of the convention centre and audi. yay i found the clue! ok then we got it figured out and rushed to next place.

MLT 8. got a few groups with us and they are like, GUYS?! run so freaking fast. very soon we all dying alr lol. in MLT 8 had to choose 1 puzzle to solve. one is uhh crossword, those fill in the blanks kind, and the other is sudoku. then after you finish the puzzle have to take out 10 green beans from a cup of red beans. was cracking our brains over the sudoku la. then all of a sudden we got it thanks to sharon brilliance! so we quickly had it checked then zao!!

west coast. they gave us a map of west coast park then got a few circled areas. turned out we had to try to erase the circled areas from the transparency then the one that could not be removed, that's where we're heading. adventure playground. wah this one huh. so we had to put our head in this bucket, hands only touching the bucket and not the water in the bucket, and there's an apple in the bucket, we had to bite the apple without lifting it out of the bucket then after biting out one piece, had to spit it into the hula hoop. 4 pieces. i totally didnt care, i just dunked my whole face in (holding my breath, of course! duh! like swimming lol!) pushed the apple to one side, and then bite! the spitting is more difficult lor. have to KAAAAAAAAAPUIIIIIIIII! lol! i think damn fun actually. but after that i was damn wet. but i'm quite proud of myself for doing it for the team! then after that had to eat watermelon. kns why all the amazing race like that one!! always eat watermelon. zz. we whacked the watermelon against a tree, which is NOT a smart move, because more than half the watermelon landed on the ground and became sandy la. then cannot eat. zzz 5 min penalty. then had to dig under the 'spiderweb' to find the next clue. those kids ah.. walao eh. weirong and sharon tried and sharon found it tycoedly! haha! numbers on the clue. of course use handphone la.

Tanjong Pagar railway station. in the end we cabbed there. can only cab once during the whole thing. malissa (our runner), natalie, and weirong went off first in the first cab. walao eh those cab drivers ah, see 5 people only assume we wanna squeeze all of us in. we also know cannot lar. zzz. then refuse to stop for us. then me and sharon walked away a bit. then finally got a cab. then both of us tried desperately to hail another one. we ALMOST wanted to call a cab, but then suddenly got this cab arrive! whee! nice uncle. got there pretty quickly. go there get clue only lor.

Maxwell food centre. took bus, thanks to directions from a kind lady. 食字路口. it's actually just to make us have lunch lar haha. the first and the last one was set. and had to have at least 2 dish in between. so we had:

nasi lemak, kuehs, siew mai, ice kachang

smart right! KUEHS!! haha! we bought 2 so become kuehs. LOL. we ate damn fast la. totally chiong. got other groups slowly have their meal lor. dunno we rush till so mad for what. then detour got 2 routes to choose from. we chose route B, which had places like speakers corner, merlion, and stamford raffles statue. kind of a mistake la, the second route is better. but before that we couldnt figure what is the "2 pairs of chopsticks between suntec city and swissotel." later we realised it was the war memorial thingy. zzz la! but nvm lol.

ok so we went off to speakers corner first. damn far haha. we walked past the whole china town. i think. anyway. we lost out so much at this station. cuz there's a stage. then one of us have to be up there. the other 3 down there, one person have to use mouth to catch the marshmallow. dipped in hersheys choc. then the other 2 have to prevent the marshmallows from dropping on the floor. if not forfeit. okay so i was the one catching and natalie throwing. big mistake. the one at the bottom should be tall so it's easier lol. but when we realised it's too late, cannot change. so nvm just try lor. we saw so many groups come, catch all 3, and then go off. damn fast la zzz. i really suck at catching lor. but nvm we FINALLY finished it and we were lagging like mad la! zzz! then we dropped the most also LOL. forfeit quite easy la.

stamford raffles statue next. we dropped off at raffles place but we had no idea where it is. it's like, camouflaged la! so black how to see! we sought help from the staff at fullerton and shun bian go toilet LOL. reach there with another team, had to find 5 differences. quite fast la. then last station of detour already.

merlion. had to find a stranger and ask him/her to play charades with us. and it's the passing kind. we find angmohs lol cuz got alot there ma. then the ones we find quite smart. only we abit slow haha! got slowed down quite abit also.

expo. 2 other teams were stuck with us. so we worked together and tried to find the stationmaster who's roaming around there. damn big la the place. turn out felicia was at the foodcourt lol. we walk/ran/roll all the way to hall 1 leh! got the clue and went off.

i think we damn suay. we waited for trains for damn long. 2 trains at 6 min each, the expo to tanah merah train for 12 minutes la! walao! by then my blister burst and start to bleed le but no plaster lol. ok so next one is the "stairway to heaven at pasir ris park". i distinctly remembered seeing a big stairs at pasir ris park but i dont know where is it nearer to! and the bus captain not very helpful also. but we decided to take 403 to pasir ris park anyway. thanks shey for reminding me that it's near a maze lol. we looked at a map and found the maze, asked the bicycle shop uncle and we found our way there! WHEEE! the other group on the same bus at us took all the way to the end la. lol. they thought it was at the playground. next time if amazing race got the stairs AGAIN ah, i will know where it is already. think that time student camp got one station also at the stairs. eh no is guitar amazing race! lol! okay so we went there and then played pictionary on the beach. draw on the sand. i draw-er LOL. and i took off one shoe when we reached pasir ris park la. bloody blister. literally. easier to walk like that but the socks damn dirty after that lol so i threw it away when i got home. got plaster from the stationmaster there.

last station at downtown east. so we walked from pasir ris park. oh then damn retarded. we saw downtown east so we tried to find a way to get in. we passed escape. passed wild wild wet. OMG why no gate to get in!! we were at aranda country club already. then we saw a hole in the fence. we hesitated. should we go in? will we get caught?? we decided not to, so we walked on.. walk walk walk. short distance away we saw a BIGGER hole. and this time we went in LOL! omg la! damn funny! first time doing this kinda things but we werent doing anything bad what, we just want to get to the last place PRONTO! omg you cant imagine how RELIEVED we are when we saw the rest!! :D

came in 10th like i said earlier! yay i'm proud of us! even though we didnt come in first or even anywhere near top 5, we did pretty well! considering we all no stamina de lol.

freaking tired!

you are the music in me :D

it's every little thing you do.

2007-09-28T19:47:00.000+08:00

TGIF!!!!! :DD

WHEEEE! end of the first week! happy happy!

okayy so started school at a freaking 8am. crazy. CD first lesson. it's basically just CIP la. uh no comments about what was going on. you'll know that once i start ranting, i cant stop. so i shan't be bothered. :) then had econs tutorial. the slackest one by far. checked sem1 results and that's it. omg la! then those who didnt have gems had 4 1/2 hour break. whee to them lol. okay i'm quite happy with my sem1 results but of course i can do better this sem cant you, caho?! :D i am going to mugmugmug! since i found the main library a very nice place to mug lol. okay so we basically rotted in FC4 till 1. saw the hey gorgeous crew and the rest of them went mad upon seeing nat ho. o.0 i dont even know who is he la. they're all like swooning and gushing and OMGing over him.. hor sheena ng!? HAHA!

then at 1255 went off for gems. the teacher started already la. then so damn paiseh to walk in like that. zzz. the course sounds quite interesting lor. and my class is still okay la. but i dont know leh. i like very introverted when i just start to meet new people. or maybe it's just weird that most of them have someone that they know. then i become loner sia so sad =( HAHA! okay la not so bad. i think will make friends in time to come lor. first hour the teacher talk and talk. i was very fidgety la. cant sit still. then second hour icebreakers. damn lame one. dunno whatever fruit salad and some weird stuff la. ok whatever but at least we interacted abit. and sad to say i forgot most of the names. everyone looks alike leh! and their face and name abit no link haha! okay there isnt supposed to be a link so dont mind me =/

then went for stats late. gems ended late and me and lay took our time to walk back to SB lol. did SPSS CA3 revision. actually i realise SPSS is not that bad leh. it's understandable, just have to refer to the notes to learn certain things. the stats lecturer only make everything damn blur and he doesnt even know his stuff la.. we have to correct his answers like wth can. so i was basically just ignoring his rambling and just doing it on my own. i think i might just pass the test! :D

SB amazing race tomorrow. 8am at school can. zzz. ON A SATURDAY! omg. but nvm i hope it'll be fun huh! if not i shall just create fun out of nothing lol. zi-high! :D and so many black pearl ppl join lor. participants include me, kaiyin, darren, kah hung, kevin, thien hoon. then vivian is helper lol. i didnt expect to see so many familiar faces la haha. and so many groups are all guys. it's going to be difficult to outrun them. and obviously with me in the group we cant run very far or very fast. so we are going to outwit and outplay. and of course, most importantly, HAVE FUN :D

i'm currently hooked on HSM2 and hairspray songs! whee i love musicals!

and i also love fishballs! :D i eat mostly fishballs when i buy food from the yong tau foo stall lol. and i had fishballs from old chang kee on the way home! hungry ma. lol!

best friends care for each other. so if i have to scare you with stomach cancer and stomach ulcer and whatnot, or if i have to forcefeed you, i will, so that you will eat no matter how busy you are! take care of yourself okay! and that applies to all my friends huh! dont neglect eating because you're too busy or whatever. (how can you do that in the first place lar! i can never ignore my tummy.. whether it's rumbling or not!) so PLEASE EAT, people! :D

from afar.

friday tomorrow :D

2007-09-27T18:52:00.000+08:00

WITHOUT LOVE :)

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omg today was a total waste of time.

went to school at 10. pacc tutorial. downloaded some software thingy and tutorial ended in 45 minutes. all of us were like.. HUH?!! SO EARLY?! 3 HOUR BREAK LEH WLAO! and lugging our damn heavy bag and stupid laptop we headed to FC5. 1 hour later me and layting went to main library. i know this sounds damn retarded but this is our first time there LOL! because it's so freaking far from SB! and usually we dont leave SB unless we need to. so it was quite o.0 to see other people from other school haha! when we FINALLY found our way there (which took quite some time!) we realised there was loads of people. so we pretended to know our way around even though we were quite lost in that place lol! we went all the way up to the top floor and realised none of them has fiction books, so we realised it's at the first floor =X took some time to figure out how to get to the first floor! confusing can! ok then when we finally got our books and tried to check out.. oppsie another problem! we dont know how to! but thanks to the librarian and a helpful person we managed to get our books lol. damn retarded! but nvm at least i know now HAHA!

after the freaking long 3 hour break we had pacc lecture. "PARMY SCHOOL MARMARTICS!" LOL CAN!? walao eh the lecturer is damn boring and the way he speaks is either damn amusing or annoying. either way i was in my screensaver/sleeping mode during lecture. then after that ANOTHER BREAK! kns! so many break for what! we could have got through the day in just 4 hours! zzz! then rotted outside the lecture hall.. then later went in for econs lecture. caught no ball!

i'm gonna die for this sem. work doubly hard!

talk only la caho. haha!

i can foresee lessons ending damn early tomorrow so we will end up having loads of break in between. got break also complain, no break also complain. really complain kings and queens sia lol. but thank goodness the first week is almost over! 16 weeks to go :D that's 4 months!

OMG 4 MONTHS OF SCHOOL. ZZ!

yaryar sheena now spring then got flowers blooming everywhere LOL.

coincidence?? XD

i ish gots fru.

2007-09-26T15:12:00.000+08:00

(the poster is telling you/me not to exercise when you/i have flu. no more swimming?! LOL. no this is not an excuse to slack off! it's a reason :P)

it all started with a stupid sore throat. now my throat is better but my nose is threatening to runaway. running still not so bad. what i cant stand is it being blocked. how to sleep in peace!?! but nvm it's nothing much yet.. i hope it doesnt worsen!

there's some drilling going on near my house now.. so irritating! whirrr. pause. whirrr. pause. whirrr. pause. whirrr. pause. WHIRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! zzz!

pacc will suck alot from now on. especially when we got some lecturer who is damn monotone and he speaks like some MP on a rally. and apparently he likes Umbrella alot? he keeps going "eh eh eh". i never felt like sleeping so much in a lecture before lor. and he is so slow. takes forever to explain GST. hello not that difficult to understand right. no need to repeat so many times! boring la.

then after pacc lecture got 2 hour break. walao eh waste time. practically ROTTING. then went back mlt10 for fom lecture. still not so bad. but it was so boring and a waste of time. i can foresee myself starting to pon wednesdays.... =X we spent 2 hours trying to spot cute guys la LMAO. crazy people. but i didnt start it! haha!

first week if school isnt THAT bad actually. it's not hectic (YET!), but it's damn boring! rotted 90% of the time la. gems on friday. eh i hope my gems class will be fun la. then maybe, just MAYBE, i will start to enjoy school. or at least enjoy 1 lesson right.

why am i feeling sleepy half the time at school?!

dead blog dead blog. no should be dead tagboard. lalalala!

a grand total of 3 HOURS of break tomorrow. 2 actual break hours but 1 hour of 'fom project' which means, slacking off. if only that period is placed at the end of the day! then we can go home early :D

if only i have a book to read la. but all my books so thick and heavy, and my bag is heavy enough.

OH i know why i grew 2cm! because it was the hols period and i wasnt weighed down by a 5kg bag and a damn laptop everyday! but i think after this sem i'm going downdowndown again.. LITERALLY. maybe i will grow again during the end of year holidays, then when new year starts, i go down again.. neverending cycle! in the end still same height la. zzz.

CAN I NOT GO TO SCHOOL ANYMORE?! i have no more motivation to go to school! i have thought twice, thrice, (er what comes after thrice?) 4 times, 5 times, 6 times, 7 times.. 10000 times about my decision to come here but i still havent gotten a satisfactory answer on why the hell am i here and is this really the right one for me. Optimism will tell me to look at the bright side, hey at least i made new friends here. then Mr Pessimistic will say, aiya so what you can make friends in other schools/course also ma. but since you are here, what to do, just live with it lor. Optimism will then say, well since you are here, might as well make the best out of it, no matter how tough and boring it's gonna be, it's up to you to make your life here interesting and enjoyable.

ehh i should really listen to optimism. but who said it's going to be easy?

i am talking alot of rubbish now because my damn nose is blocked (i feel like sticking something up my nose but i will only cause it to hurt and even bleed and that's DAMN STUPID) and i am damn sleepy but i dont feel like doing anything, dont feel like watching 终极一家 either. i wanna sleep but it's such a weird timing to sleep and if i sleep now later i cannot sleep again how.

nvm shall go flick some channels on the boobtube (i think this is a damn funny term for tv!) and i will fall asleep sooner or later LOL.

thank you if you read this pointless and long entry.

then again all my entries are pointless and long.

so this is a pointless and long blog.

but I LIKE :D

cuteeeeee! :P

simple things.

2007-09-25T16:35:00.000+08:00

Sarah Beth is scared to death
To hear what the doctor will say
She hasn't been well
Since the day that she fell
and the bruise that just won't go away

so she sits and she waits with her mother and dad
and flips through an old magazine
Till the nurse with a smile stands at the door
and says Will You Please Come with Me?

Sarah Beth is scared to death
cause the doctor just told her the news
between the red cells and white
something's not right
but we're gonna take care of you

six chances in ten it won't come back again
with the therapy we're gonna try
its just been approved it's the strongest there is
and i think we caught in time
and sara beth closes her eyes

and she dreams she dancing around and around
without any cares
and her very first love
is holding her close
and the soft wind is blowing her hair

Sarah beth is scared to death
as she sits holding her mom
cause it would be a mistake
for someone to take a girl with no hair to the prom

for this morning right there on her pillow
was the cruelest of any surprise
and she cried when she gathered it all in her hands
the proof that she couldn't deny
sarah beth closes her eyes

and she dreams she dancing around and around
without any cares
and her very first love
is holding her close
and the soft wind was blowing her hair

it's quarter till seven
that boy's at the door
and her daddy ushers him in
when he takes off his cap they all start to cry
cause this morning where his hair had been
softly she touches just skin

and they go dancing around and around
without any cares
and her very first true love
is holding her close
for a moment she isn't scared...

this song talks about a girl who has, possibly, leukemia, and so she has to undergo chemotherapy, so of course she'll have to lose her hair right. then on prom night this guy actually shaved off his head so that she will feel better.. eh i dont really know how to explain but the lyrics tells the whole story i guess lol. very touching lyrics! :)

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i havent woke up at 6am for SCHOOL since the days in AHS! omg la. and i am sooo tired these days because i'm so used to having 12 hours of sleep (at least ok!) during the hols! so even when i went to sleep at 10+ yesterday, (and i knocked out straightaway!!) i was so sleepy today i kept yawning non-stop! and i snoozed a little during econs lecture =X i realise i dont really need to adjust my body clock. because when i am damn tired i will just sleep lol. so i dont sleep according to time. i sleep when my body tells me to. thank goodness?! i dont think i can stand falling asleep at 2 and waking up at unearthly hours like 6AM in the morning. and trying to stay awake the whole day.

anyway we were kinda late for ITAB2 in the morning. T2263?! which is freaking far zzz. the teacher is okay la. i kinda understood MS Access, probably because it's not that difficult?! but he talks ALOT and doesnt go to the main point. so when he starts rambling i shut off and do my own stuff until he actually teaches what we're supposed to learn. but it isnt all THAT bad. only i was damn hungry. ITAB always makes me hungry! actually lessons makes me hungry. nah, i am just hungry all the time. hehe!

then i saw vivian! HELLO :D oh and i saw kaiyin in the morning haha. and i saw leonel when i was going off to FOM lecture after break. yay it's nice to see familiar faces. i see lishi almost everyday, whenever we have lectures LOL. anw after ITAB we had econs lecture. i used to like econs alot. eh the first few chapters. but after that i caught no ball and it's so boring and i usually just shut down. but ahh i have to wake up and start listening! then break at 12. i hate lunchtimes at 12!! and we have 12noon lunch 3 times a week this sem. zzz! have to rush like a kanchiong spider to get seats la. and the whole canteen so crowded. then after that was fom lecture. i think i will like fom? lol! the lecturer is pretty okay. interesting hahaha.

sore throat the whole day!!! since yesterday night. and i happily bought oreo choc bubble tea home LOL. but i've been sucking on honeylemon strepsils the whole day and i desperately ate loads of pipagao, i like! :D

anyway after i came home i decided to keep my promise and i went swimming! and there's this girl who swam so freaking fast.. i swam 1 lap and she's already reached the other end and back. that means 2 laps. either she is damn fast or i am damn slow.. or both. gah! i just cant get it right. the timing. and my stamina like shit. zzz. nvm if i keep my regime up i will swim as fast as her one day! but i kinda regret stopping swimming for so long and now i have to train all over again. but well better late than never! :D

shall swim again later this week.

yay kbox next weds! :D dearest gary chaw!

eh black pearl outing anytime soon?! PLEASEEEEE XD

i love weds because it's so damn slack haha. 2 lectures and a 2-hour break between both lectures. kind of a waste of time but whatever, it's slack! thursday and friday are the killer days. okay actually it should be monday and friday. thursday is not THAT bad. friday is hell. tutorial all the way. CD, econs, break, GEMS, stats. zomg. 8-5 some more. i still cringe at the sight of my timetable. =X

MR NUS, hey gorgeous. he's got a very very nice smile! :D

CLICK HERE, then click on video on hunk's friends or something la. he's damn cute la! haha! friendster. VJC seh. smart ! and he's taking comm and new media o.0 eh i wanna go into communications actually haha! still not decided on my future route yet but that's not the point!

i'm rooting for him though! even though this is a lousy show =P

you make me smileee :D

you want the truth?

2007-09-24T18:49:00.000+08:00

first day of school. back in my *ahem* class. i really dont wanna talk about my class man. it's like we're being forced together to take lessons as 21 people, and that's about it. it sucks lor. i'm not being AP or whatever. i just thought.. it's time to be really honest. with myself, with everyone to reads my blog. i cant say i dont care about what you think of me, because that'll be a lie, but really, think whatever you want, because i have the right to love/hate my class. and currently, it's the latter. and it has always been actually. to be absolutely honest, i cant wait for next year when i can finally leave this class. unity, HAH. in FOM when you'll asked if we were united, sorry to say but i just cant bring myself to say yes, so i just smiled. i mean, our class is so clearly divided that even the new FOM teacher who just took us for one period can clearly see our cliques and whatever. it's just so... wrong. but i've long given up trying to unite this class. because it's impossible. so.. whatever, just let nature take its course. i shall just do my best in whatever i do. i am here to learn anyway. but thank goodness for sheena, jiaying and the rest of you guys. if not school, or rather, class, will suck even more. :)

ah well. 17 more weeks to endure. i'm hoping to keep myself busy with non-academic stuff like CCA (or whatever is left of it!) so i will stop bothering about my class. not that i am actually bothering now.. but yeah i cant deny that it still bothers me so. i need to stop bothering! it's just so useless. so yeah those who have good classes, eh treasure it okay.

anyway we had new lessons like CRS and FOM today. CRS is like GP la. but i think it's not so bad la. argumentative style and i quite like debates actually haha! and FOM sounds interesting lor! ehh marketing i mean! like, you have to keep thinking of new ways to keep one up over your competitors! and understand consumer behaviour, why human act this way and that way! I LIKE :D i guess that's still my first choice.. for now lol. eh i am trying to look at the bright side of my modules lol. afterall you'll have to take them so might as well look at them positively right.

but looking at stats positively is just IMPOSSIBLE. SPSS test in week 3, i'm so dead. anyone wanna teach?!

i struggled not to fall asleep during stats lecture today. first period, 9am leh. walao. then last night i hardly slept la. i went to bed around 10+ going 11, but my mind was still thinking and i dont know if i fell asleep or not, but i woke up at 12+ and didnt sleep all the way till 2+ going 3.. i was damn tired but my mind WILL NOT STOP THINKING! it keeps whirring and thinking of random stuff, and random songs kept playing in my head and it WILL NOT STOP! how to sleep like that. zzz. i had to drag myself out of bed la. i didnt hear my alarm ring for 15mins. =X

17 weeks to survive. oh well. i will get through this, i know i can! somehow i will! but this sem is going to be VERYYYY hectic. oh well.

friday got the 校花校草 thingy. 2.30 to 5.30 but i will be having classes lol. ah whatever la. watch on tv lor lol.

i realise i'm constantly hungry sia. must be the holiday syndrome.

i like raffles hotel chocolate mooncakes! those are the only mooncakes i eat la. =X

cant wait for sat! amazing race :D finally something non-academic.

anyway i signed up for mentoring and sailing camp haha. with nat. mentoring sounds nice, helping poor kids! and sailing.. cuz natalie pulled me but that's fine because i wanna try sailing anyway lol.

i'm done!

tomorrow marks a new start.

2007-09-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

okay.. so i kept half my promise. =X

i wanted to go swimming for the second time this week.. but i was too lazy to change. besides, i was working on photoshop and once i start, i will NEVER stop until i finish whatever i was doing. sounds hardworking and persistent yeah? eh this only works when i'm doing something i like, like photoshopping lol.

i did this in the afternoon. it's kinda bright but it's my current wallpaper! :D darn i still miss gyl!

bought 2 shorts and err.. 2 other stuff today :D but still not ready for school! tomorrow is a looong 9-5! and tues starts at 8.. omg and i live right at the other end of singapore? urgh. not really looking forward to tomorrow but well all good things have to come to an end! not that holidays are really that fun and fascinating but ahh well it's better than constant tutorials and hw and lectures and stuff right.

arghhh i'm so pissed by the fact that i still have a bloody bedtime during school days! i'm 17 already for goodness sake! i'm going to fight my way through man. i should know what time i should sleep right?! like wth. and not like i cant wake up in the morning right. all it takes is my alarm clock. and not like i will sleep at 1am or something when i have school at 8 or 9 the next day right. i believe i am responsible enough lor. they should not judge by the time i sleep during hols (which is 2am =X) and besides I NEED SOME TIME TO ADJUST MY BODY CLOCK TO SCHOOL MODE! shit i have a feeling i will take a few hours today before i can actually fall asleep!

okayyyy i've decided. i've to be responsible. i cant stop stuffing myself and not let anything else out you know. that's beside egestion. HAH! i remembered bio lol. cannot use excretion! excretion is for sweat and tears all those lol. okay nvm. i'm going swimming twice a week! and i really have to make myself do it. to think that i used to swim pretty fast last time. okay not very fast but definitely faster than now. i swim slower than a turtle now! zzz! train train TRAIN! i prefer swimming because you wont sweat LOL.

ehh CCA drive, anyone? XD

i'll not lie and say i am going to pia this whole semester. but i am going to at least maintain my sem 1 working rate. oh damn stats. ZZZ!

jiayou everyone :)

my real name?

2007-09-22T22:39:00.000+08:00

i'm back from jax's chalet! :D omgg my eyes are kinda stinging from all the bbq smoke now lol. and i'm quite tired considering i woke up QUITE early today, and considering i slept at 2 last night.. zzz! i hope you like the patrick balloon, jax! :D

okay it suddenly hit me.. that what if one day more people know me as 'caho' instead of 'carrie'? what if one day i forgot my real name, now that i'm used to calling myself caho?! i actually like 'carrie' alot you know, but it sounds abit err... gentle?! HAHA! i dont know how to describe la! but people, dont forget that my real name is still CARRIE okay!

anyway i took 5 back from pasir ris, thanks to a lift from manda's dad XD THE BUS IS FREAKING COOL! it's new i guess haha! it was all i could do not to 'WOWWWW' out loud! and the bus driver very nice hahaha. waited for me to board the bus! :D sometimes it's people like that who can really make your day!

took some pictures but eh.. sorry ah my photography skills not so good and i using 2 megapixel phone cam leh. haha!

some of the seats! all the seats are facing each other!

view from where i sit :D i like my chair!

the back of the bus!

oh but the bus was wayyy too cold.. i was freezing like mad!

next sat is SB amazing race o.0 shit i really hope i dont have to run like mad because for one, I CANT RUN! and two, i dont like to, and three, i havent ran in 10000 years. my past amazing races have been damn slack can! those at student camp lol! first yr at student camp with some 1j people, and it wasnt THAT bad la haha. then the 2nd and last time i went was with guitar. omg classic can lol. we slack totally la! we slowly walk out of school whilst everyone else was chionging.. lol damn funny! and we didnt even emerge close to last! PRO :D i think we were the second group in our house, Toolies, to arrive lol. oh man those were the days!

my hand still smells strongly of teriyaki sauce.. and i just bathed!!! but nvm i like the smell XD

wowww i was looking at the hairspray picture in my previous post.. and i finally understood "eyes are the windows of the soul" (or sth like that la)! seriously just looking into their eyes can say so much. their character, how they're feeling, and such. or maybe it's because i've already watched the show so i kinda know the characters LOL. eh nvm.

one more day of hols :( sad la so fast.

BUT I MISS THE SCHOOL DONUTS!!! LOL!

a few songs before i end off:

傻瓜

左右无缘 (canto!)

yay i heard gary's canto album will be released soon ^^ i dont really understand the song but i just LOVE his voice :D

i love the lyrics! rascal flatts has very nice songs!! and they sang quite a few songs for a few movies too. like "Life is a highway" from Cars lol!

alright i think that's a damn long post lol. how come i always got so much rubbish to talk about?!

LOVE TO ALL! :D

CFCs!

2007-09-21T19:57:00.000+08:00

went to watch hairspray with jac just now! FINALLY i'm stepping out of the house this week.. i'm rotting badly at home! well at least school's just a few days away.. not that i'm actually looking forward to school but well.. at least i dont have to rot at home =X besides, i need to feed my piggy bank again! i'm seriously broke.. down to my few dollars! zomg. i just blew $25 at one go today. i need my pay to come in! SOON! i need to make my piggy bank look not-so-empty.. or i will feel really guilty!

anyway hairspray was really good! could hardly stop tapping my feet LOL! (or maybe it was because i was dying to go to the toilet and it was really cold..) the songs are very catchy and the whole atmosphere is so hyper, like 'nothing can go wrong in this world' kinda feeling! the lead actress is soo cute haha! despite her size but i guess that's what made her so adorable lol. i dont know what's the fuss over zac efron (ahem jac!) about! eh okay he's kinda cute and he has really nice eyes and all but he's not my type i guess haha! john travolta as her mum is just kinda.. o.0 weird. especially the scenes between the 'mum' and the dad.. urgh lol. but it was kinda funny la! the whole cinema is damn empty la! like only 2 rows filled up. but i finally had nachos with cheeeese :D happy!

and they were spraying those hairspray cans like it's free! maybe it is but the point is, THE AMOUNT OF CFCS RELEASED!!!! unless the sprays are CFC-free.. but have meh? i thought only refrigerators. o.0 either way it's bad for the environment! i can almost see the hole in the ozone layer growing bigger.. and bigger.. and bigger.. and BIGGER.....

imagine if they NG-ed many times. poor ozone!

the whole tm was pretty empty actually! i think because it's the exam period for JC and sec school people.. everyone suddenly in mugging mode. no wonder i hardly saw any AHS people in tm today lol. of course there are exceptions la.

*nudges tagboard* IT'S DEAD!!!!

anyway i was telling jac.. if i could eat as 'MUCH' as her i would not be broke now. she can spend just $1.50 a day la! OMG CAN. and she saves like $42.50 each week hor. wlao eh. i hardly save 42 CENTS. =X okay la not so exaggerated but you get my point. what to do, i tend to spend alot on food. YAY FOOD! :D

omg i just downed a whole pack of nacho cheese just now and i'm hungry already. i hope it means i'm err.. growing?! vertically, not horizontally! eh... FAT HOPE!! (PUN!! HAHA! =X nvm!) but i seem taller next to jac though.. and i would prefer to believe that i grew taller, and not that she shrunk! or maybe both XD

whatever i'm just rubbishing whilst waiting for my food to come back haha.

now i realised..

2007-09-20T14:31:00.000+08:00

MLTR!! XD love this song!

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omg my hair is really quite short =( AHHHHHHH!!!!

oh well, on the bright side, it will stop irritating me and i'll use less shampoo! and it will also dry faster XD

but it's still short and school is starting damn soon! like next week! and i look more like a little kid now la! omg.

maybe i need to stock up on more fruits (GREEN APPLES!) in my fridge so i will stop munching on chocolates or whatever junk whenever i have the urge to munch.. like every hour or so?! lol especially nowadays when i have nth to do at home.. so i do what i do best.. EAT!

世界唯一的你

SUPERWOMAN

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3 songs that still evokes feelings in me whenever i listen to them. YAY I LOVE CAO GE! :D i cant wait for his new album! heard it's going to be in canto? i dont care if i understand or not, because his voice alone is powerful enough! and he sounds pretty good in canto actually haha! :D ohmygosh when is he going to have his own concert?! i swear i will save and save and make sure i go for his first ever concert! it's going to be so worth it to hear him LIVE ^^

but well.. i cant help but feel disappointed by the fact that he smokes =( i never liked smokers. oh well i just hope he knows how to take care of himself, and dont overdo smoking and drinking yea. it's just not good for him!

hahah well actually i dont have anything to blog about. but just finding stuff to blog because if i dont blog i will feel weird =X afterall i've been blogging since end of sec 1! and please dont tell me i'm still sec 1 ok LOL.

i have damn short attention span. i took forever to finish 1 episode of 终极一家 yesterday lol. so i'm only still at ep20. eh see if i feel like watching today! haha!

HAIRSPRAY TOMORROW :D (like, FINALLY!) hope all goes well ^^

CHOP CHOP!

2007-09-19T12:43:00.000+08:00

for once i dont really regret chopping off my hair =X because i really buay tahan already! i am just not one who can tahan long hair.. and my hair isnt THAT long in the first place, but i just cannot stand it! TOO HOT! and IRRITATING! so today when i woke up i had the urge to cut it damn short. my mum said up to me, so i went off to cut, and came out with damn short hair now! it's okay la actually, considering i feel so much lighter and refreshed haha! but i think those who've seen me in even shorter hair will find it normal LOL.

i can be pearl's twin now! XD

OMG gems registration is really like fighting a war man T.T your heart will beat at like 7286451 times/min and you will either curse or go OMG the whole time! lol!

will post up my gems module later ^^ WISH ME LUCK!

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Know Your Temperament Blends (ST013A)

FRIDAY 1-3PM

ANYONE ELSE?! or anyone who knows anyone in this class too lol.

omg gems registration is seriously hell man. i went straight for the module i wanted but all classes closed already, except for one monday class but monday i cant, i have lessons! gah! okay nvm lor. got my second choice so i guess it isn't so bad. initially me layting and natalie planned to go into the same class. but we ended up taking either different modules or in different classes. sian lor!

nvm take it as a chance to know other people lol. i hope my classmates will be nice man! haha!

and i hope i dont lose my way to T16. eh at least i dont have to take FAIRY to T1! LOL just kidding la ongton!

this is damn RETARDED lol!

http://www.prankspace.com/flash.php?id=dumb

thanks to jiahui's blog! XD

err i think i have kinda decided on my GEMS..?

2007-09-18T18:23:00.000+08:00

Love Relations For Life – A Journey of Romance, Love & Sexuality (MS005A)

Enables students to gain an in-depth understanding of the fundamentals of human relations and acquires relational skills for effective living. Key areas of human relations, romantic attachment and family life will be explored. This course provides a good foundation for lifelong cultivation of building fulfilling relations. The module adopts an integrative approach, drawing from developmental and counselling psychology, behavioural sciences, sociology, family studies and human communication.

..and i hear loads of "OMG WTH ARE YOU THINKING?!!" AND "HAHAHAHA!" and i see loads of faces going o.0 or T.T or =.= or -.-||| but hello let me explain myself can.

i dont think this module is purely about r/s between both sexes. i believe it covers relationships between family, friends, blahblah. it'll help in EQ lor. and it also covers psychology but more to human relations. sorry la but i really dont like dry courses. i'd prefer to take something interesting hahaha.

eh who havent decide on gems can take this with me ok :D

now i have to come up with a backup course in case i (CHOY!) suay suay cannot get into this.. or i last minute change my mind again. FICKLE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAX :D

2007-09-18T12:55:00.001+08:00

hehe dont kill me okay. it was all i could do to NOT use your twit photo, no matter how much i wanted to! LOL! love you LOADS jax! have a good day! :D

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I KEPT MY PROMISE AND WENT SWIMMING LOLL.

but i forgot to bring my goggles. stupid! =X

yeah i'm going to catch up on 终极一家 today!

and i havent watched ratatouille and hairspray! hello, ANYONE? :D

NEW LAYOUT!

2007-09-17T21:09:00.000+08:00

I'M MISSING YOU GUYS LOADS!

jac dont say dont have your face already ok! HAHAHAH!!! =p

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haha damn fast right. i just felt like changing and so i did. and this is the fastest layout i've ever did. the simplest too. i got the background from my livejournal and TADA! i really like the background :D sometimes simple is good huh. i changed my font size, i decided it was too big. =/ yay i like! XD

anyway GEMS registration in 2 days! found out from leonel that there's actually a video for you to watch so you will know what to do during registration =X haha! so people, go to the GEMS website, click on registration at the top, then at the sidebar you'll see view movies (or something like that), then click on the second one! the one that says registration or something. :D so when you register you wont be blur!

and dont use mozilla firefox (MENTAL NOTE TO SELF: MUST REMEMBER TO SWITCH SERVERS!) or netscape (who uses netscape nowadays?! OMG LA.)! use IE!

AND I HAVENT DECIDED ON WHAT TO TAKE!!!!!! HELP?!

Backpacking, the Fine Art of Travel by Roughing It Out (BA002A)
Brand - Design (ID002B)
Drama Appreciation (LC301A)
Effective Negotiation Skills (LC303A)
Know Your Temperament Blends (ST013A)
Love Relations For Life – A Journey of Romance, Love & Sexuality (MS005A)
Non-Verbal Communication-Body Language (ST017A)
Techniques for Creativity (ET002S)

i've cut down to about these few.. which is still alot to choose from! not gonna choose financial planning or psychology this term ba.. dont feel like it LOL! heard backpacking is damn hot. vivian and zhizhong both wanted it and both couldnt get in today.. omg la. i thought nobody will wanna take! haha!

I'M GOING SWIMMING TOMORROW WHEN I WAKE UP!! er provided i can wake up! unlike today when i refused to get up of bed so i just continued sleeping till one.. BLISS :) well i cant do it from next week onwards so i might as well catch up on my sleep this week right?!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERMAINE POKE! :)
JIAYOU ALL JUNIORS FOR YOUR PRELIMS!
ALL THE BEST TO ALL MUGGING JC PEEPS FOR PROMOS/PRELIMS! :D

oh and to all the random people who visits my blog.. PLEASE TAG OKAY! I DONT BITE! :D

urgh my engrish is deteriorating! omg i actually had to ask ongton how to spell deteriorate. but i realise i spelled it correctly. o.0 NVM! haha!

GYL CAMP PHOTOS!

2007-09-16T22:32:00.000+08:00

YAY I GOT THE PHOTOS! these are from gary's cam! enjoy! :D

(click to enlarge!)

TURI BEACH RESORT!

CAPTAIN'S BALL: SMART VS SB

WORKSHOPS: CAMWHORING!

WORKSHOPS: MORE CAMWHORING AND GAMES!

KAYAKING AND DRAGONBOATING! (+ us playing didididiDIU!)

GALA NIGHT!

MR AND MS PIRATE!

SB GYL CAMPERS!

BLACK PEARL ON LAST DAY

AWRRRRRR! GALA NIGHT!

looking at these photos really bring back memories :)

OVERFED!

2007-09-16T18:13:00.000+08:00

eh shit. i realised i'm really eating way too much. muchmuchMUCH more than what i excrete out. =X i need to control my food intake! but easier said than done. i ate 3 donuts for breakfast yesterday. i had bbq food yesterday. i had bbq korean BUFFET (BUFFET LA OMG!!! EAT-ALL-YOU-CAN!) today. i am STUFFED!! i am still damn full from the lunch but i am still having dinner later. OMG.

FOOD IS DAMN IRRESISTABLE LAR!! how can you resist food like DONUTS, OREO, KWAY CHAP, FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES, ICE CREAM, CHIPS, AND EVERYTHING JUNK?!

conclusion: I NEED TO EXERCISE. i need to really watch my health man. i dont wanna die so soon yet. next week is last week of hols. i will be rotting at home. i might as well go swimming every alternate day -YEAH RIGHT, LIKE REAL- err i mean, at least twice next week! I MAKE THAT PROMISE TO MYSELF.

actually, i dont hate exercising that much. i just hate to run. especially when you run for no purpose. run for the sake of running. i dont really mind running during captain's ball or something. i just dont like to run la hahaha. so the threadmill in my house is unused. almost. eh anyone wanna buy the threadmill? i'm trying to sell it off! it's collecting dust bunnies at my house!

i probably need to start some kind of exercise regime. especially in poly when we have no PE. it's mostly a good thing for people like me, but if you actually think about it, it's kinda bad because you wont need to exercise and for lazy people like me, it means no exercise for as long as i can unless i make myself exercise. and that means i'll die earlier. my lifespan is already shortened by 6524372635 years because of the #$%^@!!!! people who smoke, esp on the road to SB from the MRT station. w/o exercise means minusing another 18726328 years. that means i only have 50 years to go. OMG NO! cannot! i must lengthen it. life is already damn short.

random, but at times like this i really wish that time will fly faster. even though it's already very fast. another semester to go. sigh!

maybe i should go think about GEMs again. urgh sian!

i want batam photos!

2007-09-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

(i have good photography skills can hahaha.)

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i also want to cut my hair!

soon soon. either next week or the week after. i really buay tahan alr sia. zzz!

omg.. gems registration in a few days and i have absolutely no idea what i wanna take! and i dont really have the motivation/drive or whatever to actually go think about it =X just plain lazy lar. haha.

anyway today went to meet sheena yunli jiaying and myrin at 2 to buy bbq stuff. i tell you i'm addicted to oreo bubble tea can. haha! ok den we went to ecp. our pit damn inconvenient so we 2.50-ed. (cabbed la!) then we kinda rotted there and waited for the others to come. damn little people turned up la. only 13 or 14. zzz. then the whole thing was pretty sianded lor. too much food. then sheena taught us this game. then lose le must whack hand using 2 fingers. and it's the damn painful part of your hand. the eh..... in front of your elbow =X how to say. haha. anw i kena whacked by yunli till my blood vessel burst i think LOL. like suddenly got this bump and like dark reddish colour now lol. but not pain la. anw there was a dead rat at the beach and it's damn gross lol. then at night got frogs jumping around HAHAHA. but the scenery at the beach is really damn nice la. esp at the place we're at, not too many people.

i'm being constantly fed can. growing horizontally alr. if only i can grow vertically instead lor. zzz. then tomorrow going to have some korean bbq food. BBQ AGAIN. wahlao eh.

anw ever since i came back from batam i shitted alot. =X i think that's err.. good right? at least i cleared my system. LOL.

boringgg lalala!

shit having camp withdrawal symptoms. it's so weird not being bitten by mozzies constantly and not eating keropok for every meal. it's weird not being surrounded by my grp people. damn weird. hello black pearl people i miss you guys!

some people can be so bloody annoying! zzz!

room 426.

2007-09-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

BLACK PEARL;
HOO-HA!

HUGE THANKS AND HUGS TO:

vivian (buddy and room neighbours!)
clinton (pole hero!)
lishi (cute food monster!)
gary (entertainer and mr pirate!)
millie (hamster lookalike and miss pirate!)
peishan (ISH no. 2!)
glen (cheer-LEADER!)
leonel (drunkard!)
darren (kayaking buddy!)
kaiyin (toilet girl!)
thienhoon (laosai!)
kevin (ISH no. 1!)
kah hung (TAN DIO AH/HUAT AH!)

without you guys, black pearl will be nothing. because of you guys, BLACK PEARL WON THE WAR!

i.e we won 2 out of 4 categories:
BEST SKIT
BEST CHEER/TEAM FLAG

wooohooo! WE ROCK LAR! and of course without mr caleb, there will be no black pearl! so thanks to mr caleb too! :D

okay so basically GYL camp @ batam is OVER! everyone missed me loads right?! haha! no worries, i am fine, except for many mozzie bites and being overfed and muscleaches all over! and the earthquake at indo did not affect us, so i am safely home :)

the $110 we paid is definitely worth it! we had nice rooms, albeit for the fact that we have to climb 327451825 steps and slopes to reach our rooms, and mozzies, but nevertheless it was quite comfortable!

not to mention.. THE FOOD.. omg can. it's the best camp food i've ever eaten! comparing the standards of camp food la. but still it's damn nice! esp the keropoks! we have keropoks everyday, every single meal! haha! and we are constantly fed can. in between workshops and activities we have refreshments somemore. omg la. and the staff there are really nice people!

activities wise.. it wasnt too bad la. outdoor actitivies included raft building, low ropes, and kayaking/dragonboating. i very lazy to elaborate la, wait for pictures ok. anw i thought low ropes was the best, in terms of team building and fun lor. but it was then when i got eaten by mozzies.

workshops were damn boring and long. everyone was either sleeping or doing their own stuff. first workshop we were playing murderer when the guy was talking =/ and then we started to play the didididididiDIU game which is damn fun and makes everyone damn high can! haha!

mass dance was damn rubbish but we made a fool out of it as usual HAHA!

our skit on gala night ended up super impromptu, we added in alot of last-minute rubbish, but i thought it turned out better than before! not to mention we only rehearsed 2 or 3 times before the actual thing lol. it's pretty shocking that we got best skit but we did really well! great job!

anw today was the last day and we had 2 hours to shop and eat at Megamall, which is nothing spectacular actually haha. we had A&W, something we all hadn't had in at least 10 years! omg can.. I LOVE THE ROOT BEER FLOAT :)

then we went shopping! lol! we had donuts first, and the donuts is damn nice! dabao-ed 1 dozen back home and apparently almost everyone went to buy too HAHA! typical singaporeans! i bought a striped top with a hood for around $11! it has stripes!! LIKE OMG!! and a HOOD!!! ZOMGGGG! whee! HAHA! okay then i bought a spongebob handphone strap. ahh should have gone to look for sneakers! they got converse sneakers for like.. $30?! DAMN CHEAP LA. zzz! but no time! nvm!

anw my life got shortened again. this time, the ferry is not air conditioned so there were people smoking around us. zzz. but the wind is damn strong and damn cold lol. no feeling of seasickness today! :D

apparently i cut down on alot of elaborations lol. i shall post up photos when i get them okay! anw i had fun most of the time in the camp! of course got some moments when i am really really sianded.. and everyone is also very sianded.. the camp could be better though! but the friends i made there.. yea no regrets :)

i'll probably go again next year if i have the chance to! XD

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anw.. NEW TIMETABLE SUCKS. I WILL HAVE MONDAY BLUES FROM NOW ON. SO MANY DAYS LESSON STARTS AT 8 AND ENDS AT 5. ZZZ. SO MANY BREAKS IN BETWEEN. MY NIGHTMARE CAME TRUE. THIS IS DE JAVU!

gah lessons starting at 8 means that i have to walk to the mrt station. no more rides from mama! ZZZ!

sian lor. anw damn tired le going to sleep soon! HELLO BED! :D

class bbq tml! i only remembered today =/

goodbye! :D

2007-09-10T20:39:00.000+08:00

BALLOONS!

傻瓜 - 温岚

You are the music in me - HSM2

Gotta go my own way - HSM2 (Vanessa Hudgens)

够爱 - R chord

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whee i'm going off tomorrow! will definitely miss the comfort of my home.. esp my bed and my lappy and my dearest teddz! (that's my bear!) but it's only a few days, i will survive!

okay woke up freaking early. like 7+ just to go all the way to eunos to pass my punchcard to jiaying.. thanks again! ok then i took a bus to bedok interchange and 38 back home.. i kept falling asleep everywhere because i'm so freaking tired! i slept at 2 la, could hardly wake up! then left house at 10+ to bugis. had to prevent myself from sleeping whilst waiting for the rest. we combed the whole bugis area and even queensway just to get the stuff for gala night.. omg la! anw we had lunch at some place in arab street.. nice food! only the portion is damn big. had 2 pratas which is usually equal to almost 4 la. zzz. cant finish! and i had curry for dinner again.. OMG.

and why are bandanas (or bananas!) so hard to find?!

when i came home i immediately went to pack my stuff. got it done in a while. i hope i didnt forget anything =X damn heavy la the stuff! ZZZ.

and do i really seriously look damn small?! so far i have never been told i look my age.. nor beyond sec 2! zzz! well except the kids that say i'm 20+ but that's an exception.

anw.. did i mention i am freaking BROKE?! i just took out my last note from my piggy bank.. now all that's left are random coins. zzz. and i will feel very bad if i get money from my parents.. so i didnt. i think my pay's going to be like only $100+, what if it's not even enough to cover all my losses?! omg la. later end up i cant even buy a tamagotchi! HAHA yea me and my tamagotchi again =X

okay i really wanna watch ratatouille and hairspray! anyone game for it after i come back? :D

okay i guess that's all.. dont miss me too much people! keep those tags (however little it is!) coming!

cheers!

i hope you're happy ^^

i spend too much on food. =/

2007-09-09T23:04:00.000+08:00

yep that's were most of my money goes to.. FOOD!

and i satisfied my craving for oreo choc bubble tea! but today's one was not gooey enough! aww. i like those that's seriously like mud, looks damn disgusting but i like! HAHA!

and i had choc milkshake from mac.. urgh like frozen choc milk. i dont really like it.

anw.. NO MORE CARS + KIDS anymore! (for now anyway!) WOOHOO! today was pretty busy. there was a period of time when there's alot of ppl, and then this mum and kid came and asked me to teach her kid how to fix their car, and i had to fix the thing for them la.. then so many people, they played so bloody rough, den the track kept collapsing.. cars flew everywhere.. omg! i had to multitask like an octopus.. BUT I ONLY GOT 2 HANDS!!! phew luckily i survived that period of time man. anw this 2 days i saw many familiar faces from last week haha. and there's this 2 kids who think it's damn funny to run away with the car and refuse to return it to me. and i had to chase them la! zzz! and this kid told me a joke..

girl: i'm homesick.
mum: but this is your home!
girl: i know, i'm sick of it!

errr old joke alr HAHA. but nvm to entertain them i laughed =X and some of them thought i am like.. 20+ already. WOAH FIRST TIME CAN. most of the time i'm only like.. lower sec to most people. zzz. dont know whether to be honoured or not. i dont think so because i will become AUNTIE. more and more ppl calling me auntie. sian lor. but whatever HAHA!

i am really really REALLY considering a tamagotchi. my buddy!

yeah meeting camp grp members tomorrow! camp on tues! YEAHHHH! XD

oh yeah i came home just in time to catch the last half hour of high sch musical 2. the show is damn drama can. and it's so soppy.. OMG LA. =X

okay i have to wake up at an unearthly hour tomorrow just to go to eunos to pass jiaying my punchcard.. THANKS! XD

but whatever i'm celebrating my freedom and of course i'll not be sleeping this early la. =P

ONE MORE DAY :D

2007-09-08T22:57:00.000+08:00

wheee! one more day of work and i'm free! woohoo! okay actually it's not so bad la. i'm getting used to it. and it's teaching me to be damn patient haha! or at least learn to control my temper and my mouth because you cant scold those kids right.. at least not in front of their parents or something =/ so i usually end up scolding them inside me, but outside i am actually telling them, "it's okay, nvm :D" when they break the damn tracks or play damn rough! but aiya it's really alot better than the warehouse lor. at least i have alot more freedom here! but still i am damn glad i dont have to work anymore.. studying is so much better!

anyway, i was thinking if i should get a tamagotchi?

i like the one on the left! the green ones they have not very nice. i went to find tamagotchis at toys r us.. so little to choose from lor! some more damn ex la. $29.95! zzz! i dont know if it's worth it or not because i might get bored of it soon.. but i think it's so cute! haha! ahh i dont know if i should or not. or just spend more on clothes and stuff.. but so boring leh! i remember i used to have a tamagotchi.. but dont know what happened to it alr =/ haha! i think the digimon thing more fun actually.. but now cannot find le! that one still can battle others de lor! haha!

HOW!!?? the website is really tempting me sia. nvm wait till i get my pay den i think. =/ actually it's quite lame lor, the games and stuff but it's so cute lar!! and it'll be my buddy everywhere i go! virtual buddy XD then i will have a friend to go to school with me everyday! haha bo liao.

yea! monday meeting gyl grp members! and tuesday is camp!! woohoo! omg la time pass damn fast can. yikes that means school will start VERY soon. i am not ready for the new semester!! zzz.

anw i'm craving for oreo choc bubble tea! i know it looks damn disgusting but i just like it haha.

i've been sleeping at 2am everyday. because 0030 is the primetime for TV! 0030 is that's so raven, 0100 is lizzie mcguire, and also crocodile hunter! so i have no choice but to glue my eyes to the tv no matter how tired i am. =X

so how.. TAMAGOTCHI?!

if only i have a psp/ds lite then i wont even need to THINK about tamagotchi please. =/

OH YEAH. till now i havent watch ratatouille and hairspray can?! eh who want go watch?!

I CURRENTLY WANT/NEED

2007-09-07T21:17:00.001+08:00

A PSP OR DS LITE!!

AHHH! i really really want one! i was playing my cousin's PSP (wahh where is the fairness in this world man.. he's freaking 11 and he got a PSP from bangkok! zzz! but then there's those kids who showed off their handphone to me.. and they're only in lower primary la. zzz!) just now.. OMG LA. if only i have one! the amount i earned from this job (which is erm, 5 days only haha!) is only enough to buy half the thing can. zzz. nvm i shall earn more money during EOY vacation! provided i can find a job that i am willing to work for =X but i think by then they'd have already came up with a PST (playstation tiny) or a TS MICRO (triple screen micro) can. urgh! nvm i think this time i should actually earn this for myself, instead of just asking my parents for it. ok not only ask, must plead and whine and come up with all sorts of conditions before they will agree actually, but that's not the point!

but i wont really mind if someone nice will buy me one =/ HAHA! or money just drop from the sky! WHEEE! that'll be the best! hahah dream on caho!

NVM. the main point is, I WANT A PSP/DS LITE!

imagine, 45min train rides wont be boring anymore. no more same songs on repeat mode. i will be able to wake myself up every morning, either racing or hitting monsters or whatsoever! wowwwwww... I WANT A PSP/DS LITE!!!!!!!

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okay anyway i've slacked damn alot these few days lol. today went to our fav place (MY FOOT) city hall with jax for THAI EXPRESS (wooohooo love thai food!) and then went to buy fbts and the hook thingy, something that starts with a C and i dont know what's the exact word, i only know you can use it for rock climbing or to hook your water bottle. =X yeahh it's nice to meet up with old friends! even though i see her practically every week.. err almost la! if we can we shall meet every week yea! XD

working at toys r us for the next few days. anyone nice can come and accompany me?! HAHAHA. nvm at least it's not as bad was warehouse huh. =/

anyway.. seriously what is with the younger kids man. primary school kids are having friendster accounts like OMG?! i had mine like.. end sec 1 or sec 2 cant remember. in primary school we had email addresses, and maybe MSN that's all lor. kids nowadays huh.. high tech. i'm becoming obsolete soon.

PRIMARY SCHOOL KIDS HAVE PSP/DS LITE AND I DONT!!!! GAHHH!

playlist on shuffle

2007-09-06T14:32:00.000+08:00

saw this at some LJ community.. since i'm damn bored (i just spent a few hours trying to play games on the com but the emulators just wont work, if not the games are in some weird language! zzz!) i'll try this out. haha.

write what you think about the first 10 songs that plays on your list.

1) 非你莫属 - TANK
i like this song alot! ehh but i liked it more last time.. but after it gets damn overplayed by me i dont like it so much anymore. i have this annoying habit of playing songs that i like over and over again until i get sick of it. but i still like it la! and it's nice to sing at KBOX lol.

2) Stranger - Hilary Duff
i dont really listen to hilary duff so.. not many comments. oh but i like watching lizzie mcguire! haha! erm out of point.

3) 为爱而生 - Mayday
i always tend to associate this song with 天使, because they're both filmed in the same country and they're kinda linked together.. er i think?

4) 牡丹江 - 南拳妈妈
if i dont remember wrongly, this is the first song that i heard from 南拳妈妈! and from there i got to know who are they, their songs, etc. and i am still very wowed by lara's voice!

5) Right here waiting - Richard Marx
A very very VERY classic ballad, i'm sure everyone have heard of it right. i love this song alot! and i like it even more when gary sings it! XD

"wherever you go, whatever you do, i will be right here waiting for you."

I'm sure this song not only applies to couples, but even friends and family. nice song!

6) Moments - Westlife
From one of the older albums, "Westlife". actually most of their songs sounds very alike, but there'll always be this difference between each and every song. ok duh. hahaha. esp now when i am not such a hardcore westlife fan anymore, unlike last time when i only listen to their songs so i will know this song from the other, but now i need some time to process the title when i listen to the song haha. nevertheless their songs always have very meaningful lyrics and nice melodies.. too bad they dont write their own songs huh.. (do they?)

7) 七里香 - Jay
This song will always remind me of jac's calculator.. she had a sticker from this album stuck at the back of her calculator la haha! anw this album where this song comes from (same title) is one of those albums of Jay that i prefer, because all the songs in this album is listen-able. most of the time in jay's albums, there will always be a few songs that sounds damn weird, but for this album i thought that every song is nice, nothing weird hahaha.

one of the older oriental-fused songs of jay ba. if it can be considered oriental? lol.

8) 守候 - 5566
I love the intro because it's sung by my renfu! XD but this song damn difficult to sing whenever in KBOX or something, because it's so damn low, and if go up one key (transpose??) it'll be too high later hahaha. or maybe it's just me lor. =X one of my more preferred songs when i was still mad over 5566.

anw i was mad over them for quite long actually. end sec1 till sec4. and that's considered long for me already k. but the craze just kinda died, i dont know why also. still, when listening to their songs i'll get some kind of nostalgic feeling la. err the nicer songs that is hahaha.

9) The Actor - Michael Learns to Rock
Damn old song. when i was young i listen to MLTR alot. because my dad always plays their songs, esp 25 minutes and sleeping child lol. When listening to this song i will think of the music videos of them that i used to watch haha.

10) Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie
Eh one of the better songs from fergie lol. dont like london bridge and all that. maybe because i dont like hiphop la. and this song has a nice guitar intro! actually fergie as a pretty good voice la haha.

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right.. this is pretty pointless HAHA. =X

make poverty history!

2007-09-05T14:23:00.001+08:00

these pictures speak for itself.

it's amazing how eyes can talk.

yea so before you scream and yell and complain that your life sucks, please think of these kids living in poverty. it's really sad that they have to suffer at such a young age. makes me feel ashamed of myself.

we are so lucky compared to these kids.

(found them when i was helping yingen search for pictures on poverty on deviantart. i love that site, it's so cool.)

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oh well, i have this urge to go KBOX! meanwhile i guess i just have to settle with singing to myself in front of the com. =/

anw i woke up at 1+ today hahaha. and i remembered my dream! o.0 it's damn ridiculous actually. i rmb there's one part about a giant rabbit and a naked mole rat.. only he's not naked, he has fur. o.0 okay so i picked it up and then it started squirming then it squeezed my hand, kinda like a python! so i put it back in the cage. then my dad started this exhibition thing, you pay $1 to put your hand in the cage with the un-naked mole rat. okay it makes no sense actually. and there were many people i know in the dream also. and the dream got many parts la. haha.

gahhh IT hasnt come yet. shit. i hope i wont so suay kena during camp. but my gut feeling tells me i will be that suay. GAH! i really really hate being a girl. sometimes. okay most of the time. fingers crossed that my gut feeling will be wrong this time. only it's almost always never wrong. =X

random but i think my engrish is deproving like mad. i used to not worry about grammar cuz i used to be very strong in grammar. but like i said, it's USED TO. and my chinese ah.. omg la. esp in poly when we dont have to take languages. zzz.

actually i dont feel like doing anything except sleep my whole day away. wheee! and i also dont feel like watching zhong ji yi jia cuz i feel like listening to music. see my mood lor. hahaha.

i'm blogging for the sake of blogging la.

两败俱伤 - 柯有伦

NICE SONG :D

pampered.

2007-09-04T20:29:00.000+08:00

life's good; if only it was this relaxing.
(errr dont mind the height difference =/)

well i got myself a break, not working till the weekends. 2 more days!

working at the warehouse sucks. was peeling price tags all day, with the thinner and the knife thing. and doing random stuff here and there. one second felt like a minute. but jocelyn had it worse, she had to help to move the carton boxes here and there. ZZZ! and to make things worse, they were playing the same chants over and over again. and those 'songs' are repeating the same thing over and over again, we got so irritated by it can! walao.

after EONS later, it was FINALLY breaktime! WHEEE. we walked like 10-15 minutes to somewhere to eat. no idea where hahaha. then we had bubbletea! anw went for break with jocelyn and yiling, another girl working in warehouse and also from SP. i had vanilla green milk tea and it tastes damn weird, first time was like rootbeer but after that it's just.. WEIRD. =X geikiang lor. haha! then went back to that boring and finger-eating place again. zzz.

me and jocelyn were working on peeling damned price tags again lol. so both of us were counting down to 615 when we can finally leave! wooots! time passed soooo slowly! and i washed my hands damn alot of times la. zzz. it's rotting soon!

anw during the whole long boring tedious day i was thinking (despite the stupid music.. if you can even call it music please!) about my future career. i realise that i do not want to end up working as a warehouse assistant or sth like that for the rest of my life.. not that i think i will but if i dont study anything is possible. esp in singapore where certs are everything. i realise i need my career to be very people oriented, and price tags are not exactly people, neither are carton boxes and toys. my day to day activities also have to be very different everyday, and i hate routine work. (btw, we applied econs to work.. WE ARE UNDEREMPLOYED!!) i hate having to do boring stuff like face papers or stock or sth like that everyday.. one day i will just die of boredom. i can be very very energetic if i'm doing something i'm passionate about, and i can also be damn sian and tired every single minute if i'm doing something i think is a chore. at this point i think my work is a huge chore. and so i made the decision to not work for the next few days at the bloody warehouse. because i dont want to. because 4.50/hour is not worth it AT ALL. because i am stubborn. because i want myself to be happy. i would rather forgo that 100bucks or so, as long as i am happy.

err simply put, i am too pampered, i cant take hardship. not in this manner anyway. =X so it's gonna be damn difficult for me to find the right job. because i dont have the drive and determination to push myself to work unless it's something i like. and this led me to think about my current status. is DBA what i really really REALLY want? i admit there's this part of me that regrets not taking media and communications. but i kept having doubts about it. is it still a dream, or has it became a passion? i dont really have the chance to actually try working in the media industry so i dont know. so actually when the everest guy was talking about his experience, i was thinking about this all the time. i know i always think about this matter alot la.. but it's really impt i guess, it concerns my future leh. oh well... still waiting for the answer.

eh, do i think too much?? i think i do. SEE I'M THINKING AGAIN! wahahaha! =X

eh whatever it is.. i take back my words about warehouse being better than toys promoter. at least for the latter we get to INTERACT with people. no matter how annoying they are, calling me AUNTIE can. sometimes you wont appreciate what you have until you experienced something much worse. and this applies in many many situations okay.

anyway.... i know i am damn slack (SORRY LA!) but i am going to catch up on my sleep these few days (eh, have been waking up damn early for the past few days and next week got camp = no sleep okay!) and also watch 终极一家! and maybe 食神 if i feel like it hahaha! 食神 is too cheena for me la.. i'm watching only for renfu okay. sorry la i just have something against anything cheena. =X

my brothers are back from bangkok lol. they went off last thurs! ahh if only i went to check when my hols are.. then i'll be able to go too! zzz. nvm.

yay friday going to visit jax's school, have tau huay, and shop for camp stuff! :D

100th post!

2007-09-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

i know. i blog damn alot and damn fast. =X

okay today had gyl pre-camp briefing! not really a briefing la.. more like pre-camp activity, get to know who are your group members, all that lor. the journey to school was agonising. i had to stand (as usual) till city hall, and what's worse, i'm having bad cramps and tummyache both at the same time.. or maybe it's just one, i dont know the difference anyway. okay then reached dover. i couldnt take it so i went to the toilet to.. yeah. dont have to spell out right haha. then i realised i dont know how to go to the place, so ongton came and brought me there and i realise i walked past the place without realising it la! zzz! nvm. so i was sitting at the back rotting. sian lor. then nobody there with me. haha. but it isnt so bad lar actually. then they started then we split into groups lor. we call ourselves 'black pearl' after tons of brainstorming HAHA. then our flag is one bomb with bones at the bottom.. it's actually supposed to be a black pearl la haha! and our cheer is damn anticlimax. but brain block cannot think of better cheers so nvm, during the camp will definitely come up with more! we went near FC5 to paint our flag and our design was imprinted on the floor, damn nice can?! HAHA! but we had to remove it lar.. DUH. and our bomb/blackpearl/whateveryoucallit looks like a waffle because of the tiles on the floor =/ HAHA.

yeah then went back to vanda room for mass dance which is, IMO, damn rubbish! it's those couple dance but the steps are pretty simple but i just cant dance for nuts okay. =X i prefer tj mass dance! haha! yingen my siamese twin!

then after that short session we went for lunch at macs. it was already 1.15 like that lor, and we have to reach LT1A by 2. wheee. furthermore, it's raining cats and dogs and pigs and butterflies. double wheeee! nvm so we walked the longlong way to macs. damn far! i can never make it there myself, it's way too confusing. yeah so we lunched tgt then went to the LT for some talk. and this guy who climbed mt everest for NUS 100th anniversary came to talk to us. i didnt sleep during his talk because i thought it was quite thought-provoking. and the pictures very nice hahaha. but i was still damn tired la!

everything ended around 4. we stayed to discuss stuff for gala night and we're meeting next mon to get supplies wheee! the darned thing is that i'm working (BLEH!) till sunday and monday is the only free day i have to pack my stuff and everything before the camp on tuesday but i really dont mind hahaha. the people in my group are nice and friendly and rubbish haha!

left around 5+, decided to go to jac's house to get the bag from her. thanks jac! anw the whole day i was having cramps and they were exceptionally bad on trains, i dont know why. gah i hate being a girl! so irritating. then there's this white haired man who came in (i assume he's old because he has white hair) but i'm unable to give my seat up to him because i'm cramping badly and i scared later i stand then i cannot tahan.. so i didnt and i felt soooo bad because he's just standing in front of me and i'm a young teenager who is supposed to be hyperactive and full of energy for goodness sake, and here i am not giving up my seat to this frail man! (who is not really frail but as he is white haired, i assumed he's old and therefore frail.) tsktsk.

work tomorrow. and the day after. and the day after the day after. and the day after the day after the day after. and the... you get the drift. EW.

i cant wait for this horrendous week to be over so that i wont have to work anymore and it's camp time! XD

smarter.

2007-09-02T22:17:00.000+08:00

first up, photos from teachers day! lazy to upload too many la! haha!

in random order:

4c06 with ng puay khim!

hahah i find this picture damn funny! jax trying to drink her soup then that andy come and kachiow her!

4c06+ sean and alex after steamboat/bbq session at marina bay! this is taken at raffles place mrt, we missed one train just for photo taking! haha!

2j04!

random shot hahaha.

the corridor that we missed so much!

our row's seating arrangement! except for elisha.. pearl is supposed to sit there but she wasnt in the class, and since elisha forgot where he sat, he sat at pearl's place! oh man i miss this so much! i rmb everyone just went quiet for one moment and we all just sat at our old seats and think back of the year 2006... :)

VAINPOTS PLEASE. haha! the place where we have our 'daily class outing' after every lesson.. TOILET!

alena, shey, jac, me, yingen tantantan!!!

sec4 batch 06 :D

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okay today's work wasnt as bad as yesterday.. probably because i know what to expect.. and i'm learning how to handle situations that has gone out of hand, that is to take back all the cars and get them to line up in two rows.. FIRMLY! and today's crowd wasnt as bad as yesterday.. i had some time here and there to slack and rest a bit! and at 5 i told the kids, LAST ROUND I'M GOING OFF FOR MY BREAK then i hecked and just dismantled the thing lol =X but what to do either i give in or i make them give in to me! obviously is the latter right.. esp since those kids have been there since FOREVER and they are those kind who will playplayplay and not buy.. urgh!

okay so for my break i went to macs for hot fudge sundae and read 8days! haha slack man. but it was a good break! then went back for 2 more hours. gahh 2 days only those kids wrecked 2 cars.. some parts of the cover broke and now all the cars are going slower than before because they kept rolling back the car again and again even though the gears had already reached their limit and they REFUSE to stop rolling the damned car when i told them too! gah. then now the car so slow how to action?! i have 2 more days to go you know.. stupid kids stop wrecking my stuff thankyou!

anw even though this job is damn tiring esp when i have to work with so many kids who playplayplay and never buy, and annoying parents who think i'm a free babysitter, and stupid kids who call me AUNTIE (again la! stupid fat boyS!), and irritating asses who keep wrecking the track and cars, and annoying idiots who play damn rough, which also leads to wrecking of my stuff; i've found joy in teaching the NICE AND CUTE kids how to play the car! and when they say thankyou and when they call me JIEJIE (and not AUNTIE! WTH CAN GRRRR!) in that cute voice! too bad dont have so many cute kids can.. irritating ones got alot la! haha!

i left work much earlier today! wheee!

tml gyl camp briefing o.0

KIDS.

2007-09-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

caution: EXCESSIVE RANTING.

yes today is my first day of working. i stood from 1150am to 830pm. STRAIGHT. there was supposed to be a break but the crowd was so overwhelming i couldnt get away. and it's also because i'm too damn nice to the kids. the kids are so. freaking. IRRITATING AND ANNOYING. they kept wrecking my track and smashing the cars and THEY BANANA-ING REFUSE TO SHARE!!!! (ps i learnt to replace vulgarities with banana from muttons! hahaha!) the first few hours was pure HELL. when i reached there everyone else was too busy to care about me. so i went to look for the manager, had the table out in that tiny space allocated to me, and then i just started lor. at first it wasnt so bad. the kids were quite obedient. then later came alot of annoying asses. they kept shoving and pushing and snatching, i had to stop myself from screaming at them i tell you! it took alot to stop myself from flaring, because afterall i'm working and i have to keep my temper, so outside i happily smiling at them but inside i'm DYING to spew vulgarities! but soon i learnt to be firm with them, and i got them to line up in 2 rows and take turns to play.. but each time it only lasted like a few minutes before i had to stop everything and get them to line up again.. GAH! and the cars keep breaking and stuff and all the parts fly everywhere and i have to keep fixing them! and the amount of people is like.. WOAH. i only got 2 HANDS PLEASE!!! kns!

okay that's not all okay.. some banana kids still call me AUNTIE!! like wth, DO I EVEN LOOK OLD!? grggggg! nvm since they're kids and still ignorant and simple minded.. some even called me teacher lar wth. so diaoded!

but i managed to sell quite alot i think. I HOPE SO. but i never hosted any competition because firstly not many people own the thing and i'm so busy entertaining those dumb kids that i dont have the time! so forget it hahaha. and whats irritating about those kids is that they keep playing AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN and each time they get more daring and even snatch the banana car from me lar! WALAO EH! so freaking pissed off!

but there's this guy working in toys r us who helped me quite alot.. helped me get the table out and helped me get scotch tape to secure the stupid track that kept toppling. thank goodness for nice people like that!

ok even though 90% of those kids are damn freaking bratty and irritating, there are obedient and cute ones! there are a few brothers/sisters which are damn nice to their younger siblings.. help them and teach them patiently.. which reminds me of my brothers, and i realise one thing about my brothers, that THANK GOODNESS they are not so bratty and obnoxious and annoying! i've learnt to appreciate my brothers more from this hahaha.

another thing, annoying parents. KNS CAN. they think toys r us is childcare centre?! THEY THINK I BABYSITTER?! they banana-ing left their brats there to wreck my stuff and they happily hop off to do shopping in peace! KNS!!! then they leave the kids there to play play play in the end never buy anything.. THANKS HOR. next time please pay me if you wanna leave your kids there okay. give me headache sia!

my legs are aching like mad can. tml still have to stand in that tiny space and face those banana brats. sian. i cant wait for the weekdays, i would rather have the warehouse anytime please. at least dont have to keep up that sickening facade. if not for this job, and for the nice supervisor at sheng tai toys, I WOULD JUST THROW THE BANANA CAR IN THEIR FACES AND SCREAM AT THOSE KIDS.

anyway i did a good deed today okay. there's this little boy who lost his mum, so he came back to me, crying, and the nice me comforted him and i lent him my phone to call his mum HEHEHE.

i decide i dont like kids THAT much already. but nevertheless there's still the nice ones around. only lesser la. what's happening to this current generation of kids man. running around like wild monkeys. obnoxious, bratty, annoying, WILD MONKEYS. idiots!

i'm going to be a mean auntie caho tomorrow! BEWARE, BRATS.

i'm working tml DIE.

2007-08-31T22:56:00.000+08:00

omgg i'm freaking worried about tomorrow ok. i damn scared i screw up! PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE i hope i win those kids or i will die la. wish me luck people!! =X

okay thurs went for primers chalet! it was okay la before that i was quite =/ about meeting new people but from that i realise one thing about myself, i take a few hours before i can warm up and high abit hahaha. but the dinner was sandwich and i got phobia of bread already can! so i eat a little only! haha!

today, friday! jac came to my house around 10+, 1145 we went to take bus to AHS! so long nvr walk up the hill la, super hot! then we rotted in the canteen (had fav toast and noodles!! YEAH! i miss sch food!) and rubbished around, hugged people we've not seen in a long time, find teachers.. blahblahblah! the best part was when we went back to 4C classroom and sat at our own tables! OMG! damn nostalgic can! everyone was like.. AHHHHHHHH THAT'S MY SEAT!!! then we took photos HAHA! then we went to our next fav place, the toilet! haha! sad la didnt get to see cai and mrs lim! =( but we got to see pat wong, mrs ng, mdm ho and ms tay! :D who wants to find mr chai man LOL.

yeah then after staying in school till 4+, (EVERYONE ELSE LEFT ALREADY!!), we went to tampines mall, wanting to go to seoul gardens! but turned out dinner is like damn ex. so we went to marina bay instead! even though it was only half the class but it was fun, even though we all stank and sweat like dunno what after that la! haha! then me jac pearl andy went for a walk to aid digestion.. KNS got damn alot of cockroaches running around can! walao! i was damn disgusted but i think jac was more freaked out haha! urghhhh! regret walking that way!

it's really good to catch up with old friends and just hang out together! it's great to see old schoolmates, esp the sec4 '06 batch! but the feeling is just not there anymore, even though we are all back together but we're in different uniforms, leading different school lives.. well i guess we all just have to move on! but it's quite difficult for me, because i think i'm still living in the past lor.. forever thinking about life in secondary school.. sad but true yeah. life in poly is just so.. different. it's not as homely. oh well. let's just say i miss life in AH alot. =X

anyway elisha lai yong sheng, 4c is super proud of you! from sleeper in class to pres of council huh! great job! :D

everyone is growing up.. but deep inside them there's always a child! :D

die.. i damn scared about tomorrow! =X

oh yeah i forgot to add.. i just received my cert for kayaking elective lol! that means i passed! HAHAHA! wheee! but it's not that difficult to pass actually! =P

tiring day!

2007-08-29T20:45:00.000+08:00

wahaha ongton just told me that we're in the same group for GYL! wooots thank goodness i'll know someone! yeah man now it's not so scary! haha! yeahhhhh!!!

okay that's not all okay! today at ecp i saw someone i always wanted to see! dont think so much can.. I SAW HU SHI XUAN!!! omg i missed her so much ok! shall elaborate more later!

okay so actually it was raining in the morning but soon it stopped! yeah met sheeeeeeena at tanah merah first! and yeahhh i finally did not bring someone to the wrong place! WE ENDED UP AT MACS CORRECTLY! and before the rest! haha! but we were freaking hungry alr! rot at macs till everyone else turned up.. then we went to a nearby pavilion and then we started playing 终极密码 with the whacking thing! the one with a hand hahaha. i was the first to whack and jiaying kena! haha so fun okay! then mag and layting came so we can finally EATTTT! whee! okay stuffed ourselves.. but got loads of leftover.. so we played... YES, 终极密码 again. this time i damn suay okay. i am so stuffed alr i had to stuff 2 sandwiches and 1 hotdog down myself. wahhh so bloated! i swear i felt damn heavy after that! but we managed to clear the food! =X

okay so after that we went cycling! like i said when i was wheeling the bike out of the store (wah i have to get a shorter one lor! the rest took higher ones, except for layting! =/) I SAW HU SHI XUAN! okay actually she saw me first and she shouted, "CAHO!" and i looked up and AHHHHHHHHH!!!! and we hugged! hahaha! omg so drama mama right. but i really missed her soooo much okay! she was there on a PE elective.. CYCLING omg slack like dunno what hahaha. and she told me she's soccer captain! woohooo i'm so proud of you, liang popo! jiayou for your studies okay! though i dont think you will ever read this hahaha!

okay so we cycled for about 2 hours. at first i was quite freaked cuz it's been some time since i cycled! but soon i got used to it and was zoooooming! wheeee so fun haha! when we reached the food centre, myrin was having her migraine attack again! (see, i can be a doctor, i diagnosed that! take care okay myrin and rmb to see doc!) so we waited while jiaying and mag went back to the bike shop to change the bike into a double.. (and it's damn far away! zomg!) then after they came back.... we went back! LOL! not before going to the beach for a while haha! till now my butt damn pain can.. wahpiang.

okay after we got back and returned our bikes we had a short game of capt's ball! me nat jiaying myrin kena trashed by the other grp! =X hahaha! but it was quite fun, albeit tiring!

okayy so we went to macs to slack (and enjoy aircon hahaha!) then we left at around 645pm. then me and sheeeena took 31 back to tanah. we sat near the back of the double decker, the top. then got this 3 VS guys boarded. KNS. then the whole trip was filled with vulgarities and male-ego boosting la wth!!! if there's anything that annoys me, it's OBNOXIOUS GUYS. those asses kept talking about all the girls from diff girls schools and insulting those fat people.. like wth is their problem?! if i were bigger and braver i will definately turn around and slap their faces! and they were comparing their biceps.. WTH LAR WHO FREAKING CARES WHEN YOUR ATTITUDE STINKS?! and they spew vulgarities like what, saliva like that la! and there were 2 kids nearby ok.. wth is the society turning into.. and they kept talking about sex la wth. what the heck is their problem?!! gahhh i seriously cannot stand those guys! my frustration level was up till here *points to forehead*, a little more and i swear i will blow!! and they hung their hockey sticks on our seat.. KNS!!! and it kept dropping, if not knock into each other and it's freaking noisy can! walao eh.. i've never been so pissed for so long! i swear my face was damn black la. me and sheena were looking at each other in that WHATTHEHELL?! face. when we FINALLY got of at tanah merah both of us were complaining! stupid asses!

gahh i hatehateHATEEE obnoxious people like these! i hate guys who think girls are cheap dirt! stupid MCPs! okay talking about them makes me damn pissed.. it's not worth it, so i'm done ranting about them! but seriously my impression of male school students aint good.. but of cuz it's not everyone la.. i think it's just some black sheep that spoils the school's image. stupid people!

okay i realised i started all my paragraphs with "okay", except for the first and previous paragraph HAHAHA. thankyou if you survived this post! and thanks guys, i really enjoyed today! only i'm damn tired now haha! but in front of my com, i'm nvr tired! cycling is fun! we shall go blading next time okay! haha! and let's not bring so much food now.. i swear nvr to eat bread for the next mth or sth!! =X

buttaches! (and freaking broke.)

there can be MIRACLES when you believe.

2007-08-29T09:05:00.001+08:00

A MIRACLE HAPPENED TODAY.

I WOKE UP AT 745AM.

and i slept near 2 last night.

but i'm still damn awake!!!!

and after that i cant get back to sleep so i might as well just wake up hahaha.

HAHAHA okay nvm. going ecp with the rest later! woots! BLADINGG!! i'm prob going to fall and die many times because the wheels are new = slippery! yikes.

i need to stop eating my house away! i'm eating damn alot these days and feeling hungry all the time. i finished one whole box of oreo o's by myself. i think i'm turning into a monster that eats everything at sight! ok random stuff but the current cereal opened in my house is the koko crunch duo. the one with white choc. (i opened it to save my last box of oreo o's for later!) it tastes.. WEIRD. so dont buy it people. stick to the original! i'm like trying to pick out all the original choco pieces hahaha.

i feel like eating KWAY CHAP. and nacho with loads of CHEEEEEEEEEEEESEEEEEE.

um okay nvm. i'm off to watch 终极一家! i'm up to episode 6 already! woots! the show is damn funny, one day i'm going to laugh till i peng! but i cant bring myself to watch 终极一班 because it seems so draggy.. nvm i'm sure i can unds without watching 终极一班!

my blog is soooo boring! T.T

HAPPY BIRTHDAY..!

2007-08-28T14:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR WANG RENFU!

it's been almost 5 years since i 'knew' you! i've seen you grow up from a monkey who always fight with shanwei on wanyu, till now, the professional host that's still as wacky as ever! from a childish person to the responsible father now! you know, people will either love you or hate you, there's no in between! but no matter what, i'll be supporting you always yea! happy 27th birthday again! :D

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WOAH i woke up at 120PM today! =X i didnt mean it! i went to sleep at 12+ ytd but i only slept after 2am.. because i was listening to muttons at midnight on 98.7FM! that duo is damn funny la! i had to restrain myself from laughing out loud haha! yea then i set my alarm at 1130 but aiya.. obviously i just shut it off then i went back to sleep.. it's raining okay! NICE WEATHER TO SLEEEEP! besides, i'll be waking up damn early for the whole of next week.. urghh!

oh yea ytd i was blowing bubbles into the night sky.. hahaha! no not emo-ing please.. i just felt like it! i hope no one was freaked out by the sudden stream of bubbles! =/ but it's nice okay! haha!

actually i'm beginning to like english songs alot.. but i seriously dislike genres like rap and hiphop and of course, techno! i can nv understand rap and hiphop.. dont know what they singing! if you can even call that singing la.. and i hateeee techno, makes no sense!

i had some stupid dream ytd.. i dreamt that my face was in damn bad condition.. and it's peeling! ZOMGGG!! all of a sudden i just woke up and i immediately touched my face.. WHEWWW thank goodness it's just a dream! scared the hell out of me! so i went back to sleep.. hahaha!

gonna spend my whole day in front of the com again... WHEEEE!

okayy i found out where i'm working alr.. lol just like i expected.. you'll wanna know then ask me okay hahaha.

anyway sheng tai toys is still looking for people.. she's asking for guys this time lol.. anyone interested tell me okay!

i CAN use some NERVE.. =P

crunchyroll!

2007-08-27T16:39:00.000+08:00

i spent my whole day watching 食神 (ep 6 alr!) and death note! lol! death note because i watched 2 but i didnt watch 1! quite dumb yeah.. but i finally watched 1! woohoo! now i'm watching 2! yea nice movie man! L rocks! haha! and i'm having a lolly now.. influence! haha! it's really big though, dunno how am i going to finish it! =X wheee this is the life man.. doing nothing but slack the whole day! but sometimes it does get boring.. so you must have exciting shows at hand! btw if anyone has death note manga, do lend me okay! i'm very free this hols! lol! hmmm maybe i shd watch the anime.. shall see!

okay back to my movie! woooots!

[EDIT] I FINISHED WATCHING DEATHNOTE 1 AND 2!! omggg! the show rocks man.. i cant believe i sat in front of the com for so long la. =/

anyway thankyou XE for the following quiz haha! she got it from friendster!

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"My autobiography"

Prologue:

1. Who took your default pic?
shey! when we were in the baby changing room! HAHA!

2. Exactly what are you wearing right now?
20/07 class tee and shorts!

3. What is your current problem?
money problem?! haha!

(digress abit, i'm watching HEY! GORGEOUS on tv now and there's paul twohill on tv HAHAHA!)

4. What makes you most happy?
when i'm with the people i love! and when i see the flowers! HAHA! when i happen to hear my fav song on radio or tv or something, i think that's damn cool haha!

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
not listening to any song at the moment! watching tv!

6. do you like MTV?
yepp!

7. Name something that annoys you about people?
when people PRETEND to sleep or not notice when they see some old person board the mrt/train, so they wont have to give up their seats. irritating sia!

Chapter 1:

1. Nickname
caho

2. eye color?
green.. OR I WISH! =/ there's supposedly no black iris so i guess it's very very dark brown? or do you mean the sclera covered by conjunctiva?! HAHAHA! i tell you i love bio ok!

3. hair color?
BLUEEE!!! or i wish! the damned blue didnt come out.. but i think it looks browner than usual =X

Chapter 2: FAMILY

1. Do you live with your parent(s)?
uhhuh

2. Do you get along with your parent(s)?
pretty ok i guess

3. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
married

4.Do you have any brothers or sisters?
2 younger terrors.. i mean, brothers.

Chapter 3: FAVORITE

1. Ice cream?
STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE! (from swensens!) haha!

2. Season/s?
pepper =/ okay i know what you mean la. i think autumn? summer too hot. spring is fine too, but not really winter because it's too cold! but i wanna see snow! REAL SNOW!

3. Book:
harry potter!

4. Band/s:
westlife? mayday? not really mad over them la haha..

5. Food:
KWAY CHAP!!! donuts oreo o's kiwifruit mangoes! actually anything nice but i dont really like chicken rice.

6. drink(s) (non alcoholic):
ice water!

8. past-time:
what i do everyday lor.. eat sleep shit use the com =/ HAHA

9. pen color:
green! if only we can write in green lor! except for corrections!

10. store:
i like cd stores!

Chapter 4: DO YOU..

1.Write on your hand?
YES! haha! sec4 esp when we were bored!

2. Call people back?
usually not, i wait for the person to call back.. lazy! haha!

4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
yess cuz the other half is taken by my other pillow and bolster!

5. Have Mental Health Issues?
i'm perfectly normal, only unique!

Chapter 5:

1. Broken a bone?
nope

3. Had physical therapy?
what's that?

4. Gotten surgery?
nope

5. Taken painkillers?
nope

6. Have you ever gone scubadiving/snorkeling?
swimming, yes

7. Been stung by a bee?
nope

8. Threw up in a doctors office?
nope

Chapter 6: Who/what was the last:

1. Movie you saw in the movie theatres?
secret

2. Person to text you?
mum

3. Thing you touched?
the mouse

5. Thing you said?
哪里好看? (watching HEY!GORGEOUS ma haha!)

7. Person you hugged?
cant rmb.. but THING was my bear!

10. Person to call you?
layting.. WAH SO LONG AGO! lol!

11. Last book you read?
hmm newspaper but not considered a book right?

12. Last person you danced with?
i dont dance =X LOL!

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cant wait for the rest of the week, esp FRIDAY! hello 4C! :D

826PM
[/EDIT]

CSS2 IS OVER!

2007-08-26T16:20:00.000+08:00

went to my cousin's house to watch recording of css2! but before that i already knew the results le.. aiyo. even though ben's not the male champ nor overall champ, i felt that he did his very best yesterday and i really enjoyed his performance, esp 3-7-20-1! it's not an easy song to carry off but he managed to do it! although i was hoping to see him perform with theresa, and sing his best song (which i have no idea what), but well, apparently the votes doesnt allow it, because shawn beat him 58% to 42% according to channel u's css2 website. still, great job, benjamin! :)

oh when they were showing the final results between male and female champ i didnt really feel anything la. i didnt really cared who won LOL. but the fact that shawn won, that's pretty expected from the start of the competition. i think he has the potential to go far, but just that he didnt do well yesterday. okay lah it's not that bad actually. but i prefer previous season because i wanted zhiyang to win and he did LOL! but sometimes you dont get what you want, that's life!

well the show's finally over! since i have so many days to kill in this hols i'm going to watch dramas! muahaha! i found 食神 on crunchyroll! yayy renfu! XD

okay shall embark on my drama journey!

oh man....!

2007-08-25T13:44:00.000+08:00

gahh i cant watch CSS2 tonight!! my great grandma's birthday dinner.. walao eh not last minute lor.. i only knew about it in the morning! and my parents only knew last night. haiz i was so looking forward to sitting in front of the teevee and scream for benjamin! (just kidding about the screaming part!)! my brother's going to help me record.. but what's the point when by the time i watched it i will know the results?! THE WHOLE POINT IS TO WATCH IT LIVE!! my last hope is that wherever we're going will have a tv.. but i doubt so, which hotel got tv, tell me?! gahh.. so disappointed!

any kind soul willing to sms me about whatever is going on in the competition? like who out blahblahblah.. it'll be comforting! =X

anyway,

SUPPORT BENJAMIN HUM! M2!

broke. =(

2007-08-24T22:26:00.000+08:00

went for job training today! i think it isnt that bad actually! other than the fact that we're all separated and alone la.. but when i know where i will be at you free people can come have lunch with me ok! or i'll be alone =X saddd! friday and weekends only! haha! okayy so we are supposed to promote this toy car! woots! luckily not barbie doll or something or i will writhe on the floor and die! i think quite fun lor! haha! then today we learn about the car, how to dismantle, and we're supposed to organise this competition and play with the kids! and if they win they get a free gift! wahahaha those who vs me sure lose de ok! i am damn pro! LOL! haha kidding! but i think it's quite ok! but i dont wanna go work warehouse on weekdays lor. luckily it's only 3 days! supposedly 4 but i cant make it on the 3rd. good and bad i guess! yayy i cant wait to work so i can get my money! i'm like freaking broke because just now went bugis shopping with jac and jax! jax bought 1 tee, jac bought 2 tees, and i bought 3 tees, so i am the brokest! kns..! sad la. so i need money to come to me! soon! plus next week got loads of stuff.. die dunno where i'm going to get the money from!

oh anyway when i came home today, i found the house empty! NOBODY AT HOME! omg la! you know i was so scared?! i scared something happen to my family! so i called my mum.. NO ANSWER! shit! my overactive imagination started working.. what if.. WHAT IF?!! nonono cant be, i told myself. then i called my aunt's house. she said they went home already. OMG?!! no tell me this is not true. so i called my dad.. and my brother answered.

me: WLAO WHERE ARE YOU ALL?!
bro: we at pasir ris park EATING.
me: wlao eh scare me you know!
bro: yahlah ok bye!

wah.. this kinda things cannot joke de ok! nv tell me anything! come home to see the house with nobody, phone never answer.. i was super scared! i even broke out in cold sweat.. thank goodness nothing happened! eh till now still havent come back.. hope they'll come safely home!

whee i'm going to regain my childhood and join those little kids in playing cars! XD

WHEEE START OF OFFICIAL HOLS!

2007-08-23T17:32:00.000+08:00

HAHA.
this is actually my scribblings when i was studying for econs.. was bored so i anyhow take photos lol. look damn emo right. but can distinctively see "curve shifts" (that is if you can read my scribblings la) HAHA. the rest i cannot read! =X

i bought gatsby rubber! GREEN! actually i bought it because it's green LOL! i dont really have a use for it now that my hair is longer.. but i used it today and omg la.. SO STICKY! my hair's sticky even now.. eww dont like the feeling! thank goodness didnt get the holding power 5 stars de.. shall give this to my brother to use and use it sometimes haha!

HAHAHA! that time me and jac studying in BK@airport. we ended up scribbling on the serviettes. then got marks on the table =X WE DIDNT MEAN IT! lol! you can obviously differentiate my handwriting from hers!

解脱 - 李玖哲

anyone has this song to send me?? :D

okay anyway.. today's paper was do-able i guess! even though it was freaking cold and i was shivering and writing furiously and my eyes are like super dry la! wahpiang. not to mention that the invigilator is that very very irritating invigilator.. she 'talk' like shouting like that. wlao eh scared people cannot hear her. everytime she walked past me and shouted something i'll wince.. so freaking loud! but i think i'll do okay for econs ba.. whew!

okay after the paper we went to vivo because we didnt wanna go town or marina (aka our second home) again! before that we went to the garden to see some flowers LOL! the gardener trimmed the grass sia! haha but with or without grass also very very cute de ok! =P (get what i mean?! HAHAHA!) wah i think that's a very good metaphor. is it a metaphor? sorry la i forgot my lit stuff wahahaha. but it doesnt really matter right?! haha! went thai express! whee i love thai express! i love thai food! and i'm like freaking full and also broke (MONEY MONEYYY!) but it was definately worth it! after that the 8 of us just walk around aimlessly, so we went to pet safari and started going gaga over the cute dogs! ZOMGGG! damn cute! aye sheena send me the pics ok! haha! i'm gonna get a dog next time! ok i want to.. but i must make sure that i really really WANT TO and not get it because it's cute.. i dont wanna be an irresponsible owner! shall think about it next time when i'm older! but the dogs are seriously so adorable! staring at me with that hugeee brown puppy eyes.. WASEHHH MELTS AND DIES HAHA! i think i can just sit there the whole day and see them play lor haha! so cute!

okay so we were tired of walking around aimlessly so we went to food republic to get some drinks! tehpeng! yucks lar so sweet.. sure kena diabeties! then go there talk rubbish and laugh like mad people.. hahah damn zi high sia!

around 3+ we left because some of them slept very little. yunli damn crazy can. she planned to thaw the whole night to pia econs but ended up sleeping at 5+ and woke up at 8 lol. pro. i can never do that haha!

oooo and we have our own way of saying goodbye! HAHAHA!

YAYYYY official start of hols! XD tomorrow going for job training though.. urgh! but nvm after that i'm meeting jac and jax! yayyy! next weds to fri got events le! yay no rotting at home! den sat onwards will start work till 9 sept! darn that means i'll miss the premiere of high school musical 2, but thank goodness for recorders! YAY! and thank goodness for brothers who knows how to record (unlike me)! YAYYY!

yay slack! maybe i should catch up on gunbound (still a little yellow chick la! wlao!) or play o2jam which i totally suck at! no coordination! =X see how! haha!

anyway...

i miss these people loads!

especially xuan! (eh special mention ok be honoured! lol!)

TANG YU ZHE AND BEN! :D

2007-08-22T20:50:00.002+08:00

haha i was watching tv (as usual) this afternoon. and then i happened to see tang yuzhe on tv! omgggg he's so cute please! pretty boy! hahaha!

HOW CUTE!! XD

oh on another note...

SUPPORT BEN HUM THIS SATURDAY!

see he's glowing! wahaha! so cute can. gogogo ben hum! support you all the way!

(lol total transformation sia. from shawn supporter to hum supporter! =X)

okay i'll try to cut down on my word length and add more pictures instead. but the thing with me is that i'm lazy to upload whatever photos i took that day! not that i have many things to take anyway! lol! so huge thanks to everyone who managed to read every single word i wrote! lol!

jiayouuuu everyone! one more paper and we're free! ok actually we very free already lor. hor DBA people. only got 2 official papers. hahaha. ok la but we not that well off cuz they're quite killer subjects. esp econs. after muchhhh procrastinating i finally sat myself down at the dining table and open my very last chapter. took damn long to finish it, a few hours, just UNEMPLOYMENT ok. wahpiang. lol. because in the middle got snack breaks, tv breaks, toilet breaks (ok not really la), yadda yadda. then i did the 06/07 paper! all was fine till i reached the last 2 questions, i.e i only managed to survive 10mcqs and elasticity. the last two was probably the most impt. qn 12 was on market structures and qn13 on unemployment. and my mind was blank when i reached those questions. in the end have to refer to answer =X time to re-read again. get it drilled into my head!

okayyyy i shall probably stop here! haha! ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE FOR YOUR LAST (FEW) PAPER(S)! :D

2007-08-22T13:30:00.000+08:00

it's renfu's birthday next monday! 28th aug :D

hehe nothing much. i'm watching wanquanyule now and he's hosting lol. I WANNA WATCH SHI SHEN!! oh i realise renfu's hair is becoming more and more 'normal' haha. during c'est si bon he had hair extensions! lol i actually thought it was quite nice, albeit girly! haha! during 好久不见 he had such long fringe that it covered half his handsome face!! T.T OMG his fringe is so short now! ok compared to last time..! hahaha.

ok nvm.

i woke up at 12 today! it felt more like 6am la. i'm left with the very very last chapter and 06/07 paper to do but all i feel like doing today is slackkkk =X and i cant really rmb the market structures! yah, monopoly oligopoly monopolistic competition perfect competition.. but i can nv remember what's the difference between them T.T

if only we have AXN HBO star world blahblahblah channels, i'll be stuck on the couch everyday. but well there's disney channel and nickelodeon and animal planet and chnl 56 so i guess it isnt too bad la. lol.

"say some more?! SOME MORE!
say some more?! SOME MORE!
say some more?! SOME MORE!"

i really sleep half my life away sia.

2007-08-21T21:23:00.001+08:00

ytd night was mugging for econs. ok lah not too bad. finished till market structure? intro only LOL. that's actually damn little la. since yesterday my playlist have been playing the same thing lol. secret OST and nanquan's on repeat. but play secret OST really good to study sia. because there's no lyrics, just music, so you wanna sing along also cannot LOL. ok ended up sleeping at close to 2? my body clock really damn screwed.

today i happily woke up at 1PM!! omg la hahah! i did wake up a few times at like, 11+ and 12+ but then i thought, aiya my lunch havent come, i cannot study before lunch, sure slack one, so i might as well sleep... SO SLEPT I DID. ok after i woke up i went to bathe and wash up and whilst waiting for my lunch, i watched tv.. and i have this feeling that my grandpa forgot to help me buy lunch. i called and yep, no lunch lol. nvm eat maggi mee lor. i really dont like to eat maggi mee! but i'm too lazy to go all the way to eastpoint to buy food la. aiya so i eat half a bowl i dont wanna eat already. and at the same time i watched Just Follow Law. lol damn stupid can. 4 B's: bang jio, bang sai, bang pui, bang gang! hahaha wth la. ok the show wasnt too bad la. i wanted to start studying at like, 2pm. but the show ended at 4?! LOL. ok so i started at around 4+, with oreo o's by my side.. WAHAHA! i ended up digesting more oreo o's then econs i think. but it wasnt too bad la. i managed to study till monopolistic competition. 2 more chapters to go! and those 2 are like, the worst?! because i totally never listen during lectures! =X nvm i shall tackle them maybe later or tomorrow! yikes i hope i'll be ready for econs exam on thurs. hope it wont be too tough!

oooo i'm proud of myself because i didnt TOUCH the laptop today! until 9PM!! omg! miraculous right! but actually it's not that difficult. there's nothing much to do online anyway. and most ppl are online only at night. so i guess from now onwards i'll try to cut down on my laptop usage time? save my eyes a little lol. shall watch tv in the afternoon! or SLEEEP!!! :D yay!

i'm seriously eating damn alot nowadays. eat eat eat non-stop. ok maybe a few seconds in between to breathe. i think econs makes me hungry. because econs is so frustrating, it makes me angry. and a hungry man is an angry man, and vice versa. therefore, econs = hungry. =X

I WANT DONUTS AND ICE CREAM ON WAFFLES AND MANY MANY FOOOD. I WANNA EAT KWAY CHAP!

YOU WHEETARD!

MOVED!!!

我不配

and.

piang piang!

hectic days ahead!

picture personality test

All i wanna do.

CARRIE THE CAREGIVER :D

time for plan B.

OMG LOR TML FOM DIE LIAO!

rule the world

a fallen star!

horoscope for today!

it's little things like these

journey of a lifetime (HAHA)

1 DOWN, 3 TO GO!

omg 3rd post on the day i am supposed to be mugging my butt off!

CAHO, you're such a procrastinator T.T

OHMYGOSH TML IS ITAB T.T

horoscope for today!

In Detail

why everyone so sad nowadays.

in need of a haversack!

but it's empty.

mozzie bites on the SOLE of your feet is NOT FUNNY.

eye-opener!

can fortune cookies be eaten?

lifted off facebook!

I LOVE NUTELLA !

absence makes the heart grow fonder!

head over heels and you roll all the way down!

151 posts and my horoscope says:

rarr!

TO: ONE OF THE SHORTEST PEOPLE IN THE UNIVERSE

不用麻煩了 不用麻煩了 !

NIGHT EX!

shall attempt a short post this time round!

$#%&^@!!! those animal abusers!

in school (:

hello do you read my blog?

let's be optimistic!

innocence

burning the 2am oil.

end of the week soon (:

wrong usage of time =X

!@#$%^&$^#@!!!!!!!!!!

STONING..!

5 days to friday!

a day to rot.

fruit tarts!

do you know

lex'mas (:

i've lost myself!

happy LS day!

urgh the weekends are going to be over JUST LIKE THAT!

SB Amazing Race 2007!

it's every little thing you do.

friday tomorrow :D

i ish gots fru.

simple things.

you want the truth?

tomorrow marks a new start.

my real name?

CFCs!

now i realised..

CHOP CHOP!

err i think i have kinda decided on my GEMS..?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAX :D

NEW LAYOUT!

GYL CAMP PHOTOS!

OVERFED!

i want batam photos!

room 426.

goodbye! :D

i spend too much on food. =/

ONE MORE DAY :D

I CURRENTLY WANT/NEED

playlist on shuffle

make poverty history!

不用麻煩了不用麻煩了 !